you need to stop wallowing in relatable literature and read things written by men that actually interface with women. there are a million different ways that men in history worse off than you have figured it out, like that guy above. find new ideas in the world, stop navel gazing and look outwards. if lit really effects you then use that to your advantage. I read about men that live interesting lives, I'm renting an apartment in tokyo for three months to basically just get fucked up and meet girls every way I could think of. stop fixating in self-perpetuating pity pulp. it's cool that you're trying to understand yourself but it's only going to get you so far.
>https://open.substack.com/pub/kusoaho/p/how-to-fuck-in-tokyo?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=6bmiy8
literally my diary desu