>>64179801
My current obsession with the perfect 1911 has led me down the path of making my own. My lead on the “perfect handgun” is a 5 inch .45 ACP, but more bullets. I am quite happy with how successful my first attempt was. Now I wish it was optic cut, something super low direct mount, and perhaps shorter since I will appendix carry it

You could just chalk it up to mental illness and autism. When I get stressed I literally start shopping for guns