>>82287745
>"I'd like that anon, how about tonight?"
>She comes over
>I play david bowie songs for her
>She loved it
>She kisses me
>I have sex for the first time in 5 years
>The sex was amazing, she had to ask me if she was too loud.
>She says she has to go since shes got work in the morning, she calls an uber and holds onto my arm outside the apartment while we wait for it
>She kisses me goodbye and goes home
>She invites me to the gym that Friday
>She puts me through a leg day
>after thats over she invites me to her house for dinner
>she bakes me banana bread and picks me vegetables from her garden
>We shower together to clean up after the gym, nothing sexual happens in the shower
>We watch Ghibli movies in bed together until 1am, I spoon up to her and try to sleep, nothing sexual happens.
>At 2am she leaves the bed which wakes me up. She says her ankle hurts and shes getting tylenol
>She never comes back to bed
>I leave the bedroom and find her on the couch, ask her whats up
>She says she'll be back when shes tired
"ok..."
>I go back to bed
>I cant stop worrying, I have a panic attack in bed alone, but I dont say anything or make noise I just lay there quietly.
>I think about asking her again but I decide to cope myself into thinking she'll come back to bed soon.
>She doesnt. My eyes start watering so I go to sleep.
>I wake up and shes still on the couch.
>I ask her why she didnt come back, she says she "must have passed out"
>I ask her if she wants to get breakfast with me
>she says no
>I get my stuff
>She starts talking to me again about what my plans are for the day. It seems normal. It made me feel at ease.
>I get to the door
>She kisses me goodbye, twice.