I don't really know how much gabapentin you're supposed to take thats enough to get you high but not enough to feel like my guts are being put through the meat grinder I kind of just take 500 mg every 30 minutes until I start to lose the plot but I feel like I'm overdoing it because I feel ill days or even weeks later every time, any advice? I wanna get my hands on lyrica or benzos but til then yk