>>40801000
cheqd. i had a sleep paralysis episode in 2016 seeing a huge spider slowly crawling toward me on the bed and struggling to move, i was convinced it was real while it was happening, only to find the spider was nowhere to be found afterward. the trajectory of my life was out of control starting around then and lasted a few years. it was some kind of warning before chaos consumed me, so i agree, definitely a bad omen. 8 pointed stars may have their chaotic meaning from spiders, but i dont dabble in the occult and wouldnt know for sure
>>40803812
true. but why of all things would a spider appear? ive seen other posts a very long time ago on /x/ about the same types of experiences and would like to know