>Early 2020
>Find FTM on Grindr. Meetup for sex
>I'm their first.
> Have sex. Wonderful. Meet up again following day.
> Get food. Have sex.
> Tell them I think I love them. They love me.
> Date for year. The most blissful experience I've ever had.
>Break up Late 2020 because I am a faggot who is insecure about being with a man.
>5 years later
>still into them.Miss them. Still friends.
>tell them I have feelings for them still.
> They tell me the feelings they have are dead, and they moved on.
> I THREW AWAY THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME BECAUSE I AM INSECURE ABOUT BEING A STUPID FUCKING FAGGOT FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Why am I such a stupid retarded faggot /lgbt/?