>>82968033
>what has been the lowest point of your life so far?
When I was horribly addicted to drugs. Story:
>When I was 23yo I was a khhv neet.
>I was able to get basically meth (via chinese websites).
>First time I took it I instantly became everything I ever wanted to be: confident, focused, energized, no self doubts, smart, no anxiety.
>I basically started winning the game. People like me, I had GF's, I kept getting job offers, etc. I was functinal for like 3 years.
>But it became to easy to easy to take. Too tired? take it. Sick? Take it. Big project? Take it. Soon it was every other day, then everyday, then I was taking a shit ton.
>It was like a demon took me over, I NEEDED to get as fucked up as possible all the time.
>everything I built fell apart like a sand castle in the tide. All the "rizz" I had turned into poison. Women got scared of me, people didn't want to hang with me, my clever conversations became embarrasing insane rants etc.
>My life reduced down to getting high in my room, being up for 5-7 days straigh then sleeping for 3.
>My body weakened, like my highs got "mushy". My teeth started to break apart. I got cluster headaches that cause a perminent blind spot in my left eye.
>Then I OD'ed. I begged God to save me promising to quit, and then 2 hours later I did some more.
>My mom came crying begging me to quit, and I lied and then stole from her the same day.
>I ended up homeless, and a nig mugged me and took my last $1,000 and that was it.
That was dec 2019, and haven't don't drug since.