Thread 40719924

Brainwormed edition
Qott: what kinda music do boymoders like?

>>40719924 (OP)
>Qott: what kinda music do boymoders like?
right now I'm into ambient/atmospheric type music (idk what genre it is actually called)
like vidrel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qf6xseIhB6g

no longer boymoder but when i was my favorite bands were Animal Collective, Nine Inch Nails, Paramore, and Rush pretty equally

>>40719924 (OP)
ive been enjoying the rwby soundtrack recently

>>40719964
Oh sick i just saw NIN live tonight!
Best concert ive been to

>>40719924 (OP)
i loveeeee modest mouse

>>40719924 (OP)
I like emo music like vidrel
https://youtu.be/55s0EMfgdvI?si=yKa9HOk0sAYVJ1Bu

>>40719924 (OP)
I really wouldn’t know. I’ll personally go with like Radiohead

>>40719988
bumping your thread to say this is awesome........i've always wanted to see them i'm glad it was worth it :)

>>40719924 (OP)
every late summer around this time i get really into car seat headrest for some reason.

Why did I start hrt in summer? Whyyyyyy

>>40723613
on the bright side nona this will make winter seem a breeze! as a year-round hoodie-wearer you do get used to it. stay strong o7

>>40723653
Indeed. It helps as well that I’m moving somewhere slightly colder next month. So I just need to get to like October then that would be perfect. My mum wants to get me a hoodie from my uni shop so I will probably just end up wearing that all the time lol. She will be happy, I will be happy so it’s a win win.

>>40719924 (OP)
>qott:
i like mostly indie (rock, pop, etc), alt? some old rock too brazilian/argentinian/uruguayan rock too

>>40719924 (OP)
my favourite singer is florence welch from florence + the machine. i nearly changed my name to florence actually but decided it was cringe...

i love the way she dresses. if i passed i would buy so many dresses like hers

>>40719924 (OP)
skramz
https://youtu.be/pB2PXr6Qat8?si=u5OYXr2cscBXTPwU&t=1720
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyBaSp_y_NM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQlHcSJHpVM

>>40723613
spring is coming here and i cant hide my boobs anymore :(

>move out of shitty parents house
>lose like half the stuff I own
>hit the withdrawal limit on my shitty parent-owned bank account so I only had 5k
>live in car for like 3 months ( in the south, during the summer)

>get an apartment with a fren
>get back into cooking
>get into yoga
>get back into playing comfy vidya
>get a nicer job
>get a bed, a desk, a chair
>have a place to live, to finally be safe

be 2 months after moving in
>be extremely fucking depressed
>all i ever feel is a caving pit in my stomach
>all I want to do is lie in my bed all day
>i feel like my frens are done with me because im not my usual happy self. They've been talking to me less
>no matter how much I try, I can't be the person I used to be
why? fucking why can't I be happy. I'm finally over the worst period of my life and I've never felt worse

>>40729597
see a psychiatrist, not everything can just be fixed with sheer willpower

>>40728192
Ah, which country?

3rd wave emo and electronic ambient

>>40729597
Exact same situation for me and it just gets worse no katter what i do
Idk i have bpd diagnosis and chronic anxiety+depression from childhood ptsd so that might be what u got

>>40732355
Somewhere very hot?

>>40734142
not the hottest part of brazil but any part of here is hot as fuck compared to other countries lol

>>40734168
Good luck. Also have you ever girlmode? Like even if it’s just once or something?
Cos I’m kinda tempted when I get to around 1-2 years on hrt to travel out of town and try girlmoding but obviously not yet.

>>40734232
no. i plan on doing it in 2026 but i need to either get laser on the mustache shadow i have (i dont even have facial hair, but my skin is very light and my hair very dark so the shadow is there) or improve my makeup skills to just use a concealer to hide it before girlmoding. also i should practice more voice training before p.p

>>40719924 (OP)
>no ai slop
thank fuckkkkk
hi bmg, checkin in to say hey !

when are you too old to be a boymoder,,,

>>40735995
it’s not about age it’s about how you look. if you don’t *look* like an underage boy then u aren’t a boymoder…

No one is actually answering in the thread so help with voice?????
https://voca.ro/1nUTNZqcqdEN

>>40736143
look i really cant help u with tips because im also learning how to voicetrain but idk if thats because english is not my first language or something like that BUT for me you sound like a girl?

>qott

puppy saw my chem live last night..!! it was perfect.. they played my fav song :D (headfirst 4 halos...)

bonus: frank iero is so so so so so hot

>>40719968
i like rwby too awa

>>40729597
Thank God my dad and my mom love me, I will work towards everyone being able to get that same amount of love!

>>40719924 (OP)
I like alternative / indie rock. Although I'm not as big of a music geek as I used to be.

>>40737558
Lucky, also thats my second favorite mcr song!

>>40735752
> 2026
Are you looking forward to that date? Or nervous?

> i need to either get laser
I’ll probably need laser too. Idk though about spending loads of money cos it’s still minimal. I’m considering spending £300 for a device that does face and body because I know this is definitely something I want and but I want to do properly.

>>40735784
hi naoto ^-^
long time no see
hope you're doing well <3

>>40741192
hiya!
thanks! im hanging in there, bit bored and way over the summer. hope yr good too

>>40739303
>Are you looking forward to that date? Or nervous?
both LOL
i want to do it but im scared ofc i got treated as a male for 20 years (even tho as a gay boy :p) and then suddenly im trying to present as a woman its a bit scary but i need to do it
>laser
im probably paying for it desu. i dont need a lot neither, its just a shadow between my mouth and nose and a bit of very thin hair on the chin that u cant see but u can feel it u touch :/

>>40738691
This bun is lucky to be so swaddled uwu

>>40742807
> both LOL
I thought so :)

My facial is weird cos I’ve got one side that grows 5 times faster than the other. And only one side is visible lol.

>>40719924 (OP)
>Qott: what kinda music do boymoders like?

shoegaze, atmospheric, gloomy music.

Am i still a boymoder if i dont change anything but come out to my friends and coworkers....?

>>40744411
Do you still dress masc around them?

>>40745293
Yea.
Sometimes when i go out on a date or party or whatever i dress up in like shorts and a tighter shirt but thats it. But i also dont go out a lot.....

>>40719924 (OP) (OP)
>Qott: what kinda music do boymoders like?

Mostly noise rock. Picrel is recentish topster.

>>40743779
Shoegaze is GOATED music. Who’s your fav artist?

>>40719924 (OP)
>qott
black metal and gustav holst symphonies

have an appointment to get a breast lump (most likely harmless) scanned tomorrow
its going to be so embarrassing

>>40746233
kinda of malebrained

someone from Germany who isn't mentally ill and talks about trauma first responses?

>>40746685
Same thing happened to me a couple years ago, its not fun :(
Good luck. lumps are common and usually harmless, especually if youre early on hrt

>>40746728
of course anon, i am a boy!!

we are all boysboobs here

>>40746103
Then still a Boymoder imo

Is it a giveaway you are on hrt if one of your nipples is bigger than the other?

>>40753883
could be just gyno desu, the same thing happens to guys who have it

>>40754782
Do guys with a bmi of 17 have gyno?

Pyrocynical hit twink death he looks like a man now.. :(

>>40754815
you could say u were fat as a kid if they didnt know u by that time.. (wouldnt work with ur parents lol)

>>40755081
Thanks. That might work. They don’t need to know I only ate 2 different things for dinner as a kid

>>40755108
yeah just say its gyno from when you were fat as a kid/teenager and then u lost weight but the gyno is still there and u know u need surgery to remove it but ur kinda afraid of surgeries. just play something along that and most people would believe it

>>40755156
As long as they don’t ask me how I lost all the weight ;) cos I never go the gym

Thanks for the advice

>>40755190
u can lost tons of weight just by fixing your diet lol
just say you stopped with anything that had sugar. stopped eating snacks, fried things, etc for a while and thats literally enough for someone drops from 25+bmi that could give you gyno to your bmi. it could even be a nice excuse for why you're bmi 17 now, the fear of getting fat again
u can do it nona ^^

>>40755230
> stopped eating snacks, fried things,
My diet right now

i wonder how the best way to get a boymoder gf is
boymoders look so cute! what do i need to say when i see one to get her on a date with me?

>>40755402
Idk just give us a bunch of compliments. Don’t forget we grew up as boys so it would mean a lot to us given that we would see girls receive them all the time.

But like actually get to know us a little first cos some of us will but not all of us will have much experience

>>40755478
i would always complement a boymoder! you are all really cute girls! of course i would want to know you too-that's part of getting to know someone

>>40755650
Thanks. We would appreciate it more than a cis girl could ever imagine.

>>40755402
tire iron