>>40967499
yea, thats pretty damn hard as an androgynous prettyboy third gender thingdnpxn

>move out of shitty parents house
>lose like half the stuff I own
>hit the withdrawal limit on my shitty parent-owned bank account so I only had 5k
>live in car for like 3 months ( in the south, during the summer)

>get an apartment with a fren
>get back into cooking
>get into yoga
>get back into playing comfy vidya
>get a nicer job
>get a bed, a desk, a chair
>have a place to live, to finally be safe

be 2 months after moving in
>be extremely fucking depressed
>all i ever feel is a caving pit in my stomach
>all I want to do is lie in my bed all day
>i feel like my frens are done with me because im not my usual happy self. They've been talking to me less
>no matter how much I try, I can't be the person I used to be
why? fucking why can't I be happy. I'm finally over the worst period of my life and I've never felt worse