Also, like I said, just don't let yourself be stirred by it. If it's demonic (or your brain or whatever), it's not you. To the extent that it's not you, identify it, and reject it. You don't have to be lead by it. I don't know if that's helpful or not. Sorry if it's not, but I hope there's been something of value in what I've said. Also I'm realing from too much caffeine lol.