I crave to call her your Highness, my queen or even mommy in front of her, yes I have mommy issues for Hayley because I didn't have much contact with my parents when I was a little boy and I found comfort in simping her and she likes the same stuff as me so she unintentionally gives me a sense of belonging and even purpose.

Last night I dreamed I met Hayley, we both backpack tourists and stumbled in Switzerland, she had climbed a whole half mountain and was very sweaty, her smell was nice though, deodorant, Shampoo and she had a very soft skin, I was wearing a black hoodie though I'm ripped, tall and slim, but I wasn't sweaty because I was sipping frosty Gatorade like hell, I said "Hey, are you Hayley Williams from Paramore?" Obviously knowing it was her and she said "No I'm actually Chewbacca from Star wars" and we both laughed, then I offered her some Gatorade which she said "No thank you, but I don't like industrialised food", then I said "I've some frosty water too", which I carried in a thermal bottle with the face of Eric Cartman in it, she accepted and said "Hey man, nice show) then we started talking about random stuff, from South park to possums to how did we end up Switzerland, then we went to a nearby lunch place that was very organic and local brewed, she was interested and I could tell by how she looked at me deep into my eyes and touched my nose every 5 minutes cuz she said it was funny... The dream continued on and felt just like real life, until I woke up alone and started to cry.