first shower in a week bleh

>>82762865
i gave up on my own future. i don't see much point going along the same route alone anymore. i already have everything, i am like a kid tired of their toys. fantasies exist sure, things i wish i got to do or could do, but they are all two player games.

>>82762945
are you not able to pull out at the last moment and say something came up?

>>82762979
there is nothing to fight it with or for. effort to do what? there is nothing i want anymore. i had great things, and now they are gone. the effort to try have those great things again is not worth it.

>>82762983
no sankyu, i wish to rot and decompose now. there is no more plans to make, because they're all useless. what's the point in planning for activities with someone by my side as a constant psychic damage reminder of things i crave i cannot have?

what do i want to do? i wanna go eat hot pot and talk about nonsensical stuff.

>>82763109
>>82763160
feel free to chat there's no real theme