>>40924746
.... I've tried all of this stuff for years to try and make my life better but nothing ever works I think I might legitimately be an NPC.

>>81727898
I don't know how to cope with this world anymore. There hasn't been a day in over a decade that I haven't thought about killing myself. I just can't get anything right.

I'm 32 and life has only gotten worse throughout the years. No friends, no women interested in me, no career, no money, no drives/passions/motivations, no confidence /self esteem, no will to live anymore. I'm only here because to my cowardice. I hate my family for not being able to make me feel loved. I don't care how narcissistic that sounds because I've been so love/touch/connection starved that I don't even feel human anymore. I feel so utterly disconnected from being human. I feel like an NPC or a game asset.

Nothing helps me cope either. Everything disappoints. Nothing is fulfilling or contentful. Which makes the suffering that much more visceral. And if I'm unlucky I have to do this for another 30+ years. Everything is always a disappointment and underwhelming. I don't know how I'm going to make it much longer like this without snapping completely. I feel like I've tried so hard my whole life to fix myself but absolutely nothing works

>>81694159
Me too. I consider myself a pane of glass. I'm only interesting when you experience me at a very specific angle otherwise I'm invisible to everybody

>>81653257
In 20 years I will be 52. I hope I don't make it that far. I hope that I can figure some stuff out but my future seems quite grim. I hope I will have a gf/wife. A child in their teens. I hope we all love each other. My own land with a job I don't hate and a passion I can enjoy.

What actually is gonna be my life in 20 years if I'm still alive is homeless. riddled with disease and sickness and probably parasites. Begging for money or foraging. Either way Im waiting to die it just depends on how comfy it's gonna be.