Anons
I want to be trans but I don't want my kid to lose their dad

>Be me 25 yr old BI Twink with Female partner
>Have had mild dysphoria since 2014
>Like cross dressing a lot
>Own more high heels than my Waifu (She thinks it's hot)
>Am 6'2 168lbs with a feminine face and butt
>Regularly do Pilates Yoga and Calisthenics
>Am Conflicted because I want boobs and to wear everything in my closet in public without it being weird
>Don't want my kid growing up with "two moms"
>Like being called Daddy by my kid and don't want to break her one day
WTF do I do

So far I am just gonna be a twink until I reach twinkdeath

Should I just soft transition to the point of looking border line male and female?

Or should just be a fagtard instead