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>i tend to do that a lot...
Yeah same. Knowing that you do and reminding yourself of that is really helpful.
So if you are going to take anything away from this then it it should be this at least. Letting smallish things spiral out of control is not good..
>they have with a person i know personally. perhaps he wasn't as honest with them as he is with me
Sadly depends on where you live and stuff. Also on the circumstances of the meeting. I guess even though mine was a little urgent i would be lying if i didn't feel like i was being ignored sometimes. And while a lot of meds are not to be messed around with, there are some that are just sorta good.
>don't know if it's even worth going through the effort of mentally forcing myself to say to a stranger i want to kms if all im gonna get is a "take these drugs bye"
Well 'all' that the bad ending is, is them telling you off and maybe giving you some med. You walk out of the door and its like nothing ever happened and you don't see that man ever again. There a lot worse failure scenarios in life. The worst (regarding your treatment) they can do is say 'no'.
So if you still want to pursue this despite your mistrust, walz in knowing that you pay taxes and whatever and that the man in the coat *owes* you help because of it. Not getting any is not good but there is no need to destroy yourself over it. No need to feel embarrassed. He is in your debt and not the other way around.
Although i recommend trying sooner than later to get their help still. It makes everything so much harder and more complicated if something happens. It sticks with you. Avoid any sort of intrusive thoughts getting too far.
>i'd agree but my time is worth nothing at the present.
Ah come on. You worrying about anything means that it is so. Its worth something, anon. And abusive or neglectful employers cannot afford it and nobody can pretend that it is otherwise.
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