Should I ever tell my gf about my former frustrations about being incel? Are women empathetic enough to understand that shit?

As a male of Indian descent(born on the island nation of Trinidad/descended from indentured workers that the Spanish brought over), my parents brought me over to America when I was 3 and I have been raised here ever since. I was raised in the ghetto areas because we were poor so I spent lots of time around blacks. It's easy to fit in when we're all children and our super ego isn't as developed, but then puberty hits and the blacks already had outlined archetypes that they could fit into. The gangster, the baller, and the drug dealer archetypes were easy for them to fit into as they aged up. But I had nothing of the sort. As I got older I just spent more time alone since I couldn't connect to anyone. I failed to fit into the white people archetypes too. Even if I did good in school, I could never be friends with the nerdy white kids. This has lead me to wonder, what do children of immigrants do about self identity? I will neither accepted by the whites and blacks of America, nor will I be accepted by the Trinidadians and actual Indians either. Are we destined to be alone?

What do we think of Palestinian sensation Elyanna? Can't believe the Juice want to wipe her out.