>>18005749
I don't really have much of a problem with it being meaningless, I guess.
Why would that be such a problem? Lots of things are meaningless but are still infused with meaning by our attachment to them. My cat was a good kitty. No one else cared like I did when he was gone, but despite him just being another cat, he was the cat I spent time with, and I loved him. I still miss him nearly a decade later. He meant something to me. That subjective experience reminds us what meaning there is, because we have little excepting our own subjective experience. But in that experience there's life, love, romance, friendship, self-improvement, masturbation, exploration, and adventure. When those things happen to you, you don't imagine they won't mean something to you or anyone else you share them with.