>>58404903
I tried that in my mid 20's. Tried the 'being normal' thing and got rid of my Ghetsis tulpa. Found a 3D man, thought it would be good. But just ended up in an emotionally abusive/controlling relationship for 4 years. Such a waste of time and I lost all self esteem/confidence.

I dunno, it just feels like for some of us it's not meant to be.