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Are you afraid of the world anon? It seems you have committed yourself to suicide. Does this determination feel freeing? You seem to have successfully overcome your natural impulses of self preservation, and by bypassing this evolutionary mechanism you are no longer (in theory) bound by the illusions of society. By illusions I mean those of responsibility and reputation; the idea that you ought to be "successful" or else you'll "miss out". But everyone will die. Everyone will have the same end, and no one will exist after their last breath to reflect on that "success". There will just be nothing, and everyone who you feel you need to impress or feel loved by, and everyone they feel they need to impress or loved by will all die, and their names will be forgotten by their progeny within 1-2 generations. Overtime, even the names on their gravestones will be unrecognizable, and they will truly disappear forever. We all die in unmarked graves; whether you are rich, poor, famous, a criminal, a king, etc. All are equal in death.

Are you anxious about tomorrow? You'll be gone in a few days.
Would you feel ashamed if you did something embarrassing? It won't matter, there won't be a you in a few days.
Are you afraid to try new things? Not like it'd matter anyways, but you always have that way out.

The world is now your playground. You can do whatever you want, and pull the plug before things get ugly.

For the devout theist, an afterlife awaits them, so they feel as though nothing matters in this world, and that frees them of its burdens.

For the atheist, nothing awaits them after death, and there is no hell to be afraid of, and there is solace in that fact.

In every possible worldview, everything here is meaningless. Do you feel free yet, anon? Will you unflinchingly take your own life? Or will you do so with a quivering hand and an aching in your heart? If the latter, you are not free, but it's not like that really matters anyway. Do. As. You. Will.