Thread 82984155

Have you ever thought about raping /sexual assaulting another person or got close to doing it

>>82984155 (OP)
I'm brown infer from that what you will.

No only fantasies about getting raped

>>82984224
why are you such a perverted freak

>>82984155 (OP)
No I don't really have a dominant personality and it doesn't turn me on being that way. I guess the only times I have maybe felt somewhat like this is wanting to fuck my mom and I've thought about making a move like grabbing her ass a few times but never have.

>>82984155 (OP)
sexual fantasies don't mean anything. everyone has fucked up thoughts.

>>82984155 (OP)
Yes, more of the torture porn type too

>>82984155 (OP)
It's actually my plan B for crisis when all laws are going to go to shitter. I'll just take some woman I like looks of, lock her in my basement and make her my rapewife.

>>82984155 (OP)
>thought
Sure, a little when I was a teen, a lot more this year.
>or got close
I've molested girls before, stalked a few in the streets, also thought it through step by step of how hard/easy it would be to violently assault somebody out in public.
Any future gf will have the romance novel experience, just less sexy and a lot more abusive.

>>82984155 (OP)
I've fantasied about it but never about a specific person. I've never felt strongly enough about anyone irl to think about them like that.
>>82984191
Haha small world me too.

>>82984241
chemicals in tap water did it

>>82984155 (OP)
No shit.
>>82984191
Yep

>>82984155 (OP)
No, I'm not that much of a monster.

And to be honest, even if I was, I never met a woman that actually made me want to do it: my sexuality doesn't work like that, I need feelings and knowledge about a woman to feel attraction, and strong sexual attraction only comes after that.

>>82984191
Indian or Mexican

>>82984224
How do I tell someone who has rape fantasies from some one who doesn't? I'd prefer to rape one who doesn't.

>>82984155 (OP)
Lol I imagined raping a girl in class that was sitting next to me and she looked at me and got up and moved to the other side of the class lol.

>>82984191
I'm >>82984359 and white hispanic.

>>82984702
if they start crying or pleading is a pretty good metric

>>82984720
i did this too and she just crossed her legs and arms i was laughing internally it was like a bluetooth signal

>>82984241
wheres the fun if shes not crying.

>>82984224
Babes, you single?

>>82984155 (OP)
I used to fantasize about fucking my sister against her will when I was between 16-21. Was pretty shy as a kid (especially around girls my age) so she was the only girl I was usually around and thus the only one I was ever (privately) sexually attracted to while growing up. Usually the fantasy went like this:
>get her alone when parents are gone, force her into my room
>pin her down, forcefully undress her, and fuck the everloving shit out of her on my bed
>as she cries and pleads for me to stop, I'd grab her hair and whisper dirty shit into her ear like "I own you and your twat now, slut" or "you should be grateful that I love you so fucking much", "This is what you get for making me so horny all the time" etc.
>Stockholm-syndrome her into liking it and coming back for more by her own volition

Thankfully I've always had enough self-control not to let it go past the imagination phase and now I have way more important stuff that actually needs my full attention. But man, the mind of a lonely teenage boy during puberty is very fucked up.

>>82984155 (OP)
>Have you ever thought about raping /sexual assaulting another person
In theory and in the abstract, mainly because of being into true crime and growing up watching Law and Order: SVU, so I think about crime in general more than the average person, both the committing and the detective work required to catch criminals.

>or got close to doing it
Absolutely not.
I can think about things without wanting to actually do them. Like thinking about unpleasant survival situations, or thinking about how to deal with hypothetical threat at any given moment.
By thinking about certain crimes from the perspective of the perp one gains insight in how they choose victims, what kind of clues might be found, and overall how to catch or prevent such perps from getting away with their evil.
Not that I am actually in law enforcement or whatever. Like I said, it's just stuff to think about.

>>82984702
Real answer, communicating like adults about kinks and fantasies, usually after you already have a decent degree of trust and sexual relationship with that person.

Bring up the topic of CnC and see what they think about it.

>>82984155 (OP)
i was putting the tip into a girl afyer making out / foreplay after 3 fucking months of buildup and she started crying while i was 1.5/6.5 inches in.
i had this sudden urge to choke her and kiss her and just drive all the way in, just twitch my hips and be done
instead i asked her if she wanted to stop and she said yes so i stopped
told her i wasnt ok with being strung on no emotional intimacy and no sex so i ended it
two years later we reconnected and she thanked me and told me "almost no men would have done what you did. when you stopped." and implied she had been raped or at least in a bad situation since.
i know i made the right choice. but you have no idea what it feels like to be in that moment. its like being in the precipice before you cliffjump, knowing the rush would be all the sweeter if you were pushed or pushed another off unawares. but in a heady way where your whole body coils around a slug of molten lead in your gut and your skin feels electric and every breath of hers on you feels like irs pullinh you in and all you can smell is arousal. i have had good sex and bad sex and that moment still lives in my head, eternally 'unfulfilled' animal instinct.
i am glad i didnt do it, im not string enough to bear that burden.