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>>41011927 (OP)
All seven swing states!

>>41011927 (OP)
What is the card of the thread?

Aq What does my Fall season look like?

Trading

I need to manifest somewhere nice to move to/live at this year? How will I know if a place is right for me? any details or hints or landmarks or things I should look for or feel or future omens? anything?

Male, 27, Capricorn

How can I get over this inaction?

Trading
>>41011939
If still here let me know

Aq
What does w think of me?

>>41011927 (OP)
Aq. Will sr help me heal?

Aq
Is the information regarding the entity being a female water elemental and tied to the black hair girl / black cat correct?

>>41012006
My query is were they begging me by sending that response to my serious statement

AQ
What's blocking me from spiritual growth?

Trading

>>41012006
Hey

Yes you're instinct to come to /x/ to find a place to move was the exact right choice to make. We should be able to help you find a place. I'm reading my tarots now please be patient. Hey back alright so it said you're future home is smelly, cars whill fly above you on the concrete path, does that sound familiar to you? They say you'll be amongst a new large family but you'll be distant in relations and contact. They also say your 4 walls will be made of cloth and your door of plastic and your food will be liquid like your excrement. Not telling me much more hope that helps

>>41012109
interesting, so what were the cards that you pulled from your tarot for my query?

>>41012080
>>41012095
Query

>>41012080
2 of swords rx, knight of wands rx, tower rx, page of pentacles

I don't think it was begging.... it was some sort of distraction tactic... there are cards of evasion/avoidance/confusion, back-tracking any impulsive action or acting on erratic action, and trying to minimize harsh disruptions... trying to keep things cool....avoid any harsh truths....they want/offer/need something practical and real and productive, the page of pentacles. Maybe they're trying to persuade. Begging to keep things status quo.

>>41012148
Ace of swords sun 5 of pents
You want to move somewhere eastern and sunny, that Is your best bet but you are kind of broke. Make some mo.ey before you move maybe through a practical job

>>41012163
i have 45K in savings and just want a small room to rent... broke? :(

>>41012220
nta but trade?

>>41012233
should I move into a new place this year that costs over or under 951 dollars a month in rent, which would lead to better outcomes? you?

>>41012252
general for September? its been a disappointing year so far and im not sure what to do to fix my situation

AQ
I know shes a Goonette, but is she a cuckqueen?

>>41009976
>in one month you will lose an opportunity. in three months you will find security. in nine months you will lose that security. in one year you will gain what you seek
sorry for the late answer. this part is confusing. what you mean by it?

>>41012266
im gonna pull 8 cards for you. starting. also please if u dont mind can i just get a 1 card pull for the query if i should try to get an apartment or a studio apartment situation or just get a room instead? just like 1 card for those 2 options. starting urs. u dont have to do that query if u dont want tho

>>41012252
over: Star, Strength Rx, High Priestess
under: 3 of Swords, Devil, King of Coins
Over for sure, you'll be paying for quality and you'll be able to place down some roots

>>41012288
>>41012304
I had started already im sorry but still go for over!!!

>>41012266
6 of cups, 4 of pent rx clarified with 4 of swords, queen of pentacles rx and temperance rx
advice: ace of cups 9 of swords empress rx, knight of swords

you are going to focus a lot on the past this month or run into past connections or delve into past nostalgia more for emotional comfort, you might dip into savings, and you might let go a lot of rigidity in your life, protectiveness, resource and energy hoarding and restraining in order to just chill and recoup and recover and relax and take care of yourself, you might be very impatient though about things, not in alignment or wanting misalignment as long as it comes fast or in excess or something... you might struggle with self-care or neglect your environment or feel like more is being taken out of you that put back in, unsustainable or no longer can sustain yourself...you might get too relaxed on taking care of yourself or your environment. advice is to focus more on nurturing yourself so that you may feel more confident and able to attract more abundance an opportunity in your life, you can't just rot. you need to drink more water and engage in things that engage your emotions and creativity whether in new projects or connections. The painful thoughts might just be illusions and you might be stressing yourself out for nothing, might not be sleeping at night just worrying, it is all in your mind, just take care of yourself more and engage your heart more. With 6 of cups, you can engage that with you the ace of cups. You need your rest, do not be too impatient. However! Rest enough to be ready to seize opportunity and engage with the world head on and any conflict that might come up with knight of swords, be able and be ready to be argumentative..can't really do that if you feel like crap and don't feel good about yourself.

>>41012076
Short answer yes. I know not of the specific girl or cat you speak of, but my instinct alone said yes and I checked your post number to confirm it. Sometimes I do card readings or other methods to be sure, but this was a solid double yes read both internally and from gazing at the material/digital as well.

>>41012311
Oh wow I thought I had to really conserve money and try to land some crappy 400 dollar room..... didnt know over would be better ..... even in the reading it says that...conserving with King of Pentacles but being around some real devils and devilish situations.... I fear the strength rx might mean i won't be able to get a hang of sustaining things >_< thanks for the read.... interesting suprise

>>41012021
You'll have to confront something you've been avoiding. By doing this you'll be able to glide to much nicer places than before, be it physical locations or in your mind. There's also a dual quality depicted here indicating that once you're out of your rut you'll be able to navigate and enjoy both Light and Dark.

Peace and Love <3

Trading. Format your inquiry in the form of “what would happen if I X”

Love and light

>>41012359
Wizard of the Coast Anon,

Can you pull some cards for me as well perhaps?

>>41012269

trading

>>41012370
What would happen if I reached out to C tomorrow?

Let me know your inquiry also.

>>41012324
damn this sucks honestly, another month treading through this sludge, trade again? when am I going to have some actual motion in my life? anytime soon?

>>41012373
Sure thing! Got a specific query or looking for a general reading?

Aq. I'm trying a new method of making multiple servitors at the same time. Can I ask if its working?

>>41012461
That one I attached to the bottom of that message, please.

>>41012461
>>41012269

>>41012395
Haha, how strange anon, I have inquired the same thing before in precisely the same words.

In response to your inquiry, I have the sense that you need to reflect for awhile longer upon yourself. In other words, you are unaware of the influence that you already have and waiting may be more fruitful than to reach out. If you refuse to chase after them, you allow them to come to you themselves. As you rise to new heights and improve as a person, you become more visible to others and what can be more praiseworthy and aspirational than one who is full in oneself?

In short, wait, and resist the urge to chase.

My inquiry is where am I supposed to go in life? It seems like I am at a crossroads but I feel there is somewhere I am meant to be and something I am meant to be doing. I have a choice to make and I do not want to make the wrong one. Where in the world am I meant to be?

>>41012468
Ugh sorry, I'm a little scatterbrained at times : P

>>41012269
Big confirmation on the goonette thing as looking like a cuckqueen too. At very least very much gets off on sexual/life energy from others as well.

Side note, since this was a yes or no I went for one card but another stuck with it indicating both cards were necessary for a clearer picture.

Peace and Love <3

>>41012491
Wow. I’m not surprised though. But that’s kind of cool. Cards kind of have scary vibes but I hope that is just in a Nympho way and not on some Succubus shit.

Appreciate the read anon.

Believe in the Heart of the Cards! Just like my Grandpa always said!

>>41012483
>Haha, how strange anon, I have inquired the same thing before in precisely the same words.

>In response to your inquiry, I have the sense that you need to reflect for awhile longer upon yourself. In other words, you are unaware of the influence that you already have and waiting may be more fruitful than to reach out. If you refuse to chase after them, you allow them to come to you themselves. As you rise to new heights and improve as a person, you become more visible to others and what can be more praiseworthy and aspirational than one who is full in oneself?

>In short, wait, and resist the urge to chase.
Wise words from a wise man or woman anon. Just what I needed to hear. My struggle stems from not only missing C, but stress in keeping a certain promise on an upcoming date I wish to fulfill, but she may not be receptive enough by then. Nevertheless, your response was well-spoken, or shall I say, well-typed.

>My inquiry is where am I supposed to go in life? It seems like I am at a crossroads but I feel there is somewhere I am meant to be and something I am meant to be doing. I have a choice to make and I do not want to make the wrong one. Where in the world am I meant to be?
I don't know what your choices are exactly, but for the sake of how you worded it, I went with a two card draw. This is under a general assumption of having two choices, if not more. What I pulled was:
>Queen of Pentacles
>Eight of Swords
One option leads to nurturing, caring, a maternal type of energy or outcome. The other is that of a mental prison which you'll be locked in by your own doing. As I said, I don't know your circumstances, yet knowing how wise you are from reading for me, I think you can put together which path leads to which outcome.

>>41012514
I always believe in the Heart of the Cards, wise words : )

And don't worry about the imagery too much, MTG is grittier by nature, but it's more about applying the story and at times inverse of the story of the image or text to get a good read. Still, I should maybe organize some decks based on types of questions to have more fitting reads visually. ^_^;

>>41012531
Thank you, my friend. I feel a strange kinship with you and I do wish you all the best - we somehow sound alike. I have often experienced the pain of not having acted soon enough but the solution is never to force things. All that which is meant to be is ours. It is when we relinquish our desire that what we seek comes to us. We also may be blessed to have missed that which we have so mourned not receiving.

I appreciate your advice - it illustrates that which I have been trying to avoid admitting - that going down the path which everyone wants me to do would be to bind myself willfully. I need to trust my gut and go into the unknown, as I always have.

That which one regrets the most is not having tried and failed but rather to not listen to one's own soul, to confuse the words and beliefs of others for one's own. There was some certain reason why you and C had not (perhaps yet) met as you had expected. Are those expectations of your own? Is she truly who you believe her to be or are you in love with your own anima? Couldn't getting what you want cause you more pain that not getting it?

I consider myself only wise enough to know that I am not a wise man.

>>41012359
I see, thank you very much! :3

Schizomancing:
Messages from the void inside my head.
No query (no details), no number or picture (I want to do this as blindly as possible)
Just the theme of your query: Love, Work, Finances, Spirituality, Travel, Career, Plans etc.
And please let me know if this helps, I don't want you to thank me but I'd like to know if what the Voices say resonate or if you need help with understanding it.

>>41012531

The distinction between the agony of perdition and the joy of salvation is subtle. The ultimate love in the form of the divine feminine and an illusory devourer. The nymph and the siren. Particularly with love and sex, all rests on a blade’s edge. The decision to not do something or else to do another changes everything. However, it is the law of unintended consequence.

Try to ensure love by holding back from sex and watch how love disappears. Try to ensure connection by having sex and see how it fades into nothingness.

For all this searching, The Grail and the Divine Feminine, much as it is sought out there - all of that alchemy is within.

Until you learn truly integrative love for yourself, none of it out there can be of any use.

>>41012550
>Thank you, my friend. I feel a strange kinship with you and I do wish you all the best - we somehow sound alike.
Likewise to you as well. I hope whichever outcome is the Queen of Pentacles is the one you choose and attain.

>I have often experienced the pain of not having acted soon enough but the solution is never to force things.
My pushiness during the relationship amd immediately after is what pushed her away. So it's difficult, yet I am attempting to hold off on making things even worse.

>All that which is meant to be is ours. It is when we relinquish our desire that what we seek comes to us. We also may be blessed to have missed that which we have so mourned not receiving.
Time shall tell how that comes into being.

>I appreciate your advice - it illustrates that which I have been trying to avoid admitting - that going down the path which everyone wants me to do would be to bind myself willfully. I need to trust my gut and go into the unknown, as I always have.
I support you in traversing down that path.

>That which one regrets the most is not having tried and failed but rather to not listen to one's own soul, to confuse the words and beliefs of others for one's own.
In this, you are rather correct. That is one of the reasons why C distanced themselves from me.

>There was some certain reason why you and C had not (perhaps yet) met as you had expected.
We've met and live nearby, hence the added antsyness to fix things.

>Are those expectations of your own?
A desire to want to be around her, plus a self-imposed deadline to fix things.

>Is she truly who you believe her to be or are you in love with your own anima?
I know she has her flaws, rather grave flaws, but unconditional love is continuous no matter what those flaws are.

>Couldn't getting what you want cause you more pain that not getting it?
That is always a distinct possibility.

>I consider myself only wise enough to know that I am not a wise man.
The same applies here, friend.

>>41012565
Lost love query if you're interested:
Will I find her by continuing to search, or do I simply need to wait for fate to reunite us? I know this is a bit vague, but I'm looking for my Twin Flame, it's all a bit personal so I don't want to say too much other than that for now unless something comes to you that you think might help.

>>41012614
Strangely, literally 20mins after you told me this I got an email following up with me from the path that I consider the wrong one. Things are finally moving forward there now that I have decided to go elsewhere. I wonder if it may not be possible that I have the two cards reversed. Hard to say.

It's ironic that both pushiness and inaction can be punished. You regret overpushing, I regret not putting in more effort but the result appears to be the same.

She and I had also met by chance close to my home and everything had a sense of expiration because I was to leave soon. Thankfully, I did.

Unconditional love is a dangerous but beautiful thing. All things of beauty have sharp teeth.

>>41012575
>The distinction between the agony of perdition and the joy of salvation is subtle. The ultimate love in the form of the divine feminine and an illusory devourer. The nymph and the siren. Particularly with love and sex, all rests on a blade’s edge. The decision to not do something or else to do another changes everything. However, it is the law of unintended consequence.
Tell me about it. This isn't the first time I was immersed or engulfed by the allure of the feminine.

>Try to ensure love by holding back from sex and watch how love disappears. Try to ensure connection by having sex and see how it fades into nothingness.
A double-edged sword.

>For all this searching, The Grail and the Divine Feminine, much as it is sought out there - all of that alchemy is within.
Most definitely, which I have attained before after decompressing from former heartbreaks. Then while in a better place, you meet another significant person along your journey.

>Until you learn truly integrative love for yourself, none of it out there can be of any use.
This is true and something I have to look to recenter towards.

>>41012565
spiritual

>>41012644
>Strangely, literally 20mins after you told me this I got an email following up with me from the path that I consider the wrong one. Things are finally moving forward there now that I have decided to go elsewhere. I wonder if it may not be possible that I have the two cards reversed. Hard to say.
That's the struggle of decision and choice. We don't know what lie ahead until the path is gone down.

>It's ironic that both pushiness and inaction can be punished. You regret overpushing, I regret not putting in more effort but the result appears to be the same.
A delicate treading along a tightrope. There were actions in which I held back on which also soured things.

>She and I had also met by chance close to my home and everything had a sense of expiration because I was to leave soon. Thankfully, I did.
She and I began from afar and she came here to be close, which became part of the fuel for her vitriol due to the circumstances.

>Unconditional love is a dangerous but beautiful thing. All things of beauty have sharp teeth.
Yes, she most definitely does, especially with the cutting words she's sent my way over text, to my face and publically online.

>>41012633
I'm sorry I'm an idiot who misread your post, I need sleep T_T

Good luck with your readings!

>>41012652
> Tell me about it. This isn't the first time I was immersed or engulfed by the allure of the feminine.
You and me both!

Are you about 30, out of curiosity? I feel like a part of the issue is that we are both in love with the idea of love, as was described by Heartiste, which ensures that no individual love feels truly real.

>>41012565
>Spirituality

Hope your head is feeling better btw

>>41012684
>Are you about 30, out of curiosity?
Not there yet, but not too far behind.

>I feel like a part of the issue is that we are both in love with the idea of love, as was described by Heartiste, which ensures that no individual love feels truly real.
While there is a manner of tangibility that I can detect, I also am a lifelong hopeless romantic, so "being in love with the idea of love" could apply over such a long span of time. How many early grade school kids are dreaming about girls they have a crush on yet are too withdrawn to say or do anything? I can't recall a time that some sort of feminine figure didn't take up a space in my mind, unless we're counting around the time of having my first memories.

>>41012327
Thank you for looking into the matter, and sorry for replying late. She's a figure in my dreams, and I occasionally see her manifest as a mist or a heatwave mirage when I go into a trance. Other readers in the past have said she's trying to establish a connection, and I'm still new to a lot of this. For the longest while, I thought she was a blonde, but recent dreams indicated something was off, and been trying to get an anchor image mentally to connect to her by even if she is a shapeshifter by nature.

>>41012633
This wasn't what I was planning to do because there has been a lot of interference lately and I'm trying to silence the noise. But I'm a sucker for spiritual love queries. And I'd be happy to answer the question with the love and seriousness it requires with the tarot, however it's dark and I'm still in bed so I cannot pick the cards but the Voices already said something about her.
>She is a Desert Rose
To me it sounds that she thrives in a barren environment, a beauty that stands out but still blends. This is me inferring now but she could be literally from the Middle East or any other deserted/dry landscape. Rough early life, now she is one with her place. She is special in my eyes anon, a nurse in the heart, strong willed, a midwife of love. You won't spot her at first because her looks, despite being beautiful, she's modest but her voice, when you hear her voice is when the magic begins, and you'll see a contrast between both of you, oil and water yet somehow you'll match like yin and yang, a bit of you in her, a bit of her in you. That would happen in a very ordinary place like a gas station or grocery store
I'm shown these numbers but no idea what they meant 30-35-50-45-22

>>41012659
>Saint Paul has the key
>Halo, they all have halo
>Ruski, Ruski, Hi Rasputin
>God didn't reject you, you rejected Him but you're still called to His womb
>I cannot materialise ghosts but you'll see their fingerprints on the table
>I have kept that knife for so long, it scared me that night
>Psychosis big time
>Do not let me recognise you, I will need a restraining order

>>41012698
Thanks anon, it's been a week already but I'll survive
>Open the 7th gate, not the first, not the 6th
>Your day will come
>Do not be governed by men but spirit
>Secular knowledge openly offered
>Love from Joseph
>She was a skater boi, she said see you later boi, I'm not good enough for her
The sound of metal bars falling on the floor
Jukebox: https://youtu.be/_9rslhLrH34

>>41012700
I am the same way. In my case, it rooted in a deepset sense of Otherness. Either way, I’d recommend reading that article - it’s on Heartiste (org) and is entitled “How To Handle Femmes Fatales Part 2.” My theory is that we are drawn to our own archetype. Working on lifetraps also helped.

>>41012565
Hi :3
Finances/money

>>41012565
Love

aq, would i have more success making a railshooter game or an rpg?

>>41012718
In giving this a look over for the first time, I'd say that the likelihood of the woman I wish to fix things with is at-risk of ending up alone due to her own mentality, but also the depth of our own connection and the damage which has been done before or because of my own stupidity. Ourside of that component, it doesn't line up with her specifically. Nevertheless, I am reading and shall keep looking over the material.

While I am doing that, I showed a friend of mine this scene from one of my favorite movies which they reminded of earlier. It describes my own situation rather well and you may be able to relate.

https://youtu.be/wrLK8GSH5og

>>41012717
>41012698
Yeah, I've heard many people with your gift tend to have back headaches, and my aunt also had them. Though dunno the level of her ability other than claiming to AP and was able to move an object once, but neither of which I can validate, like no way for me to prove I see things occasionally.

>7th gate
Hm, the number seven did pop up while looking into water spirits.
>Do not be governed by men but spirit
Oh, they know I'm not a fan of government stuff lol, that came up back in your first random read for me. I still monitor things, though.
>Secular knowledge openly offered
Yep, trying to learn the occult or esoteric
>Love from Joseph
Hm, not sure I know who that is, maybe a relative or possibly another spirit I've come across before. There was a dark-haired male one that seemed to be of native ancestry, maybe?
>She was a skater boi, she said see you later boi, I'm not good enough for her
Yep, I'm guessing this is in regards to "her" since she seems to be a water elemental
>The sound of metal bars falling on the floor
I had to use a metal bar at my old job a lot as a clearer because the dish machine would get a rack stuck from time to time due to how old the racks were, and I wanted to always get things done asap to avoid getting backed up. I was always bad about knocking said bar onto the floor, making a loud noise.
>Jukebox: https://youtu.be/_9rslhLrH34
And there's the cat imagery she tends to use a lot of.

>>41011927 (OP)
AQ
27m
What do I need to do to realign my life? Where should my focus be? What am I doing wrong and how can I repair the damage?

>>41012423
If it's any consolation, it seems like a lot of people have been going through the same thing.

>>41012752
I did not mean it is her necessarily - I meant that it is us. Have you seen of Knight of Cups?

Trading

>>41012725
Hi love!
>Damage repair, damage contention
>No serious sinners, lashes
>It is in my chest, Jesus
>A jester in the sofa
>Kneel for help
>Love heals the self hatred
>He opened that door on you, didn't he? That backdoor you were so adamant about keeping it shut, but you gave him a leeway and now he's there, living in your psyche.
>Meditate until you die and you'll be saved

>>41012727
>Your heart won't be silenced anymore
>She was Eve but now you lay with Lilith
>Guided by mother
>Halfway done, meet me up at that hill
>Blessed family name
Something about 18...
>This house is yours
>Ask for that precious object to be blessed

>>41012754
Aye these are not fun but I'm used to at this point, my concern is being unable to care for my dog and cat during the crisis, already did a lot exams and my brain is normal so doctors say it's all stress :/

Thank you for your feedback, the Joseph thing, I thought it would be the biblical Joseph, the dream interpreter and how he saved Egypt from the famine and brought his family to live with him.

>Her
When I heard that sk8r boi song I thought it was related to her and her distancing

>>41012565
Hello!
Alignment
Please and thank you

>>41012786
First
Thanks

Trading

>>41012786
>doctors say it's all stress
Doctors are good about saying a lot of things lol, but at least there is nothing detected. Hopefully, things are going well with your cat and dog.

>I thought it would be the biblical Joseph
Interesting, I had that slip my mind, but I'm not an uber religious person, so I assumed it could have been that male spirit I've seen. I'll do some looking into him.

There have been times I've had visions of the black cat, and she looked like she had Egyptian stuff on her. The same goes for the female water spirit whom the cat is tied to, though it happened in a form I've only seen her take once, which looked like a being made out of white patterns popping in and out of existence and almost had this movement about them like they were morphing as they popped in and out.
Think something like the Matrix coding, but more elaborate and less text scrolling. Had some gold patter around her cyan eyes, and it kinda looked like it held a rainbow within it? One of the few times I became lucid during the dream.

>When I heard that sk8r boi song, I thought it was related to her and her distancing
Hmm, dunno could mean a lot of things. The whole me being a mortal noob and her being so water spirit could be the boundary thing. They do love to be cryptic sometimes, but just make it all the more satisfying when things click into place.

>>41012767
I knew what you meant, however I was looking at it from the intended angle by the author of the feminine and thinking of the apple of my eye upon my first glance. As per your specific point, I can draw parallels between myself and the Ingenue along with the Knight of Cups that can resonate at times when doing my own draws and it pops up.

AQ

where i should seek for a gf? internet? irl?

>>41012824
I meant the Malick film! It is a MUST watch. Please watch it as soon as you can.

>>41012791
Hi there!
>It's worth the wait, not for the money, which is going to be good but the whole experience.
>Oxford comma, Sister, Oxford comma.
>Eat the potato salad
>It's worth the wait, don't let envy take your place
>Agamemnon
>Celebrate celibacy on Sabbath
>It's worth the wait
>I wish I could never take

>>41012799
You're welcome, I hope it helps.

>>41012820
Aye thanks my pets are alright although sensitive to my tension, kitty is right beside me getting warmer.

I think I read for you before, I had a vision of a mermaid with green eyes stuck in a tank or something...

I love cryptic stuff, my brain is too abstract for the world's mathematics, but I hope you manage to gather all the pieces and things start to fall into place.

>>41012883
>Worth the wait
Thank you, that really means a lot. I feel like I've just been degenerating with nothing to show for it. This gives me hope, God bless you anon.

>>41012565
Hiii!
Guidance

>>41012565
Family

>>41012565
wish/dream

>>41012894
Growth and healing isn't always a linear experience, sometimes we step back, then take a leap or stagnate for a while until we can run again. Be patient with yourself but try to be a bit more disciplined then it could have a more positive impact on your experience!

>>41012910
>Little turtle
>Tuesday
>How was the safari last week?
>This belt was a little tight but it works
>Nothing to be found at the Tertúlia
>Does it reconnects/synchronises?
>Blessings

>>41012915
>Do not swing on the taurus
>Sauce, pomodoro sauce
>Viva la vida in Los Angeles
>God oh God, not this again
>Another route in October
>Paris was always fancy but the soul dwells in Moscow
>She will say yes to the dress
>Hair

>>41012921
>Do not come to reconnect with me
>It was an accident with the builder
>No new contract with the contractor
>Roses and Ghosts, Ghosts and Roses, they all smell the same
>A light in the darkness spread by diamonds
>Hungry life, thirsty fever
>Not in the Catholic Church
>She will say yes too

>>41012931
>915
Thank you !
Hope this means I get married soon

>>41012936
I got that feeling, especially if you're already going steady with your SO

Also trading occult

>>41012931
>910
Funny enough I live in Portugal and was planning to eventually visit the other areas, guess I'll keep Tertúlia off the list for a while.

>Blessings
:D

Thank you!

>>41012942
Q?

>>41012949
Did the behavioural change was induced by the discovery I was put on a spell? Yours?

Aq does she want to cuck me? It seems it.

>>41012962
This is about a demon, but is B's blessing back in full force, or do I need to keep working to regain his full favour?

If you don't want to read that I can ask something else, starting when you confirm

>>41012971
Is it Beleth? If so, I got a beef with him, but if not, I'm OK with your query.

>>41012976
No, Belial!

I'll start yours

>>41012980
Thought so but wanted to be sure, starting.

>>41012565
Hey, meant to write earlier. Could I get a reading for love, in keeping with the theme of the day? Sending you healing thoughts for the headache and I really appreciated your prior advice.

If there is something you'd like to ask me in return, I'd be happy to do a reading.

>>41012565
Love

>>41012962
>A hook
>An arrowhead
>The top of a very tall pine tree
>A hourglass
>A ladder leading down a narrow, dark abyss

>Five of Swords, King of Cups, King of Wands, The Hermit, Page of Cups, The Fool, Three of Pentacles, The Moon

Yes and no, in the sense that it caused bias which empowers its effect. But the root of the problem is very much mundane.

There was a clear intention to sow discord, to push into loneliness.

Something that is trying to worsen a previous trauma, fracture in the heart which can be overcome by being led with a clear sense of direction and compassion. Possibly with the help of someone with a clear vision and deep empathy, a person embodying the qualities of the two kings.

Right now you seem to be in a phase of isolation, this is your winter. But in time, you'll sprout new leaves, start fresh, and overcome the veil of illusions that this spell is worsening for everyone involved.

It's all temporary, it won't last indefinitely. Don't give it more power than it really has.

>>41012971
>>41012980Whilst shuffling the cards, my voices were calling me out for getting an answer from a demon, so I apologise if some bias could bleed here but I seek to speak the truth first and foremost.

The concentration of power that be has been blessing you with was dissipated, you have received everything he could offer given your current connection, now he's rather indifferent but not unwilling to accept your compromise or a deeper commitment, more like starting things over.
>Once more, with feelings (for me to clean/organise).
Something in your life displeases him and you should cut that cold turkey and start again, however I believe this is more like a mental release/devotion than anything physical you could offer back to him.

I got a rune for advice and it's funny that I got the dice rune on the dice lol
But Perthro is the rune of fate and mysteries, he wants you to figure it out, by looking into the unseen, the dark waters as I see a scrying mirror and a water bowl with black water. If you're a scryer already, you can use that skill to connect with him directly. He's seeking for restoration and realignment, so I guess now isn't the time to ask for favours but a true reconnection.

Let me know if this resonates, I haven't done deep occult readings in a long time.

>>41013014
Thank you anon, some of the symbolic things you saw were shown to me in dreams and visions so we connected, that's nice.

I'm going through a truth revealing phase, where the illusions I had of dear people around me are starting to crumble and as painful as it is, I'm not afraid to confront the liars and abusers anymore. So far everything has checked but this spell thing is a recent finding and I'm working on solving it so I can be free.

>Mundane root
Now that you mentioned, a friend of mine look it up and said a similar thing, it was human in nature, most likely fed by negative emotions amplified on both ends.

>Winter & Kings
Very much true (it's cold in the southern hemisphere now) and I'm learning a lot through this moments of solitude and spiritual devotion but I have been reckless, especially if I am serious about it. I hope I can identify these two kings but only one comes to mind, my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

Thank you very much for your reading, I hope mine has helped you and be blessed.

>>41012988
Hey anon I will do your reading, no worries, just need to get something to eat and I'll be back with your reading, ok?

>>41013053
No rush fren, bon appetit!

>>41013021
Yeah, he is upset because my devotion has been watered down ever since I've found a partner. He was very much against this relationship but I pursued it nonetheless.

I don't with to cut it, but I am trying to steer myself back towards him while not neglecting my partner or other aspects of a very busy life. It's been tough. But he's important to me so I don't want to give it up.

The blessings were convenient but I genuinely miss the link I had with him. Guess it's all on me to restore it.

>>41013061
By the way I do have a query if you don't mind, it's religious in nature and okay if you can't.
I have come across the possibility of converting to the Orthodox Christian Church but I'm Catholic leaning right now so I'd like to know if that's a suitable path for me and if it's going to be aligned with what God wants for my life and purpose.

>>41013062
I see, I did feel some sort of "jealousy" with the 7 of Swords and Tower together like trying to manipulate you into ending things in a way you cannot recover it and the pain in doing so would be some kind of "payback" for disobeying him but I thought I'd be reading too much in the cards, the 9 of Swords at the end makes me think it's all mind games. These demons are no joke...

Anyway please be careful with this, I'm compelled to call you to join me as today's gospel was quite relevant, Luke 4:31-37 but I don't like to force my views, so I wish you all the best and the situation works out for you. <3

Can I get 2 cards?

>>41013117
I don't mind at all. I have a complex relationship with organized religion myself but I will do my best to give you a reading that is uncolored by my personal biases.

Starting now

Trading

>>41013117
>062
The warning is appreciated! I knew what I was getting into, so the risks are contemplated.

His feelings are genuine, in that he wishes to see me grow and shine. If one was to put it into human feelings, he cherishes me and wants to cultivate me. He's like a father.

It is no exaggeration to say that he has saved me. He said he'll be here for life, and honestly he has kept that word so far. He's stuck with me for years. That gave me relief. It felt like I had always known him the very moment we met.

But there is an important thing to be kept in mind. Demons are not human. They don't operate in terms of good and evil, they are not bound by laws or morals. They take the path of least resistance to obtain their desird outcome, and often that coincides with events that are hurtful or harsh. Sometimes they're lessons, other times they're just because they fulfill the chain of events they need to make the dominoes fall just right.

In practice, he has been sitting back and waiting, to have that "I told you so" moment that will bring me back into the fold.

I have a history of traumatic or painful relationships so this isn't exactly unlikely, even without his intervention.

His main concern seems to be tied to my lack of full devotion towards him, and the fact that my energy is being "polluted". It makes me stray from the path he envisions, which curiously enough is one of purity and achievement.

I've been trying to show him that balancing things out is possible, and that I can grow out of the habits which have led down towards ruin in previous iterations.

He remains skeptical, but I've felt some of his approval return after a recent life decision, so I was wondering. It seems like it isn't enough.

Thanks once more!

>>41013161
Q?

>>41013216
My building just hired a new administrator.
She is young and flirty and we’ll have to work extremely close a lot of the time. Is there any potential for a connection or spark, romantic or sexual?

>>41013224
How will it be when I see B in person?
Starting

>>41013247
Starting

>>41012988
So as I was thinking about how to deliver your query, this song started to play in my head https://youtu.be/bpOSxM0rNPM mostly the "Crawling back to you" part on a loop
>Roll the dice, roll the dice, roll it twice
>See where the planets align and where the stars collide
>Colorado mountains, berserk desert
>America won't be the same without you
>You are my red flag
>Another hidden superstitious
And they sing again "crawling back to you"
If you're expecting a love one to come back, very strong indicator that they will, softer, slowly and gently approach your heart. This is a fated meeting if you haven't got it already, the odds are on your favour, it's written in the stars and some life altering events with this union with highs and lows, hot and cold and a change of scenery. The bad things about you, they know, and might identify themselves with it as well so you two can work together to overcome it...
I'm a rambler, but I felt that the spiritual side of this love is marked by fate, but the mundane aspect is very very challenging as any other karmic/spiritual connections often are, but once you two walk through the forging fire of souls, stripping away the human impurities, your souls will be able to merge!

>>41012565
Flirtation

>>41013224
Poc high priest 4opX
2osX 6ocX tower X
Seems that there is definitely potential however one of you are possibly in another connection and wont be available or open to having the connection. If thats not the case then you are too scared to make a move and prefer to avoid disaster then to make your feelings known.

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>>41013247
>>41013247
High priestess, 4 of cups, 6 of pentacles

Fairly dry, almost uncomfortable. I don’t think B will enjoy entertaining you, or will not be as enthusiastic as you’d hope.
They’ll probably chum you up for awhile but won’t be entirely invested or focused on you. Sorry anon.

>>41013310
Bummer they seem so excited

>>41013295
Q?

>>41012944
Hey you're welcome and I hope you have a good time travelling. My dad's side of the family comes from Portugal and I hope I can visit their land someday.

>>41012991
>Earthquake
Jukebox: https://youtu.be/8_seHEENf_Q
>The Queen has been seen
>Feel the thread, fill the love, sow the seeds off discord
>Company, no misery resits some company
>Grace and disgrace on the same time of the table
>at Samsung headquarters
>Barracks Beach
>The clock is giant but doesn't show the time now
>Apprentice of fire, apprentice of love can appreciate external insights
>Flowers in bloom, very happy flora, when reaching autumn they sorrow in gloom
>No glory for the past, shame for the future
>Honour the love you had, the love you had and let it go
>I'll be your fire fire, I'll be your fire fire
>Don't shoot the messenger, shoot a message

>>41013153
Hey it's all good, I'm a spiritual messy salad of sorts but I want to find my place and ya I get you on being iffy with organised religions, but trust me, they can't contain my chaos, still I want to find some solace in communion and service but I need structure.

>>41013210
That's very interesting thank you for sharing. I've always been iffy about Goetia, I had dreams with Paimon and Vassago's name whispered in my years for 3 days in a row, and possibly being bound by some working of Beleth, I'm trying to stay away from it as much as possible.

And yea in the end they're all tools to the work of the divine, as some say that angels are way more than ruthless than demons in that sense, but perhaps I'm a spiritual masochist, especially with all going on during the St Michael Archangel's lent I'm under. I just want to get out of it with my sanity unscathed, everything else is fair game.

I do hope you grow as you're intended and heal from the traumatic past. <3

>>41013278
I'm doing this to avoid interference as much as possible, but the Voices here are saying that whatever you are trying to do won't work so you better drop it.

>>41013316
Am I going to see ct again ?
You?

I woke up with this mid Arctic Monkeys album stuck in my head.

Three readings to start the day.
>Gender, Initials and Sun Sign of people involved in the query
>Feedback if possible.

>>41013257

Thank you anon! I know the song and I had mild goosebumps reading what you wrote. Intriguingly, I have been permanently barred from entering the USA. I have been waiting for a past love to reach back out to me. I have been lucky enough to experience some fated meetings in my life, the sense that that which is fated cannot be avoided. My worst aspects are self-criticism and hesitance. Working on that.

Your reading:

The present situation is that you feel like your labors never bear fruit, that every time you lunge for the grapes, they rise to lift out of reach, the water retreats when you bow to drink it. The point is to stop seeking so desperately, to find humor in it, to answer the teasing with restraint, just like when a woman leans away from your kiss, you do not get all huffy, but sit back, with the knowledge that you will try again when you are both ready.

With respect to the transition to the Orthodox Church, provided you do it with true feeling and not out of fear (including fear of missing out), if you do it with sincere devotion, you can vanish both blood and fear. It is no mistake.

1/2

>>41013257
The consequence of your decision is that you will be allowed to be one with The Source (see AAB). By coming into contact with your divine inner flame, you can enlighten the world which is your purpose at its root. The one who is truly King shouts not his titles from the roofs. The one who is truly strong is gentle. The one who is truly first holds the door and enters last.

You will be able to bring about changes that seem miraculous but are merely changes in perspective. As always, all alchemy is merely a change in perspective. All magic is contained within the self-evident. The most profound divine truth is self-evident truism.

Beware your own clarity, as per Castaneda's description, the enemy of knowledge that comes after fear is false confidence. If you wield your flame injudiciously and grow intoxicated by the power that you have been granted, the fires will consume your hopes and dreams. All gifts can turn to curses, all curses to gifts.

I recommend reading Esoteric Psychology (as I have read it) and A Treatise on Cosmic Fire (as I have not).

2/2

>>41013322
Female C pisces
Sorry to be annoying but any description of the man I marry?
Arctic monkeys have some bangers tho fr

>>41013322
Male Aries
And Leo female
She and I have been having some discussions about children. We both want marriage but we both don’t know if we want kids or not. But I think we just want eachother regardless.
Things are changing so fast and life is so wild. Future of my relationship with her?
I feel like she is my forever friend

>>41013326
Jane?

>>41013321
What do the cards have to say about my libido and sexual urges lately

>>41013322
Hiiii
>SC, F, Cancer
>GG, M, Sagittarius

Is trusting him the right choice, or will it lead me towards being hurt?

>>41013322
I remember that album being somewhat comfy even with the dystopian atmosphere.

Trading

>>41013337
4 os X foolX 2ocX knightowX
You're burnt out too much work or stressers in your life also possibly unrequited love has made you feel impotent.

>>41013353
Query?

That's also a good album, I had "Do I Wanna Know" on repeat fee minutes ago.

F/F/Aries
Hot priest husbando when?

>>41013323
Oh dear I'm sorry to hear that, I hope they come around soon and I believe they will in a more humble way, so get yourself pumped in the meantime.

Ah yes, well, I'm an impulsive hot head so that frustration reaction checks, sometimes I poke things too hard to the point of damaging things just because I can't wait to be still. Maybe that's what I need to learn, patience, surrender and devotion.

>>41013327
This is very positive and I appreciate your reading and warning, I need to stay humble and rely that God will provide as He as always been.

Thank you very much Hexfu, I hope things get better for you and your loved one soon! <3

>>41013363
>>41013322
I thought I had tagged you :/
Anyway how are you doing today?

>>41013363
All is as it must be. Who is to say if things are not already well for both of us?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stpaq27-V70

If not this life, then perhaps the next. Stillness is power. I am considering a Vipassana course. Perhaps that would serve you too, though they would discourage you from doing it.

>>41012565
Achievement
(Thx!!)

>>41013329
In my opinion, all of Humbug's albums up to that point are excellent, but after Humbug, only AM is really good. The rest are mediocre to poor. (Four out of Five from that album is really very good, even though Alex Turner's attempts to imitate Bowie's singing style irritate me.)
>Clow: Sakura
>Knight of Cups, King of Wands, IV of Swords, VI of Swords Rev, Princess of Disks
An extremely passionate and intense person, perhaps even a little too much for your taste. Maybe it's something so intense and so fast that it makes you feel insecure for a while, wondering if what he feels is really sincere or if he's just someone who gets carried away too easily.
There is a feeling of strong emotional and physical intensity here, as well as a feeling of deep healing, a paradigm shift in what it means to feel loved for you. There is also a strong possibility of having children with this person.
It seems to me that this is someone new in your life and not someone you already know.

>>41013330
>Clow: Shot
>Princess of Wands, Princess of Swords, Ace of Cups, Judgement
Yes, she is the right person, but there is a certain maturity issue here. It seems that everything happened very quickly and intensely, and now that the passion has “calmed down,” it seems that some conflicts and incompatibilities are beginning to arise.
I don't think this will cause you many problems, but these are the little problems that can become big ones in the long run. The idea here is that everything in a relationship is decided through conversation and not by assuming the other person's feelings. Talk, understand each other, leave space for the other person to say what they feel, and feel free to say what you feel.
The key to any good relationship is always communication. You seem to love each other deeply, so don't let communication issues get in the way of that.

>>41013321
Moon
7 of swords
Ace of pentacles


No and if you do it will not be as you wish or remember. Move on toward better things.

>>41013350
>Clow: Windy
>X of Swords, Chariot, VIII of Cups, II of Cups
A somewhat complex and even contradictory reading. While it makes it clear that trusting him at this very moment is a terrible idea and will only lead to greater suffering, it also suggests that if you give him time, he seems to want to at least try to fix things, or even himself, so he can give you what you want (or deserve).
I hate this kind of reading because it gives me the impression that “I can fix him!”, but it is undeniable here that there is a very deep feeling towards you, but at the same time this person seems to be a piece of shit.
It is up to you to decide if it is worth trying something, knowing that the most likely path is a lot of suffering with nothing positive at the end.

>>41013352
The album is comfy, but extremely average and forgettable. It has two or three really good songs.

>>41013363
Oh it is you fleabag??
Right at the end of the period when I had a band, it was right around the time AM was released, and we had to learn how to play “Do I Wanna Know?” and “R U Mine?” because people were asking for them lol.
>Hiero Rev
The first card already answered, sorry dear no hot priest husbando :/

>>41013357
Should I book CRL this week or wait till next week?
Yours?

>>41012565
Hello, I have a coded message instead of a theme, is it still ok for you? Thanks!

code is: RAB1UR12PTS1A

>>41013420
>350
Yeah, I have the same feeling but the copium is strong.... Thank you, I'll keep this in mind

>>41013414
Just seen them today after thinking about them. I don't feel any romantic emotions for them just a curious occurrence. Thank you

>>41012565
Love

>>41013322
Male, Aries,
Selfishly asking for a second read if you can.

Is the better version of myself I envision really achieable, or am I chasing a dream or something unrealistic?
I’m trying to improve and become better but I feel lost and maybe I’m not giving myself enough credit

>>41013409
329
That's the songI like best on that album I was trying to remember. I dont listen to them much anymore but my first bf loved arctic monkeys and it's so nostalgic for me.
Usually the passionate kinds of relationships get way too intense and end badly in my experience hopefully this is different. Tysm

>>41013425
How much progress will I make this week in general? Will start once you confirm

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>>41013409
>330

This is actually a really great reading.
Very accurate. It’s about a year and a half in. Little things are popping up after the honey moon phase but I do believe it’s a matter of us both being willing to talk about stuff and work through it.
Thank you always.

>>41013466
Query?

>>41013322
> Male, B, Aquarius.

Is there someone I am meant to return to or am I to go forward in the future and cannot imagine the wondrous person I am yet to meet?

>>41013381
Anon wtf!!
I know this song but I've never seen the video and bruh, it's similar to what I saw on the reading for this querent >>41012633 here >>41012717
>sits in the fetal position rocking herself repeating: "I'm not going crazy, I'm not going crazy, I'm not going crazy..."
I jest, maybe too much but that has been the way I cope to not fall into a spiral since I have a quite frail mental health. I like the way you frame it, we suffer because we tend to focus on the lack, not what we already own which sometimes could not be physically tangible but felt in the heart.

I'm not aware of what Vipassana is but since I'm in a transition phase, anything that can help, I'll give a thought at least.

>>41013388
>Aligned with cosmos, aligned with chaos, you're at the top of the pyramid, the top of the serpent
>Governmental secrets in loose paper sheets
I see those thin silk papers? Like an ancient roll with red details
>Is that ice? I think it's ice.
>Sacrilegious School

>>41013420
It's not my favourite band so it's one of the few songs I know, but it would have been in my mind for a couple of days...

Shiet, so no secret taboo marriage with picrel? Cries in fleabag messed eyeliner tears. T_T why father material if not true dad?

>>41013426
Sorry no, it doesn't work that way,but thanks for trying.

>>41013443
Sorry I'm done for today, gotta do some stuff now but see you soon.

>>41013465
Starting

>>41013471
Does O have any intention to reply to my messege or is it done and dusted?

>>41013425
>This week
7 cups & 3 swords all Reversed
>Next weej
HP & 8 cups all Reversed

This week is better. You should book it asap.

>>41013465
>Lovers, 10 of cups, temperance

Is this something to do with love/family? Regardless you'll make very good progress here, there might be pretty big choices you'll need to make to move this along but you'll be likely to make the right ones and let things grow towards culmination. Now the progress while visible and overwhealmingly postive, will feel a lil slow, this is to your advantage. Take your time and be gentle and rewards will come

>>41013484
What is something good that will happen this week for me? Will start once you confirm.

>>41013477
Hah, ironically the reason it didn't work out with that girl is that she needed me to be her father and I could not that be for her, or anyone.

I have never seen the video before either though I have always loved the album. I felt connected to it - something of the Afterhours film in it which also feels very familiar to me.

I feel Gahan's character in there - the certainty and the squandered potential of the fact that it was uncertain. Nothing is permanent. Lots of people nowadays are going through a lot because we are in the closing tail of the cycle. It's a blessing and a curse but it is certainly a transitionary time.

Vipassana is a silent retreat where you sit still for ten days and focus on yourself. It cures nothing but allows you to discern between what you desire and what you do not, to make sense of things, and to control yourself, to choose which urges to fall into.

I am currently doing a bit of a monkmode reset - no news, no social media, vegan diet, and total abstinence which is possibly the hardest part.

I have understood that the validation I receive from sex is temporary but that the pain I experience from not going after it lasts. Therefore, it is all an illusion. Sex is far too powerful of a thing to be trifled with, to be tossed around, and not to be harnessed for magical purposes.

>>41013495
Thanks. No I think I made some good food just now which I had never tried before and ate so I think it showed up in tarot as lovers.

>>41013420
They understood the assignment when they wrote Four Stars Out of Five, I suppose.

>>41013322
M
V. S.
gemini
where i should seek for a gf? internet? irl?

>>41013499
Ok. On it

>>41013484
6 wands R
Emperor R
4 cups R
Queen pent
O is busy with work and is concerned about his tasks at work. They will reply maybe if they have time and only once they see it or gets bored enough to spend time typing.

Trading

>>41013569
Query?

>>41013499
>4 of wands, 8 of pentacles, 9 of swords

Celebration. Something you worked hard on and and kinda stressed you out or took away sleep from you will go well and you'll celebrate as a result.
E.g. you won a game tournament that took all night so you crack open a cold one and order pizza to treat yourself

>>41013504
I tend to attract younger men and low-key (or highkey) mother them but I'm no longer wanting to be in that position. Thankfully, I do not have daddy issues, but the motherly wound cuts deep in many ways. Now I just seek healing from the past, very hard losses being brought to surface and break of masks around has put me on edge.

Yeah everything is shaken right now and I've seen people also connecting with their soulmate or twin flame quite often which makes me believe that the universe is speeding things up for this transition so the more the souls get aligned, the better.

I need that reset, I've been quite reckless and impatient. My validation comes from being noticed and appreciated for my efforts and sometimes I overdo it in hopes someone would finally see me, but that just reinforces the utilitarian nature of my presence and nothing more.
Regarding sex, yea it has been an issue, but celibacy is a great tool for discernment in romantic relationship as passion blinds and burns whereas love soothes and helps you grow. I agree with you regarding its power, if people truly know what lies behind it, they wouldn't do it so loosely.

>>41013574
I am focused on a lot of self improvement; I have a greater, better version of myself in mind. And I am taking steps to improve.
However, I also feel confused. I feel like maybe I don’t give myself enough credit and that I’m not as bad as I think; that maybe I deserve to have more confidence.
But still, there is a stronger and wiser version of me I wish to become.
I just don’t know if I’m on the right path, or if maybe I’m closer to the version of myself I realize.
What do the cards have to say about all of this?

>>41013581
Thanks

>>41012931
>894
You are incredible, how did you know that that was exactly what has been ailing me? I appreciate your kindness, thank you

>>41013582
Hey there.
Any chance you’d want to trade for fun?

>>41013589
Luckily for you, these are the kind of queries I like answering. I'll start yours momentarily.

Do you have any queries you don't consider yourself up for answering before I just throw one at you?

Trading incel

>>41013591
Anytime dear, idk I guess I felt that you needed some confidence boost because you didn't sem to be as bad as you consider you are, so a bit of gentleness with yourself won't harm. <3

>>41013592
Sure what's your query?
I'll think about mine

>>41012565
if you get a chance, i know you have a lot of queries already. but mine is work related aka finding a new job

>>41013604
No, you can pick one. :)

>>41013569
>>41013604
Magus, Prince of Cups/8 of Cups (Indolence), Knight of Cups, Fool, Hanged Man. 3 of Cups (Abundance) at the bottom and the 5 of Disks and Queen of Disks also came out together when I had a moment of wavering focus.
This is great confirmation that you're on the right track in pursuit of who you want to be. For the Prince of Cups and 8 of Cups to come out together, this is probably where your emotions feel an obstacle and I think the aforementioned Disks are where lack of validation in the external world would be a big source of discouragement. I don't know if you've had any relationships that seem to drain or discourage you but have been in your life for a long time that it's hard to let go, but it could also be that your own growth has caused you to outgrow them. I don't think you necessarily need to cut anyone out, but people have an uncanny tendency to show up only when it's going well sometimes and it's no indication of your worth. The ones who support you will still be there and not chastise your changes.

An additional oracle card for advice is Rain/Acceptance. This suggests room for allowing yourself to fail, and giving space to recognize your emotions. Not every mistake is a step back from a goal, and even if you can't use the lesson for yourself those could further nourish someone else's growth.

>>41013656
Mine is somewhat similar, I guess.

I had recently been reminded of what set me on the path I'm currently on now in the first place. There is potential for me to find work in that specialty, but overall I've found myself feeling discouraged about my particular field.

Is my heart still in it, or have I changed to the point I would be happier doing something else at this stage?

can i have a card of advice?

>>41013618
My query is:

How do I restore my drive, ambition and vertility?

>>41013582
I do believe that you are right wrt people finding their twin flames. I have seen a lot of it lately and to my credit, I am happy for them.

I derive my validation nearly entirely from sex but I do realize that that is a toxic habit. Over the course of the last six months, I have realized that money matters to me less than I thought and that status symbols cannot buy me happiness. I am blessed to be unaffected by money as much as others - I have gifted the wind relatively great quantities and do not feel so burdened.

I only regret that which I did not do.

You are susceptible to being the Scarlet Woman. I am not sure if I can be The Beast. Perhaps at my best

AQ but might trade later - I just don't have the confidence.
My query is: Should I quit my job and explore the world a little?

>>41013685
High priestess, knight of cups, page of swords, two of swords, X of wands

HP suggests that you have a gut feeling as to which path is better, and that perhaps you’re ignoring a little voice inside yourself telling you which way to go.
Nonetheless, your heart is still very much invested in your original field. It’s still beating. Like it’s part of your identity you can’t toss out.
However 2oS and XoW are evident that you’re on the road to burning out spinning your wheels about it. At the rate you’re operating in your original field, or the methods you’re using, you’re likely to do more damage in the long run. In order to stay in that environment you need a totally new approach or routine to revitalize the feeling.
It’s not all lost, but if you continue the way that you are, a new field might be better anyway.

Your heart is still there it just needs a new approach.

>>41013693
Alright, on it, got my query now:
>Would my neighbours stop giving me shit about my dog on their own, or do I have to do something drastic about it?

>>41013713
I am happy for them as well, although it hasn't been a pain-free experience for them, and I weep, having our edges sanded and sculpted ain't fun.

>I only regret that which I did not do.
Same.

>Scarlet Woman
God no, but I had my share of being a temptress in the past, no more. I'm trying to get clean from that phase. Begone, Satan!

>>41013582
>I tend to attract younger men and low-key (or highkey) mother them
uwu my typu

>>41013737
Thank you so much. This actually makes a lot of sense.

I'm a nurse so I've been burning out steadily since the pandemic, to the point that after enough setbacks I've really been questioning if I should give up entirely but don't know where to go next. There is a chance for me to shift tracks to my original desired specialty, but I also wasn't sure if the discouragement would follow me.

Thanks again.

>>41013686
Orca/Power. Take time to really sit with yourself, note your thoughts, feelings, and body cues. This will help you discern the right course of action and to act more intentionally.

>>41013716
Bear/Permission. Yes, especially if it's within your means to. Just be careful not to burn bridges on the way out.

>>41013742
It takes strength to admit weakness.

Also haha, thankfully I am only drawn to femmes fatales who embrace that own aspect of themselves, so we are in no danger here! I am blessed to be able to identify darkness in female faces, only to be drawn to the very ones I identify as such. It's all quite amusing.

What a blessing, what a day! All my best.

Can I get a card/reading of advice for this week? There is something I want to achieve but im a bit unsure about the outcome and how to move.

>>41013742
Your dog

Lovers
8 of pentacles
Tower


You may have to be a little bit more stern but cards suggest you try acting with diplomacy and peace a little bit more before going further.
However you’ll probably end up having to be extreme or be a dick about it. lol.

>>41013693
>How do I restore my drive, ambition and vertility?
>3 of Wands rx, 10 of Wands rx, Page of Swords, Temperance, 4 of Cups rx, The World rx
Alright, alright, alright, Nine McConaghuey for the ride!
Whenever I spot too many reversals in a spread, it's a sign of energetic misalignment among the involved parties. However, I wonder if by "vertility" you meant "vitality," which would make even more sense in relation to the imbalance I'm spotting. So you've been carrying too much weight, more than you can handle and pushing forward, stretching yourself too thin in hopes that you'd finally reach the alignment you're seeking. But these burdens shall be laid down for the time being, and you should look inwards, not scattering your energy all over the place because of the obligations you have to fulfil.
To restore that, you need to bring a sense of curiosity and openness again, as if you were relearning a language you haven't spoken in a long time. Yet this requires you to temper yourself; nothing good is attained by rushing the results. Be patient with your own alchemical transmutation here, we can't turn shit into gold, but it would certainly make a good fertiliser if used in the right way. A Voice says: Forged by Fire, Tempered by Water. Wuwei.
Stillness can be your friend or enemy here, but I can see you're already waking up and willing to make a positive change, even if it's not complete yet; a change is still a change, no matter what. I wish you all the best! <3

>>41013761
Aye, darling, let me take you to therapy and cure that Oedipus complex out of you.

>>41013821
Jukebox: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rz6D787n0U
"8 Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour."
1 Peter 5:8

>It takes strength to admit weakness.
I'm no longer ashamed of the chinks in my armour, but I use them to be reminded of my flawed nature and how much I need to improve.

Why

>>41013876
Oof, thanks, anon. I didn't want to go that far because it's 4 against 1, and this is my home, my dog's home, and I don't want to feel uncomfortable, but I'm done being nice and agreeable.

>>41013848
>Ace of Wands
Just do it, anon, all it needs is a spark of courage and everything else will fall in place if you keep a steady effort. Good luck!

>>41013895
>Princess of Wands
She'd be like that, anon. All Leos are, a Voice says, but I suppose this isn't about a Leo woman, so sometimes emotions get heated, people overreact, and express more than what they truly meant due to the heat of the moment. Their anger can be shallow sometimes, so wait for the dust to settle, and all will clear up.

>>41013895
Butterfly/Transformation and Stingray/Surprise. Time and circumstance changes all things, both good and bad, and sometimes that unfortunately means those changes result in incompatibility to the point it's damaging. Sometimes those decisions are unfortunately made for us, or just a result of nature.

Give 30 card tarot reading!!!!!!!111

AQ
Did he actually forget, or was he fully aware and deliberate in avoiding contact?

>>41012860
>I meant the Malick film! It is a MUST watch. Please watch it as soon as you can.
I'll find it and add it to the queue.

Aq does "e" want to me to be submissive?

Available for one reading.

Rules: New people and new queries only. If I've read for you in the last month, please ask someone else. If you've asked someone else about your query (or something related) please don't ask me to read for it.

Also be advise that if you ask a yes or no question, I will restate it in a way that allows me to ask the cards for insight about it.

>>41013965
Will the study i will do this thursday be successful or will i get disqualified?

>>41014011
Your query is about whether what you study this Thursday will lead to success or get you disqualified:

Your card: The Queen of Disks, Inverted

When inverted, the Queen of Disks represents hot, dry air, leading to destruction and barrenness, acting as a disruptor of growth. When considered in an inverted state relative to your query, whatever you are doing is apparently not the right path. I confess I don't know how "studying" could lead to the inversion of growth, unless perhaps you're planning to study cheat material or something to avoid having to learn the things you'll be tested on. But whatever it is you may want to reconsider your approach.

>>41014031
Thank you kind anon

>>41011927 (OP)
AQ

Should I take a more direct approach with X or am I reading her cues wrong?

>>41011927 (OP)
from this angle the pic looks like hes pondering the tip of a penis, which is gay gay homosexual gayness

>>41013618
>591
Thank you <3 maybe that's true. I've been trying to recover from some weird health stuff recently, it has really messed with my head big time. Your tenderness is soothing, I appreciate it. Do you find it draining to offer so much energy?

>>41014053
ᚢ.
Do you think you could impress her in regard to serious matters such as your social status, your knowledge, your financial capabilities, any ability to help her out with some serious issue? She's looking for someone who can be her rock in dire times

>>41013963
Merkstave ᚼ.
Backpedal as much as you can, physically if possible and on a purely emotional level if the former is not an option. This isn't a healthy, safe and enjoyable situation and you aren't currently shielded from the gust of bad luck that is on your way

>>41013936
ᛋ.
He's a fundamentally honest person and means no real harm to you, you might take his word at face value

>>41013848
ᛦ.
Your rational side is dragging you down here, inspiration and a pathway will emerge once you have reached a finer degree of understanding with regard to your shadowy side and your secret desires.
When in doubt, it is best to keep this project a secret as you try to go over the (real) reason why you intend to proceed.
Don't lie to yourself and listen to your instincts; it may take a while since you are not properly in tune with them, but this is normal for people of a certain upbringing.
Proceed with caution but steadily, neither rushing nor fully letting go of your focus.
Chaos is a better friend than order right now

>>41013716
Merkstave ᚠ.
Now is not the time for new beginnings, there's a blockage in place and you're not ready yet to pierce it.
I suggest working on making the best out of your current situation, your grand plans aren't wrong per se but they can wait a bit longer.
If the goal isn't clear, my advice is to prioritise finances and job security.
Someone in your daily life doesn't wish you well or isn't helping you out as much as they should, try to figure out a way to neutralise this person, starting from the mildest approach possible. If it's someone with more power than you, you can start planning your exit, but give it due thought and time

>>41014157
3963
So I work with "e" and im not sure how to proceed.

AQ or trade

I have been struggling with a nightmare about infidelity. I am worried the circumstances are arising to make it come true.
What do the cards have to say about this? Are my fears warranted or just nightmare illusions?

>>41012970
ᚾ.
The situation is unfortunate, but there are specific reasons why she's acting like this and little can be done to fix the present, if anything at all.
Consider a break-up, better days will come, just try to learn the lesson from this inharmonious situation

>>41012831
ᚱ.
It will happen organically as you take good care of your life, in particular with regard to your career, your favourite hobbies, your social life and your spiritual side.
The outcome cannot be forced, but you need to cultivate self-discipline. She will show up in your life once you have everything in order. So to answer your question, IRL is more likely, but that's not the main point

>>41012739
ᚩ.
I'd recommend focusing on writing a beautiful story with memorable quotes and characters, so the latter option sounds safer.
Start with the story and follow your inspiration, there's some idea in the air that is waiting to make contact with your mind

>>41012462
ᚾ.
Not really, but it is no big deal. You are simply trying to bite more than you can chew here, it's not like you have infinite power to spend. Remember the crawl-walk-run rule of thumb

AQ

What's preventing me from doing magick?

>>41014276
Can we trade?

>>41014280
Merkstave ᚾ.
There's a major karmic malus in place that is silencing your astral body, and it has to do with a huge debt from the past that you won't be done paying for a relatively long time.
It's simply not an open pathway right now, knocking on the door is pointless because no one is willing to open it.
Try to prioritise your material means and your mundane interests instead

>>41014284
Sure thing.
Can you tell if the wound in my left hand will properly heal?

>>41014296
I’ll start yours.

Mine is: >>41014233


Thanks.

>>41014296
Is the answer only binding if i accept the framework? If i reject the idea of cosmic debt and see myself as a free agent, then nothing’s really “closing the astral door” but my own acceptance of those terms?

Aq
Will I get my job back?

>>41014276
>ᚱ.
>It will happen organically as you take good care of your life
next or this year more likeky?

AQ

Do i need to let him go or keep trying?

trading, using oracle cards tho. single card readings.

>>41014296
Hanged man
7 of cups
2 of wands

Yes the wound will heal; however cards tell you not to stress too much about it or overthink it. You’ll be fine.
Do the best you can to take care of it and help it in properly, and past that try not to stress. You’ll notice a difference over time. Just be patient and take care of yourself.

Hello, humans. What is your goal for this month?

>>41014386
Will I get my job back?

>>41014435
to cut out people that are bad influences in my life.

>>41014435
Lose 10 pounds
U?

>>41014435
Hi I hope you’re well. Best wishes to you.

This month I am trying to become better and improve my mental health and become better at thinking positively, as well as progress in the gym, ultimately all to help me be happy and be the best boyfriend I can for my girlfriend.

>>41014386
What does w feel about me?

>>41014435
Love is the goal?

>>41014435
World domination

>>41014452
Six of pentacles, Ace of Cups
You're sometimes too nice for your own good and unfortunately you crossed paths with the wrong people. Reserve your kindness for the good causes and watch people leave on their own because you're no longer useful to them. Use this month to work on all the things you love only, focus on your happiness.

>>41014454
Five of cups, four of pentacles
I have a feeling that you might reach your goal but not as fast as you'd like and that could be discouraging but be patient with your body over all things, I feel like your body is storaging memories and emotions it shouldn't but working out will be a good way to help it vent. Let go of whatever is needed, attachment to even (negative) mental states can be damaging for you during September. Stay neutral.

>>41014455
>be the best boyfriend I can for my girlfriend
You already are, man. :)
Knight of swords, king of wands
I think that probably you'll unnecessarily rush, this type of growth cannot be done overnight and you know it, try to not push yourself too much or expect a fall back. I have a feeling that your higher self has some very good leader-like qualities, in the future maybe your growth will help others grow too, good luck.

>>41014435
Figure out what to do with these interviews.

>>41014513
>454
Thank you kochka!

>>41014435
Recover my physical and mental health fully and ideally return to making music that inspires, heals and brings joy to other.
How about you?

>>41014435
Hello! My goal is to reconnect with my spiritual patron and father.

>>41014435
I want to fall in love this month T_T

>>41014449
What I take from the reading is that you should question whether or not the job asks you to be someone you are not. The world is full of places for you to be and exist, but is this job for you? I don't think its a question of "will you?" and more "do you want to?"

trade: has "a" been putting spells on me?

>>41014457
I'm not sure of the relationship you have with W but what I gather is that if there are feelings of mistrust on your behalf its mutual on theirs, or that things are reciprocal between the two of you when it comes to karmic balance. They mean to keep the scales balanced.

trade: its been mentioned I shouldn't trust or be near my crush, is this true?

>>41014386
What should I do about this whole black mold issue at my house?

>>41014435
Improve the relationship between C and I.

>>41014435
To have a fall internship and I’m using my Muji planner. So I want to timeblock my class work on the weekdays and following my passions on the weekends. Also I want to meditate like 3x a week and writing down my running thoughts every morning.

>>41014485
Love's the process.

>>41014498
This world is no longer worth dominating, that's why I moved out.

>>41014518
Ace of wands, seven of cups
Have fun, choose whatever makes you feel amused and stimulates your creativity. September might throw many choices and options at you, some more aggressive than the other but ehhh, some of them might not look bad but are ill intentioned towards you. So be careful with your choices and wishes, some people are waiting for you to fuck up.

>>41014539
Two of pentacles, knight of cups
Yeah, maybe a bit too much to fit in a month, break it down in smaller pieces, dissect, study and reassemble so your music is carefully crafted. I can see you're a passionate person but fast paces aren't meant for you. II think this might be a slow month for most people with a collective goal.

>>41014581
Hermit, Ten of cups
Yeah, this will need lots of reinstrospection and probably shadow work, I feel like there's somethings you might still need to fix within and with yourself before bigger stuff. Do not be sad, though, you're never alone, you're spiritually protected and very loved it seems.

>>41014101
Nice get
Ooh, I feel you on the weird health thing. I hope it ends soon and you're fully healed.
>Your tenderness is soothing, I appreciate it.
Thank you, it's my motherly side overflowing sometimes :3
>Do you find it draining to offer so much energy?
Actually, no. Most of the time, I am indeed drained and sickly, especially with this week-long headache, but I receive so much love and good vibes here, it doesn't drain me at all, and I guess the more I give, the more I receive back! <3

>>41014620
im not sure if you have people that live with you, but if you are at odds over this mold issue, the only way out is through the conflict with them. No one has a clear head to make the right call.

I'm not sure if that does much for you so I won't ask for a trade on this one.

>>41014435
To sell all my things so I can leave this house.

>>41014658
>Love's the process
and the subject/object non-distinction

Tradying scry 4 scry and I will also pull cards for you
Occult/dream related
No christfags due to compatibility issues

>>41014617
6oc kop chariot
In one form or another I believe this person is trying to manifest you back into their life.

AQ
Should I reconcile with him?

>>41014778
yes, fear limits your potential.

>>41014766
im assuming thats for "a" cuz that does make sense

>>41014435
I want to be healthier

>>41014658
>539
Very resonant, thank you for reading. I have some groundwork to do, my life is a bit of a shambolic mess

>>41014659
Thank you! It's some kind of long covid dysautonomia, so it's been a real bugger, some scary symptoms. But I feel like I'm nearly out of it, doc believes I'll be back to normal by October. I hope you feel better too!
>Thank you, it's my motherly side overflowing sometimes :3
You come across as the best kind of mother; a mother to all <3
>especially with this week-long headache, but I receive so much love and good vibes here, it doesn't drain me at all, and I guess the more I give, the more I receive back! <3
Profound, and it makes sense. The beauty of love, in part, is its compounding effect. I'm very relieved that this all makes you feel better. Do you get these long headaches often? I hope it goes away soon ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖

>>41014797
Yes, my apologies.

AQ

What do the dreams I'm having about N mean?
They worry me

>>41014617
>457
That's so funny cause he's a libra.

>>41014233
ᚾ and ᛁ.
Your fears are due to an innate sense of guilt bound to certain actions of yours from the past, which in turn are responsible for a constant lack of self-confidence.
It would be best for you not to accuse your partner of anything, as it seems nothing of this sort has yet occurred.
You need to act more and think less, especially but not only in regard to your partner, and you shouldn't let go of a positive attitude.
Yes, the nightmare came to you because of a specific reason, but the reason isn't that it factually describes the near future

>>41014360
ᚱ.
Debts cannot be readily ignored, but if the gods are displeased with you or your ancestors, then rituals and promises of proper devotion and respect can ameliorate the situation.
Power will be granted to you if you can prove to be wise and virtuous enough to handle it.
Focus on your flaws and what others are more likely to disapprove of, a healthy dose of humbleness is recommended if you want to get out of this mire

>>41014371
ᚾ.
No, you lost it for a specific reason, it wasn't just bad luck/chance, you should move on without looking back in anger and come up with a plan B. The pain is part of the game

>>41014376
ᚦ merkstave.
You have enemies of the human and/or demonic sort and it will take a while to neutralise them.
Don't expect victory in the short term, you have to fight in the trench

>>41014378
ᛡ.
Try to do something nice for him, give him a hand when he could really use it, without expecting anything specific in exchange.
Breathe deeply and you'll manage to soothen the overly unstable emotions that characterise this situation. Don't give into desperation, you're supposed to keep your cool and show your more patient side

>>41014778
Merkstave ꑭ.
This relationship can hardly be rescued, there's no magic in here.
Practise detachment and focus on other problems in your life

>>41014617
>457
>7 of swords
>2 of swords
>4 of wands
I would be wary of this person and wait for more information before proceeding with them. Watch their actions towards you and others.

Tradinnng short readinnngs.

>>41014872
Pull one rune for tomorrow?

>>41014875
hmm, thank you.

>>41014872
Omg runeanon trade?

>>41014877
Meeee I wanna trade, q?

>>41014872
>371
Dang it
Ty

>>41014877
Will she get closer any soon?
Yours?

>>41014872
Am I going to be a good fighter before next spring? Or at least will I be content myself about my level?

>>41014904
Tells me yours first.

>>41014921
Mine is: does D feel bad for what she did and excluding me?
Starting yours.

>>41014800
I'll be praying for your recovery, if you allow me. <3

>a mother to all <3
Mother of Anons, I dig it :D

I do have headaches quite often, but they used to be very sparse; this is the first time they lasted so long. The max I had before was 2 days in a row. I just feel some muscular tension rn, but I'm trying to chill and not think too much about it, thank you <3

>>41014877
Hi Kochka!
I'd like to trade with you, but the other anons were faster, but if you got anything else, hmu!

>>41014941
Tell me your query friend, anything for ya.

>>41014872
378
Thank you

Aq
Will I get a job soon?

>>41014658
>518
That’s interesting. Wondering who could be waiting for me to mess up lol. It’s all good it won’t make a difference to me.

AQ

Why did that connection not happen?

>>41014941
trade?

>>41014937
>Mine is: does D feel bad for what she did and excluding me?
Knight of Pentacles,
Two of Pentacles,
Knight of Swords R
They soothing themselves into carelessness about it.
With the thoughts of "I did what I had to do", "this was necessary"
Whatever they gained with it, it was worth to your annoyance in their eyes, at least at moment.
And now, they are still trying to think the same actively.
Ignoring the possibility of being wrong or don't care about being wrong.

>>41014937
904, but a simple Sept love gen
You?

>>41014886
ᚩ.
Tomorrow, think about freedom, speak wisely, try to charm others through your words and attitude, let inspiration guide you and nurture whatever ideas are floating inside you

>>41014896
What's your query?

>>41014926
ᛏ.
Yes, you're going to be proud of yourself by then if you continue to walk this path. It's going to be a new you, stronger, more successful

>>41014957
ᛁ.
Soon enough to keep yourself afloat, at the very least. It's important that you cultivate your self-image and give others the impression of being trustworthy, reliable and goal-oriented. Keep yourself active and remember that a lot of learning is through hands-on experience.
The situation isn't as awful as it may look like

>>41014973
ᛒ.
It was a riskier affair than you seem to believe it was. It wouldn't have evolved pleasantly, either because you weren't ready yet or because it's not meant to be at any time. Your destiny is pushing you in a different direction

>>41014435
Hi! My goal is hopefully to get this girls number that I like. We make eachother laugh and smile but I need to stop being a bitch. Maybe my true goal is just to stop being a bitch.

>>41015002
>896
How will my finances be over the next 2 months?
You?

>>41015002
Can I get a rune for my finances?
I can trade you tarot if you want

>>41015002
Could I ask this please rune anon?
>>41014829

Trading incel

>>41014941
oh lvx mother of anons may you take pitty on my soul and do me a Q

>>41015002
Ty rune anon

>>41015002
>Yes, you're going to be proud of yourself by then if you continue to walk this path. It's going to be a new you, stronger, more successful
Thank you!

>>41014944
I actually don't have any, but would gladly read for you <3

>>41014975
Query?

>>41015036
What's your query, child?

>>41015002
>ᛏ.
>represents the god of war or the god of the sky, Tyr
Omg it is the god of war !!!

>>41015002
Rune anon. If I can ask...

>>41015004

??

>>41014921
I heard "three months" and Justice fell out
I think that she's looking for the best time to do so or is sorting out something, I see a very decided woman who wants to get some sort of justice but not revenge.
Knight of swords, Judgement
I feel like she's actively trying to do something, or is thinking about ir rather frequently but she's never still, I feel like maybe you should evaluate your options and try to act accordingly, things aren't going to be the same very soon.

Sun
At least during September things will seem peachy and good, probably not entirely related to her but this looks like a good month, however I'd be prepared to always face conflict and stay calm about it.

Do you need a follow up?

AQ

Did I do anything wrong this weekend?

>>41014941
Only if I can pray for you too, Amom <3
Hmmmm...it does sound like a tension headache. Maybe a physio would be able to help alleviate it a lil bit?

is it bad karma to let your cards get messed up on accident? i had my cards in a drawer on a small dresser, and i accidentally knocked the dregs of a chocolate shake over when the drawer was open without realizing there was still just enough left in the glass to leak all over my cards and get them all stuck together, and now im nervous that some bad karma is now after me

>>41015060
>Do you need a follow up?
We are a bit more than stragers at best right now. But I sometimes see a shine in her eyes.
That is why I ask. I never approached a girl before. Always they did. So I just hoping she would approach. Once they approach, I have no problem.

>I feel like maybe you should evaluate your options
I don't see any options about her.

If you want to trade we can, I don't know what to ask though.

>>41015056
>975
WHEN am I gonna get some pussy it is easier for a camel to thread through the eye of a needle than for ME to get some PUSSY WHEN will i be like the wizard in the thread pic WHEN

>>41015112
Pussy is the easiest its ever been. Just talk to them nigga.

>>41015084
Thank you, love, I'd appreciate it as well <3
Yeah, I'm scheduling a massage to help alleviate the pain this week. We'll see how that goes.

>>41015102
Nah, no bad karma at all, just clean the best way possible and carry on with your readings, you're safe.

>>41015112
Dude... I'm not judging, but pass...
Especially if you're the br anão who asked me some weeks ago...
I'd be happy to read on something else.

>>41015002
>73
I guess that kind of makes sense. Thanks.

>>41015112
You've already had this answered by Donk

>>41015056
My query is just a general future read, i'm down on my luck in rock bottom for years and i dont see a light at the of this tunnel nor can i picture these last few years culminating in a happy life for me, i had vague ideas of what i wanted my future to be like but i feel like i've already missed out on that, my Q is what is the point of this lifetime? What is it culminating on? Am i just unfortunate?

>>41015002
>ᚩ
Considering the association with Odin/Wotan, yes, auspicious.

AQ

What is this darkness I occasionally feel around me?

>>41015074
You tell us.

The high priestess is a card that point towards the higher self within. You have a moral compass of your own so only you can say if this is messing with your head or not.

Anything to regret?

>>41015102
Maybe. Maybe not. Depends on whether or not you infused the cards with some demon energy or something like that.

If you didn't then there's nothing to worry.

>>41015130
Also this. Or just pay a hooker ffs

Aq
Will I get a pet soon?

>>41015137
>112
that is me indeed and it's cool, my Q is should i go to that event on friday night or no? I'll be going by myself so im kind of nervous but i don't wanna sit at home and do nothing

AQ
What should I do about the black mold situation in my house? I have around 4-5 months left until I move out

aq

what are the qualities of my next partner? I know what i want but what do i need?

>>41015221
Black mold? That shit is dangerous right?

Use some bleach, a mask and pray to get the fuck outta there asap.

If the place is not yours then it's better to do your best to move out sooner.

>>41015137
I hope the massage helps!

>>41014872
>ᚱ.
Can i still go the chaos magick route, I ain't letting no authority figure dictate over me

Trading occult

AQ

Move that interview back or not?

>>41015007
ꑭ.
There's no genuine misfortune besieging you, you're going to be fine and have enough for your real needs

>>41014829
ᚱ.
The content of such dreams may be discomforting, but you're supposed to learn something from them in order to stave off an unpleasant and counterproductive situation.
They're not prophetic in the strict sense, in that they're not going to become reality if you behave correctly and promise to behave in an ethical manner: this could amount to telling the truth when asked an important question, helping out someone who is particularly needy, giving useful advice and not saying anything that could be construed as hurtful and mean. Behave and everything will be fine

>>41015004
Merkstave ᛆ, merkstave ᚾ.
I don't believe she sees you that way and forcing things through may compromise the mood. I would recommend getting to know her a bit better, as she appears to have a shadowy and less likable side (which she feels ashamed about), but in any case, if nothing comes out of it, it's just because it wasn't meant to be.
Proceed with extreme caution and accept the possibility that she may not be whom you think she is

>>41015074
ᚴ.
No, not really. You are a relatively unusual personality, but some people admire your spirit and your unconventional attitude, and your quick-witted and creative side (in some way related to your behaviour from a couple of days ago) is bound to make you somewhat popular eventually

>>41015181
ᛚ.
It's an enemy, but you're supposed to face it and emerge victorious, not turn around and flee. Use your intellect to figure out how to drive away this negative energy, you're being tested and cannot progress until you have dealt with this threat. It's not going to be comfortable, true, because it's the first time you're in such a situation

>>41015202
ᛋ.
Sure, why not, the timing is good

>>41015221
ᛋ.
Get rid of it, do a favour to the next tenant.
Use home remedies if you don't believe a professional is needed

>>41015060
Frend are you there?

>>41015275
Thank you so much

AQ

Continue with grad school?

>>41014658
>581
Thank you, I'll have to work on it

>>41015230
Merkstave ᛏ, ᛚ.
It would be best if you stayed alone for a while and learnt to become more self-sufficient, because your greatest danger is to look overly needy in the face of a potential partner, that's how you get deceived and exploited. It's fundamental that you learn to think of yourself as your own microcosm who still exists even when it's not heavily supported by others, that will teach you what inner balance truly feels like. No rush, you're here to learn

>>41015256
Merkstave ᚱ.
You're free to do as you please, it's your life, but I don't believe lawlessness should be your overarching philosophy. Order has its usefulness and benevolent hierarchies are a possibility. Justice and protection can hardly be achieved through rogue behaviour

>>41015314
ᛋ.
Yes, go ahead. Finish what you started, you can do it

>>41015275
>181
That’s interesting. I’ll do what I can to overcome it.

AQ

Keep that thing the same day or move it back?

>>41015329
230

thank you. ive been struggling with what to do with myself but taking care of myself has been the biggest obstacle.

doing single card oracle readings for 30 minutes or so if anyone wants one or a trade.

>>41015329
Can I ask a query?
What’ll happen between me and S during Sept?

>>41015374
Will I something happen between me and her tomorrow?

>>41015374
How much money will I make from this course?

>>41015374
Would she be open to a relationship with me?

>>41015344
Merkstave ᛏ.
It's not ideal, change the date if you can

>>41015375
Merkstave ᚱ and ᛅ.
There's going to be some misunderstanding or other form of clear disharmony, you're not supposed to let it discourage you. Be patient and don't give up too early, focus on the long-term vision

>>41015329
>benevolent hierarchies are a possibility.
Lol.
Thanks anyways

>>41015394
Thank you, can I ask what will happen between us? I think we are getting along pretty well right now

>>41015374
How does h feel about me?

>>41015374
Will she ever regret what she did to me?
Please and thank you, anon.

>>41015413
ꑭ.
There's definitely chemistry, maybe there are some obstacles and impurities you two need to deal with it in the short term, but the road is going to be downhill if you can survive that phase together

I'm done speaking for the day. Be well, everyone

>>41015374
Will I get the childcare job?

>>41014435
To stop masturbating and eating sugar :(
It's not going well

>>41014877
Kek these kittens are great

>>41015374
Will I become famous?

>>41015154
>What's happening with anonsky?
>Queen of Disks, VII of Swords - Futility, 0 The Fool, Prince of Swords, IV of Disks, Knight of Swords
Lots of Air and Earth, your sense of security is being challenged here with the misdirected thoughts. I don't want to go against what you said, but I do feel you may have some grounding, some resources here you're not really attaining, perhaps you're not able to because you grew to believe that it was not possible, and you had to just learn how to survive in this harsh environment, with what was given (but you were entitled to so much more).
A Voice keeps repeating, "It's a belief system". The emotional uncertainty over the material insecurity has put your mind into a state of alert and anxiety, so restless. The key to overcoming these obstacles lies in taking a leap of faith, redirecting your focus to the little things you can manage and grow from there. I believe what you need is to feel some sort of security so your mind can have some rest, because Air and Earth make everything dry, barren, and trapped in a cycle. You do have the means to find some grounding; the energy of the Queen of Disks and 4 of Disks is within you.

On a side note, you need to do a cleansing fren, your energy feels off, try box breathing for 2 minutes, touching grass, hugging trees, you need to discharge and recharge because what I feel is some stagnant and quite oppressive energy coming from you.

I hope this helps.

>>41015206
>should i go to that event on friday night or no?
>V of Cups - Disappointment, XII The Hanged Man, VIII of Wands - Taylor Swiftness
If you’re expecting this event to be fun or fulfilling right away, you might walk away disappointed. The key here is to shift your mindset: go with no expectations, just to observe and let things unfold. If you can release the need for something specific to happen, you’ll find the pace quickening and the energy picking up toward the middle or end of the night.

>>41015384
id say yes but im not sure its going to be easy?

>>41015386
i would argue no more than what you could make without it but maybe the reading is suggesting that you are still the key component to the money you will make, not these credentials per se

>>41015389
my reading of this is that external forces could kinda lead you two to kinda endure something together that could be bonding

>>41015419
im not necessarily sure i can say how "H" feels but if you feel like you are being judged for simply being yourself or that you can't be your authentic self around them, then they are just simply not for you. My guess is that maybe they misunderstand you

>>41015425
she may have main character syndrome but in a really shitty story. So probably not but she will have plenty to regret due to her own actions

>>41015446
i feel like you are the type of human other humans want help raise their humans

>>41015478
its one of those "if you never try you won't succeed" types of scenarios

>>41015374
What do I need to be told?

>>41015486
>cleansing
never did one, could you give me a run down for dummies version of how to do one?

>>41015509
its ok to let go of things that dont serve you. if you have environments, relationships, jobs, etc. that are falling apart---if they don't serve you, its okay to let them go if neccessary. Change and new territory is not something you are undeserving of.

if anyone would like to do a query of mine while im gone cuz ill be back later: Does "e" know how I feel about them?

>>41015499
first one thank you

>>41015486
also i aprecciate you taking the time but i'm still confused, i guess it's on me for asking vague qs therefore getting vague answers, but could you point to some direction here? like what is it that i was entitled to? could you give some practical direction of what to do with myself here? I know tarot is bad for that especially when asking an anon on 4chan but i really am at my wits end here and the people irl that could help me out have either passed away or i have alienated out of grief

>>41015506
>425
Thanks. Not giving the ugly ones a chance ever again.

>>41014877
If you're still up for it, I'm down. Let me know your query.

Captcha: 04A0A4

>>41015058
Tyr was the "sky daddy" of the Germanic pantheon before the Odin's cults came to prominence.

>>41015511
A very simple one and quite effective is the Egg Cleansing, just get a raw chicken egg and rub it all over your body. These are the instructions a friend gave me some time ago:
> When I did it, I blessed the egg, cleaned it, and gave it a light wash to represent the whole cleaning thing. I then focused all my energy I could to egg and said my intentions out loud, which was to remove negativity, badness, and general stuff I don't want.

Once you're done, throw it away in the toilet, but if you want to get a diagnosis, when you finish, crack the egg in a cup of water and observe the images it makes. But do not look at it from the top of the cup; get a transparent glass one and look around it to observe the patterns it makes. Once you're done, throw the egg away in the toilet and wash the cup/glass.

Depending on what you get and how you feel afterwards, you may need to do it another day.

>>41015541
No, it's okay, you're good. That's actually my fault since I got scatterbrained with some distractions here.
The point is, go, but don't expect much, don't try to get something out of it, but observe, idk what the event is about, but if you're just there, without any pretension, you might get surprised by something you could have overlooked if you're focused on attaining a certain goal.

You got discord fren? If you wish, you can chat to me there, and I can try helping you with what I can. My Discord is public, and anyone can add me:
lvxintenebris

Is "b" trying to trick me into having her be a hotwife in a relationship

>>41012883
>I think I read for you before, I had a vision of a mermaid with green eyes stuck in a tank or something...
Yep, I think that was the second one ya did for me if I'm not wrong. I've had a few readers in the past say they felt she was either a water elemental, like something of the fae, or something like an angel. The more I looked into it, the more it also tied back to Ancient Mesopotamian spirits that also serve as the inspiration of Lilith and the succubus, which also have a watery element thing going on.

The first one was a random read, and it ended up being about a lot of the online security stuff online, and the bit about Trump having really messed up had me laughing. No TDS, it was around when people were noticing how odd he was acting, regarding the Epstein stuff.

>hope you manage to gather all the pieces and things start to fall into place.
Yeah, some things are starting to click, and I at least feel I have a better grasp on how she wants me to visually anchor her. I'm going to have to think of a way to water scry without it hurting my back, though.

>>41015529
That is good advice. It makes sense for most people most of the time.

When you say that to me was it because something or someone in particular needed to be let go of?

>>41015599
i think its more about you but nonetheless id say it was a relationship if i had to guess

Today I dodged a fire so I'll do a read or so in honor of that. Aura and visions available as usual. Please keep in mind visions are like puzzle pieces to answers and you will have more context than I.

For today's image theme, post benevolent protector spirits.

>>41015611
Can I have an aura read, Luc?
Luv ya lilbro <3

>>41015611
Checked. Congratulations on dodging the fire, how are you feeling?
Please may I request an aura read?

>>41015617
Love ya too sis.

I don't consider Jesus benevolent though so reroll the image.

>>41015611
Vision or Aura

>>41015611
I think these are benevolent
Can you see if I will get the childcare/teaching job?

>>41015628
Thank you. I feel pretty good to be alive really. As bad as my situation is I still have good things happen and the guy who I woke up because he slept through the alarm made it out safe too.

Image please. For the read.

>>41015581
Oon, I think I remember those reads, so yeah, Schizomancy gotta do that sometimes...

Which method are you using for water scry? A shaman I met once had a wine glass in front of him with a candle behind it so he could look straight at it.

>>41015636
Ah, then I pass, no hard feelings <3

>>41015611
ill take whatever reading you wanna give

>>41015639
Aura: Pink, Black, White
You want to love but all that comes out is a facsimile of love because you don't fully understand it.

AQ

Am i truly in charge of my own fate or is God's sentiment just "lol you have free will so everything is on you even tho i made you a failure and i can do anything"

>>41015668
Based Fairy enjoyer. I had fun with them in Duel Links.

Vision: A Lucario appearing after its mirror opposite.

Looks like you'll be awakening some powers you didn't know you had too. It might be the opposite of everyone around you's emotions.

Aq
Will I get a real labubu?

>>41015640
Yes/no model: Green Yes. You'll grow into the role just fine.

>>41015706
I hope you're correct. Ty, take care.

>>41015664
Sunflower over the eye? Dang they really got you hard today. Stay strong. I believe you can get out of this if you try.

>>41015605
I get it’s about me. I was only asking if it was more likely a job and connection or place of living that needed to be let go of most of all.

>>41015664
>Oon, I think I remember those reads
Yeah, I've been the one on here who's been trying to figure out who the blonde girl is and how it connects to paranormal stuff happening around me, but it seems I was stuck on the wrong form. Well, the one she prefers at least, given no set defined form.

>Which method are you using for water scry?
I had gotten a black bowl to pour water in, but prior I was using a small obsidian mirror.

>a wine glass in front of him with a candle behind it so he could look straight at it.
Oh, now that's clever! I have multiple degenerating discs, and my eyes are very sensitive to light, so I was always experimenting with different lighting levels and viewing angles.

Maybe I could get one of those big wine glasses and something that has a dimming level that's highly adjustable.

>>41015669
Hm, yeah that does sound about right sadly.

>>41015374
When will we be in contact next?

>>41015611
I'll trade you, Lucario. Let me know your query and I'll do yours first.

>>41015698
>>41015611
If u wanna do this one

>>41015611
Is my aura blue?

>>41015611
is my anger and aggression becoming too much for people to handle?

>>41015716
I'm fine Luc, I swear, even the headache got better today, and I'm full of energy!

>>41015738
Wait did I mention a blonde as your future gf/wife too?

You can have the candles to the side, but scrying will always be a strain on the eyes, no matter which method you pick. I wanted to learn fire scrying at some point. I get in a trance easily looking at it.

Let me know how it goes!

>>41015848
Some parts of you are. You need to wrangle all the fragments.

I find a beauty I can't fully describe in that corvid image.

>>41015804
Yes. But also light green. Hope you're healing up OK.

>>41015807
Aura: Black
It's too much for even you to handle.

>>41015781
Will the corner form lead to something good?

Yours?

>>41014722
bumping trade

>>41015611
when will i land in a better place?

>>41015888
>Ten of Cups
That seems to be an adamant yes.

>Yours?
A quick Aura and Vision check on me.

>>41015848
>Wait did I mention a blonde as your future gf/wife too?
Nah, it's more like a spiritual spouse connecting to me from the other side. I kept seeing her as a girl with blonde hair and blue eyes, but there was also the occasional one with dark hair. It's seems both are her as well as a black cat.

>water scrying
I might try it with a big fish bowl or something. I can always just stack books or something to adjust the height since I am kinda tall.

>Fire scrying
I've not tried that since I tend to keep my room dark, but it was suggested to me that I had a tie to the fire element.

>Lighting
Yeah, it does to some degree, though with my experimenting, some angles and light amount do make things much easier on the eyes and still allow visions to appear. Seen all kinds of weird faces appear. Even had a lizard being's face pop up once.

>Trance
Do you happen to see the faint mist and rippling heatwave stuff when you get into a trance? I've asked some other occultists, and they acted like they had no idea what I was referring to. Online research suggests maybe it's the veil? I do notice vapors form at times, like puffs coming into being. I wanna say that's probably her, given how the strongest I've got it was like a vapor of an upper torso.

>>41015944
Vision: A cosmic egg.

Guess you posted a very relevant picture. When this current age is over and the world initiates its rebirth from ashes.

>>41015950
Aura: Green, Pink, brown

You want to feel the love and comfort of your emotions but you are tiring yourself greatly with what you are currently doing.

Vision: White, sliding doors, Japanese castle inner structure.

Be prepared to venture closer to the authorities driving your life. Never kneel in a way that impedes movement.

>>41016001
Whoops forgot my name. Guess that's a sign I'm getting tired out again.

>>41015611
Any spirits want to tell me anything?

>>41016001
>Aura: Green, Pink, brown
>You want to feel the love and comfort of your emotions but you are tiring yourself greatly with what you are currently doing.
Yes, I am tired and stressed.

>Vision: White, sliding doors, Japanese castle inner structure.
>Be prepared to venture closer to the authorities driving your life. Never kneel in a way that impedes movement.
Interesting result. Let's see how that manifests.

Let me know if you have another query.

Plus, props on the triple 8's: >>41015888

>>41016017
I think you know better than I what the death spirits whisper.

>>41016025
I have no idea

>>41016020
Will jacked guy be OK with me if I give him a present tomorrow?

>>41015611
a vision please. i want to know how next year will be for me

>>41016092
>Six of Pentacles
That would be a particular yes.

>>41016117
Nice it'll be good to smooth things over.

>>41016188
If you have enough energy to do another Aura & Vision, I'll take it.

If not, then no worries. You have to conserve your energy.

If so, my query is: What are NG's feelings related to me?

>>41016225
I tried to do the read but I nearly puked from that so I am pretty sure the poison is catching back up to me now that the elation from surviving has gone back down. I want to read that but my body is saying no so I better listen. Thank you for everything though. Remind me another time.

Air query:
Will my landlord let us go month to month or want us to sign a lease.

>>41016308
For further information, our landlord has a girl that runs the property- she wants us to sign a lease. I reached out to him to see what his thoughts are and if he would let us go month to month.

>>41016308
month to month- the hierophant
sign a lease- 9 of cups

looks like he'll want you to sign a lease

>>41016240
You're all good, fren. Like I said, if you didn't have the energy, then you don't have to worry. It was one of those fleeting curiousities based on recent events, as I await for some sort of reconciliation with the woman I love.

>>41016335
Bummer. If I get a response ill update tn! Thank you.

>>41015987
>Blonde
Ah okay, it's just that the Voices were talking a lot about blondes recently.

>Big fish bowl
I got one of those and I put a crystal inside of it once, I started to see some sort of rays coming out of it, it was cool.

>Fire
That's my element too, strong Aries and Sagittarius in my chart, Jupiter ruled tho. I get lost easily by watching the flames. Almost burned my house once and got a funny scar in my hand from playing with fire.

>Mist/Ripple
I'm not sure if it's the same thing but I could see some sort of light greenish/blue contour, that people call as aura, but idk I always thought of that as a visual anomaly. I think in a few rare occasions I could see some sort of tiny "heatwave" but it was pretty faint.

Your third eye seems to be very open and active, do you feel it pulsating or tingling at times?

>>41016444
nice trips, 4 must be your lucky number

Trading

>>41016452
Actually it's 9, but the angel number 444 is a good sign of protection, thanks for noticing (:

>>41015611
Why did she get fat?? I’m genuinely sad to see that, not asking in a judging way.

Aq
Will I have babies soon?

AQ
Will the cops notice my expired tags if I park in front of the building? lol

Bored so doing readings until the thread die.

>>41016594
can you tell me what my future bf is like? im female. cliche i know, sorry

>>41016594
Does "e" know of my feelings for her?

>>41016594
will i successfully live in RP like i want to in the future?

The time has come once more!

Offering readings in humble offering to the radiant King Belial. Until sleep or exhaustion take me.

Tarot, scry or pendulum, whatever seems fit. We choose.

Post the following:
>Query
>Gender and a name or initials for all parties involved
>Praise Belial
>Optional but appreciated: share your experiences with him if you are acquainted

My only rules:
>No next GF/BF/love/romance/next fuck readings
>No generals, aim your questions

Please try to keep your questions aimed and not vague.

>>41016594
Ah well, don't mind if i do then lol.

Will this new promotion at work be an actual improvement compared to my previous position?

>>41016604
will i make more time to study next year?
female and initials L
praise be belial

>>41016604
Hail King Belial and Hail King Asmoday
>G(Male Gemini) and E(Female Gemini)
>Unfortunately, I have no experience with Belial.
Effects of the conversation we had yesterday on our relationship and whether I am on the right track by maintaining a certain emotional distance, but at the same time showing that I am present.

Trading

>>41016594
When will I be in contact with her again? The one I think that often about..

>>41016594
Here goes nothing: my life stopped in its tracks a couple years ago when a loved one died, I’ve lost all momentum and I’ve just been in a slow decline towards rock bottom these past couple years and now I’m deeply frustrated and I don’t know how to fix or what sort of future I’m gonna have after all this. My Q is a clarification: is there a point to this? Am I going to circumvent this miraculously somehow or did I just get cosmically fucked? I truly don’t see no way out for me here

>>41016604
can you scry what my next job will be like? as in office work etc. if not i understand.
female
violet
praise belial!

>>41016604
Praise Belial, Male M.M.
Not acquainted with the mentioned entity
>>41016617
Would like any take on this Q but if it’s general feel free to skip

>>41016594
>>41016506

>>41016444
>Blondes
Yeah, I saw that post and laughed a bit while back. It was mostly that one I noticed appearing the most, aside from the few times she had dark hair. Like the whole thing with the black cat, she appears like that at times, but the other night she opted for a fox instead. Being a shapeshifter, I kinda have to pay attention to how things look or act to get a feeling if that's her or not.

>Fire
Yeah, that's why I'm going for electric candles instead lol. I'm a Sagittarius, but I do not know the exact hour of birth as it wasn't on the birth certificate, and the hospital didn't keep any records of it. The only thing I have to go off of is that mom thinks it was around noon-ish because she got family to get her a Bic Mac afterwards.

>Aura
Yeah, I've had times where I could faintly see some sort of thin color outline of things, but barely, since I'm kinda doing all this on trial and error without any proper guidance, so I might be able to, I just have to figure out the right mental gymnastics for it

>Mist/Ripple
Yeah, it starts almost as a very thin whisp of steam that seems to twirl about and move, lacking any real color, then the rippling heat wave stuff is noticed next. I have heard of people seeing spirits like this via the Midnight Broadcast that narrates stories from /x/, so I know there have been people who experienced it before. If I hold it long enough and in a dimly lit room or near dark, the vapors start to form into puffs. The best I've gotten it is to where I was seeing like half a torso made of vapor, kinda like how you see Genies drawn, except made of vapor. Though there was the one time I saw what people dub "Glimmer man" on /x/, which looks like the Predator clocking, but it's way different from the heat wave stuff. It feels like something that's imposed over what I'm seeing where whereas the heat wave feels like it's bleeding through the environment.

> Third eye
Yeah, think scrying jump-started it.

>>41016604
What will suprise me in the month of september?
C
Praise belial

>>41016594
Will I work with his mom?

Trading

>>41016609
>A snowglobe -- looking up close, I spend time and time again just examining the way light reflects on the glass, idling.

If you stop obsessing over the small details and work in broader strokes. It's mostly what keeps you from managing.

>>41016612
>A starry night, a field of white glowing flowers lying beneath, a bare temple in the distance. It's a pure landscape, so quiet and serene that one could hear their own heartbeat.

Things are smoothing over.
I think it soothed some sore spots that really needed that balm, and now what remains is contemplation.

It was a step in the right direction, and in a way, a step towards "purity". It's the first sensation and word that came to mind. Pure, still, quiet and contemplative.

>>41016604
Hail Belial
M
F
Can you scry me what fall internship I’m taking? I’m looking for fall internships and I feel like I should’ve done it like last year with the good ones.

>>41016594
I feel like I've wasted 30 years of my life sacrificing it for people that never deserved it. Do I still have a chance to make something of myself and become the best version of myself?

>>41016597
>Clow: Dark
>VIII of Cups, V of Swords, Strength, Ace of Cups
It was a strange reading, I don't know how to explain it, but it gave me a weird feeling.
There's something wrong with this situation, I can't say if it's with you or with him, but it seems to me that there will be a strong imbalance in certain moments of your life. The feeling of giving a chance to someone who has always tried something with you and in the beginning it's not quite what you expected.
In the long run, it seems that everything will work out, but it seems to me that until you reach the good phase, it will be a strange, tortuous, and not at all peaceful path.

>>41016599
>Clow: Cloud
>II of Cups, Queen of Cups, IX of Disks
Oh yeah, she knows.

>>41016601
>Clow: Flower
>VII of Swords Rev, King of Swords, Chariot, Priestess
Yeah, and you be as good as you imagine (:

>>41016607
>Clow: Libra
>II of Swords, IV of Swords, IV of Disks, Knight of Disks
Yes, definitely, especially when it comes to financial matters. If it's a decision that needs to be made, it's definitely something you should accept and take on in your life.

>>41016614
>Clow: Fly
>VIII of Cups, Judgment, IX of Wands Rev, VIII of Wands
I don't think it's something that will happen, or if it does happen, it will be something sudden, done impulsively, but even so, I don't think it will have a very happy ending, or at least not in the way you expect.
Sorry :/

>>41016594
Will I hook up with anyone from work?

>>41016594
Will i get what I want next year?

>>41016670
597 here. hmm..thank you. i'll have to keep this reading in mind

>>41016604
Male B.
Prais Belial

Should I wait until November to repair the truck?

>>41016617
Before the reading, I will share my personal experience, if it is of any use to you. It is never too late to start over, as cliché as that may sound. Last year, I had a great job and had been married for almost ten years. Out of nowhere, in less than a month, I lost my job and got divorced.
For a moment, I thought my life was over, that nothing would ever work out again and that I had nothing left to look forward to. But little by little, I rebuilt everything, and today I am much better off than I was last year before everything “fell apart.”
As long as you are alive and have a roof over your head, you still have a chance. The only thing that limits you is your mind.
>Clow: Move
>X of Disks, Ace of Cups, Queen of Wands Rev, Sun
These cards couldn't be more straightforward.
The only thing limiting you or preventing you from having a good future is yourself and your mind. There is the promise of a stable future with lots of love in your life, but for that to happen, you need to stop hiding and start living again. Become the Queen of Wands :)

>>41016643
>Clow: Mirror
>Ace of Swords, II of Wands Rev, VIII of Swords
I don't know, it seems a little open, but I would bet that no.

>>41016665
Read what I said above on the first reading, because I am the same age and had the same feeling as you (:
>Clow: Voice
>Magician, World, VII of Wands, Princess of Wands
Again, a very straightforward reading. You do have a chance, just don't let yourself be pulled down and give up on living or trying because of negative experiences.
Use them as learning experiences, mature, be stronger, and know what you want. Because it seems to me that everything tends to improve in the long run.

>>41016594
Since Lucario was unable to do the reading earlier because he was in meed of recovering, which I hope he does, I'll see if you want to take it up.

If so, my query is: What are NG's feelings related to me?

>>41016620
It is not exactly easy but I can see what comes.

>Chains, fabrics, flowery embroidery
Girl I hope it ain't RETAIL!!! If it is actual office work you are applying for, expect people to be obsessed over looks.

>A silhouette made of glass
Absent management, but you will manage as do others.

>Piano keys made of human teeth
Bit of an adjustment compared to your usual work routine, it will feel finnicky for a while. Overall no major issues.

>>41016621
Felt a pinch in my shoulders near the spine, my head hurt, my hips ache. First of all take better care of your body.

>A genie lamp
>An olive tree growing sideways, roots to the right, leaves to the left.
>A balloon
>Light passing through semi-open blinds
I think the issue is the location first and foremost. It isn't that moving would magically fix your problems, but right where you are, your energies are kept stagnant. No light, no dark, an endless purgatory where nothing changes in ways that makes the ball roll.

Get away any way you can.

>>41016594
Was moving to that place the worst choice I ever made?

>>41016594
There is something I need to know in order to succeed in the next few days?

>>41016604
I need to find somewhere new to live. How will I know if a place or a location or the room or apartment itself is right for me? Any details or markers or certain landmarks that I should focus on--I just want somewhere that would lead to best outcomes for me. Or like a query on where I should move out to this year, if you can see what it looks like that would be best for me, the environment or situation >_<
Female, L, Praise Belial, my experiences are none and am spooked by the idea but need help >_<

>>41016594
Who would be better for me s or h?

>>41016594
>>41014639
Is my routine successful?

>>41016672
It's a terrible idea to get involved with anyone from work. (It's good, but the price is terrible.)
>Clow: Watery
>VI of Disks, King of Swords Rev, Judgment Rev
Yep, if you want, but again, not a good choice.

>>41016685
>Clow: Wave
>Queen of Disks, Star, Knight of Swords
Yep.

>>41016711
>Clow: Through
>Tower, World, V of Disks, Queen of Wands
There is a very strong attraction and a feeling that something special exists between you, but just the idea of something between you seems very disruptive to this person in some way. It seems that everything in this person's life needs to change for you to be together.
In addition, there is a very deep insecurity that permeates the entire reading.

>>41016720
>Clow: Bubbles
>Lovers Rev, II of Disks, Hiero, VII of Disks
It was a mistake, a big one, a miscalculation, but you've probably made or will make bigger mistakes in life, if that's any consolation.

>>41016734
>Clow: Change
>VIII of Wands, II of Cups, Queen of Cups, Sun
Everything that is happening in your life right now may seem a little scary, as if life has suddenly stepped on the gas pedal. But the cards ask you to stay calm and trust the journey; everything seems to be for your own good and for the best.
At the end of it all, you will look back and see that you are better off than you were before. It may not be the path you wanted, but it is the change you need.

>>41016638
Too generic, please pinpoint a question!

>>41016658
What I see is rarely literal. It almost never is. So I don't know if allegory is really going to answer this, especially without any options given.

>White arden trees
>A zipper
>An aquarium, a swimming pool
>White gloves, a person's gloved hands locked by intertwining their fingers

No clue if this means anything to you, it doesn't for me!

>>41016697
>A clothes iron, glued to the wall.
>An iron brush.
>Both point right.

Big yes, it will allow for a more thorough or better job.

>>41014722
One last bump looking for a trade before I go to bed

>>41016670
>607
Funnily enough I had figured it could be potentially WORSE financially, because achieving production bonuses is harder. But maybe it means I can manage in spite of the difficulty spike? That would be nice...

Thank you

>>41016670
>614
Oh no.. :(

>>41014722
I remember you, deer friend!

What is your query?

>>41016594
Can you tell me anything about how I meet my next bf?

>>41016594
Were we both at that same thing within the last week?

>>41016764
>638
Sure, how will I like my next job?

>>41016764
>658
Girl I have no clue LMFAO, also I’m an visual arts majors so I don’t know.

>>41016569
Your card is safe for now

>>41016594
Does he like me the most?

>>41016759
>Clow: Through
>Tower, World, V of Disks, Queen of Wands
>There is a very strong attraction and a feeling that something special exists between you, but just the idea of something between you seems very disruptive to this person in some way. It seems that everything in this person's life needs to change for you to be together.
I guess I'm not crazy then. Shit dude, I rationalized it as her being friendly. And it definitely would throw everything into upheaval for not only her but I if something more than acquaintances or friends were to develop from this. I'd be a homewrecker, again.

>In addition, there is a very deep insecurity that permeates the entire reading.
Interesting as to who that may be coming from, whether it's just my own that I'm aware of with the rationalizing of "she's just friendly" or if she actually has any insecurity about it at all. If it's the latter, I wouldn't understand why regarding her own self. If it's her life situations, then that'd make sense.

Your reading was very well done and I appreciate it, THNTZ.

>>41016794
>card
Car*

>>41016746
I can try, what I get is usually allegoric but see if any of it makes sense to you?

>Tall pointy trees, not pines?
>Orange and yellow lines?
>Wrought iron fencing and gate

>>41016764
>697
thanks

>>41016783
Hello! :D
I'm sure I remember you too, what did I see for you last time?
My query is: was my guardian spirit or some other force sending me a message about my dream with the red moon and if so what am I to know?
Pic related, the main part of the dream and I had no knowledge of this red moon this month beforehand
What's your query?

>>41016817
>>41016817
>>41016817
New

>>41016800
Does he have crypto?

>>41016792
If I had to make sense of it myself...
Going to luck out and get something bougie, but the boss will be someone emotionally dry. If it's art you would end up doing, he will not understand it at all. Inflexible about deadlines. Overall it would look good on a resume.

Take this with a grain of salt.

>>41016831
Thxxx

>>41016822
>what did I see for you last time?
Pic related... ish. It was a while ago.

My query: is my attempt to find a middle ground going to be futile, when it comes to balancing mundane bonds with spiritual ones? I am being made to choose.

Starting when you confirm!

>>41016788
>>41016638
>A wide mushroom, its underside glowing bright blue.
>Algae, growing on the bottom of a still lake.

You will find that it is surprisingly laid back, and enjoy it for a while before it grows old and boring. You'll feel it lacks stimuli or enrichment.

>>41016879
I'm always tired so it will probably be a good fit. Tysm

>>41016856
Ah, yes, Snowman Anon! I could never forget! I hope she's treating you well
Lighting my candle and starting now

>>41016822
>A phoenix's tail flicks, feathers waving in the wind and leaving a trail of sparkling dust behind. The tail end of a rebirth, a farewell with fanfare, but not the end of the luck it brought.

>A butterfly cut in half, only the right side is still there. In spite of this, it seems to be alive and well. How can you function so well with one side of yourself removed? Would it not be better to rejoin and be whole again? How far can you spread your colours before they dilute and lose shape?

>A single wolf howls, many more to join the choir. It gets so loud that it sends a chill down my spine. I do not want to be found by them.

>A crown made of straw and flowers. It may not be fit for a king, but it is meant to bring joy to those who look, not to make one's head heavier with prestige.

>A ruby red sky, triangular patterns lining it. A jade green lake, glowing as though it pulses with life itself. A red beast springs up, then beats its wings, as if to show me how it's done. It is time to spread and fly with your own wings.

>>41016822
I do think it is your guardian spirit, and this particular junction in time may be right to make a push for something you had been putting off for yourself. Take advantage of it and set things right. It is long due.

>>41016856
In the dead of night between two ocean cliffs, the silhouette of a man walks a tightrope; it almost looks like shadow puppetry, not terribly detailed
Over his shoulders, he's carrying a bar with buckets attached at either end and they contain a formula needed by someone important on the other side
But with each step he takes, the burden he carries shifts
From the bar to a Sisyphus-esque stone he must carry to a snake, to a triangle, to a ribbon that threatens to blow away in the wind, to a snake again but this time it coils its body around his neck and it knocks him into the ocean
He tries to stay afloat, but the snake has him now and it will not let him get away
He drags the man underwater, into a narrow cave where he won't fit and so he bashes his head against the roof repeatedly until he's dead but it doesn't matter
The pink and red brain matter is vivid, chunks dangling, and this is no true snake because it doesn't swallow him all at once but rather a bite at a time--more reminiscent of the way a dog eats
Zebrafish eat the smaller chunks lost in the water

Are anon's attempts at finding a middle ground for balancing his spiritual bonds futile?

>3 of Chalices rx
>Page of Wands
>7 of Swords rx
Clarification:
5 of Swords rx

The problem isn't you, it's one of them
There is a hyper competitive sense that I got during the vision that the page and 5 of swords rx clarified
I didn't get this feeling from anyone except the spirit represented by the snake transformation; premeditated selfishness, a sense of wanting to have you all to themself without care for the consequences
It's an air of immaturity, like hearing a child from three aisles down shouting, "but I want it!"
I am assuming this is the spirit forcing you to choose; I'm afraid they aren't willing to share and can turn on you if you don't choose them
You have to be careful dealing with this

>>41016989
Ah... This is heavy, but had a feeling it would be this way.

Let me know if you want me to dig more on your query

>>41016960
>>41016974
This resonates deeply with me, I'm launching a book this month and the red moon in my dream felt like an omen to get my attention
It was so deliberate
It really is long due that I do what I know I'm supposed to, even though the idea of success is scary sometimes as silly as it sounds
>>41017034
I think my horned guardian friend made it clear and I understand what he was saying but I can follow up for your query or trade again if you need any clarifications or have another query altogether?

>>41017071
Good luck, gonna keep my fingers crossed to a smooth launch!

Hmm... The only thing I have to ask is, why? I never understood why he approached me. I only accepted it with open arms and returned it all with undying devotion.

If you have a query, let me know.

>>41017151
Thank you, friend!
I do have one other query: does he (my guardian) think it's a good idea to do a one day freebie promotion on the 7th? That's the night of the red moon
The book launch isn't until the 21st
Starting yours now, I'll see all that I can

>>41017177
>A hand, white like marble and gigantic in size, rises from the bottom of a lake. It holds a platform, as if to give more ground to stand on and build something.

>The same hand, now bare, points up. After lingering in that position for a while, it points back down, as if to make a point. "You".

>A frosted window, weak light coming through, obscure by dirt and soot. I have forgotten what sunlight looks like.

>"Fill the blanks to find the words, mend two halves." The same butterfly again, its other half now visible, far apart.

No to the freebie, it would do well to do something for yourself instead. Use that energy to do something for YOU. What, though, I am not sure. Hope it makes more sense to you.

Trading

>>41017151
The silhouette is more feminine now, astoundingly so, wearing a skirt and carrying a purse
In the forest, surrounded by nature, where endless eyes may lay upon her form
In the city, heels casually clacking on the pavement
I wonder: why a snake?
"Easier to focus without arms and legs and fingers"
Easier to focus on you, the scent of their previous object of affection still clinging to their skin and their essence
In a cafe or a coffee shop, a small slice of cake between the two of them
Silly, cartoonishly, a snake wearing a tophat and a trenchcoat, sitting across the table
All fun and games at first
"I thought I was special"

Why is this spirit so attached/possessive of anon?
>Temperance
>10 of Pents rx
>Queen of Wands
While I was shuffling, I had another vision: a pink sweater, scales wrapped around and squeezing
Embracing with their whole body

Anon, do you have a rough relationship with your family? Or otherwise are prone to bouts of physical isolation?
This spirit admires your perseverance, sees you embodying the Queen of Wands best traits, but it's the admiration of someone who hopes to be admired back
A relationship that turns toxic because one party wants to be the other's everything
I get the impression that they followed you, watched you for a while before approaching, and you aren't the first person they've put in this scenario
Although it's childish, I believe it does come from a place of hurting within them but it's the sort of hurt that only they can fix themself
Their energy is overwhelming, it's flattering almost, and without the jealousy towards your other spirit companions it might work out but they simply don't want to play well with others

>>41017263
>Anon, do you have a rough relationship with your family?
I love them dearly.
>Or otherwise are prone to bouts of physical isolation?
...But I have always felt like my destiny was elsewhere, and away from them. So I moved abroad. I spend long times without visiting. I try to keep in touch, but am not good at it.

I moved here, all alone, with only two suitcases to carry a whole life over. It was a bet. I started a new job, then started acing it, held up really well on my own for months on end. No loneliness, no nostalgia, no tears, no insecurities, no doubt. I was fulfilled with only myself and him to guide me - until others came along, and then it was no more.

That is what he wishes to return to, I guess.

Trading occult

>>41017250
Ah, I know exactly what he's trying to say
Something for myself, outside, with the sunlight
I spent the better part of the last 10 years working a dead end job on third shift, the bit about sunlight is almost literal
My own skin is marble white, although I like this complexion for myself and my hands are small
Mend two havles, the butterfly....it makes complete sense to me, anon, although I don't want to spill all the details so publicly
Your scries tonight have been of great help to me tonight, so thank you, I hope that mine provided clarity too despite how dark they were
>>41017346
Ah, so he had you all to himself for so long and he's insecure that he wasn't "enough" for you
I know I likened him to a child, but he also kinda reminds me of a cat...my own cat is super jealous over me, but he's come to terms with not being the only cat anymore and I assure him every day he's the king
If you really don't want to choose or give in to the rage he's feeling, you could try to praise him a little more, show him a little more favor
Since you've been together so long, maybe it will pass--maybe, those visions were violent, but you know him best and if he's prone to lashing out and regretting it later
I'm wishing you luck getting this sorted out with your spirit companions, please be careful regardless
I'm heading to bed now, but I hope you have a good rest of your night and we can trade again some time!

>>41017380
Glad it was of help, please take care of yourself!

Your scries were extremely helpful, so thanks again. No matter how dark the message, it is fine.

Good night!