khamzat chimaev lying on top of ddp be like

> destiny strat: “this moment — lying here, not asleep yet — is exactly how it’s supposed to be”
> it’s not some glitch or mistake, it’s literally part of the script
> every raid has phases, and this is just the pre-fight pacing
> not a test I have to pass, not a failure state, just the natural shape of the night
> body doesn’t need me to micromanage, it knows the mechanics better than I do
> heart rate lowering, breath stretching, heaviness spreading
> all of that happens automatically if I let the phase play out
> sleep doesn’t need to be forced, because the design of existence is already tilted toward it
> no mortal ever escaped this boss, it always pulls you in
> so the waiting isn’t wasted — the waiting is the phase itself
> I don’t have to leap ahead to the “asleep” state
> I just have to be here, because here is exactly where the script has me