>Transitioned for awhile, convinced myself I was dysphoric despite there being only very debatable signs beforehand (MtF)
>I felt fine just being a woman, really liked feeling validated by men in a way that felt like maybe a bit more than just a fetish but I don't know
>Detransition after getting insecure while thinking over my life history in general and after hanging around those who argued against non-dysphoric types transitioning a bunch
>No dysphoria comes back
>I even like aspects of masculinization (status/ego, autoandrophilia, I like topping though I could do without it—especially if I was trying to present as a woman, etc.)
>Still, a desire to retransition and a desire to find a justification to go back
>I could probably ignore and forget about it if I wanted but I wont for some reason
>At this point I want to go back just because I want to, ignoring any and all dysphoria-centric views while silently trying to present as a normal woman as much as I can unless it starts to feel wrong

Man I have no clue what I should do. Should I just man up or something?

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That looks worse then the true 9th century central asian/east euro drip though, it lacks SOVL.