>>82305879
dont be so hard on yourself anon. you clearly already have enough stuff going on, try to be a bit more understanding, and don't make everything harder by hating yourself more. also be careful with alcohol and drugs, and if you're going to do all that at least do it in bed or you're gonna wake up hurting even more. i hope things get better for you.
>>82305887
i've made this kind of threads before but i haven't made a thread in a few days so probably not the anon you're thinking of
>>82305916
hello anon. there is no such thing as too much water, and it's actually a good thing if it's see through because it means youre healthy! hopefully something good happens to the both of us soon.
>>82305918
...but i said water
>>82305925
>I wake up at 4AM to run 5km, work all day, then come home and skip rope for 30 minutes
that's a lot of work anon, be careful to not faint from exhaustion. have you tried sleeping pills? they might help.
>losing my ability to feel desire
me too anon, me too
>do not understand why people want things
most people aren't like us anon, they don't think about things like these let alone worry about them. blessed by ignorance they are. we need to try and treasure the short moments of joy we find in life. let's do our best!
>chicken and vegetables
thats healthy! do you cook for yourself? what's your favourite dish? also, losing the will to drink alcohol is probably not a bad thing really.
>>82305935
>Hopeful
that's great!! fantastic job on passing. no matter if it's small progress is still progress. good luck with the interview! and have a nice day at work today.
>I look like a caveman
and who said cavemen can't look good hmm?
>How is your world?
crumbling!
>>82305954
>Everything I'm doing in life feels pointless without something to build towards
same anon. it feels pointless to have anything if i dont have anyone to share it with. still, despite the horrible odds we need to keep trying. there's nothing else worth doing anyway.