>>83031057
>Why should I even keep going?
for reasons you need to find yourself, not for anything else others tell you to do. you want to visit a place? go there, then you can die or do something else after. see the things you hate as tools to get what you don't hate. sadly i don't think there's any other way.

>>82910105
hm, well i guess it's nice that it wasn't. perhaps the few times that it was bad was enough to give you trauma. or your brain is just a cynic

>>82761060
the ominous capybara will not frighten me