>>82984155
>thought
Sure, a little when I was a teen, a lot more this year.
>or got close
I've molested girls before, stalked a few in the streets, also thought it through step by step of how hard/easy it would be to violently assault somebody out in public.
Any future gf will have the romance novel experience, just less sexy and a lot more abusive.

I am a cishet guy but i have autogynephilia and so one of my top fetishes is being molested like this by multiple men while i am a girl. should i take hrt and feminize myself to experience this in real life?

i have androgynous/feminine features so i know i would look good on hormones and i was already catcalled before since i have long hair so i know estrogenized me would find attention of men.

having every part of my body licked and used while me, a formerly normal straight guy, is reduced to a feminized sexual object for men, really turns me on.