>>41015154
>What's happening with anonsky?
>Queen of Disks, VII of Swords - Futility, 0 The Fool, Prince of Swords, IV of Disks, Knight of Swords
Lots of Air and Earth, your sense of security is being challenged here with the misdirected thoughts. I don't want to go against what you said, but I do feel you may have some grounding, some resources here you're not really attaining, perhaps you're not able to because you grew to believe that it was not possible, and you had to just learn how to survive in this harsh environment, with what was given (but you were entitled to so much more).
A Voice keeps repeating, "It's a belief system". The emotional uncertainty over the material insecurity has put your mind into a state of alert and anxiety, so restless. The key to overcoming these obstacles lies in taking a leap of faith, redirecting your focus to the little things you can manage and grow from there. I believe what you need is to feel some sort of security so your mind can have some rest, because Air and Earth make everything dry, barren, and trapped in a cycle. You do have the means to find some grounding; the energy of the Queen of Disks and 4 of Disks is within you.

On a side note, you need to do a cleansing fren, your energy feels off, try box breathing for 2 minutes, touching grass, hugging trees, you need to discharge and recharge because what I feel is some stagnant and quite oppressive energy coming from you.

I hope this helps.

>>41015206
>should i go to that event on friday night or no?
>V of Cups - Disappointment, XII The Hanged Man, VIII of Wands - Taylor Swiftness
If you’re expecting this event to be fun or fulfilling right away, you might walk away disappointed. The key here is to shift your mindset: go with no expectations, just to observe and let things unfold. If you can release the need for something specific to happen, you’ll find the pace quickening and the energy picking up toward the middle or end of the night.