>>82997343
howdy, i was legit having thoughts on the matter this morning
whatever the heart wants, no matter how silly, childish, degenerate or violent, if you dont satisfy it, bad feels start piling up
theres also the issue when feller is hard depressed one not might want anything to begin with, or what you want is next to impossible, both sucks
about your questions, i gots no goals, i dont know you so your life dont matter to me
i answer most posts just to satisfy me own social need to interact with others
after 30ish, something just clicked tho, i stopped caring and/or worrying about many things, if i were to give one advice would be to find something you can lose yourself into so you stop thinking about life, its a destructive way to live but you will be glad about those days in which you didnt think about killing yourself or how life sucks cuz your mind was busy, except before sleeping, that never goes away

>>82495419
am starting to resolve some financial issues which had weighted heavy on me mind, other than that, the neet life is great, there are a lot of things that you have to make peace with, am getting the hang of it
i play vidya all day, games only be gettin better and they keep the irl thoughts away
this week started new grand sumo tournament and 2xko fighting game released, its prob the best week of the year wooo