When I get horny, the thought of sucking off another guy until he finishes my mouth is the biggest turn on ever. But when I'm out in the world I don't actually find guys attractive at all. I've never thought about sucking a specific persons dick.

Does this mean its just a fantasy when jerking off or something I'd actually enjoy IRL? Either way I feel like I should give it a try at least once.

>>28979650
>after like 5 minutes I just say "so should we do it"
>yeah anon, go for it
>I reach over and grab his crotch through his shorts and feel his semi hard dick
>first time I've ever touched another guy's dick before and it struck some nerve in my brain because I instantly started feeling super turned on
>he moans softly, leans his head back and closes his eyes
>can't believe im doing this
>I reach under his shorts and at this point he's fully hard
>his dick is way bigger than mine and it's really soft to the touch and meaty and looks nice like a dick you'd see in porn
>Start jerking him up and down and his moans grow louder
>it feels really nice to be jerking off this guy, I honestly didn't expect it to be so hot
>I do this for a few minutes and im starting to think about how i'm going to suck it
>This whole time he's just sitting there relaxed as I'm jerking off the first cock I've ever touched before
>I decide it's time to transition to the floor and I get on my knees right in between his two legs and he looks down briefly but I tell him to go back to what he was doing

>>28966060
I don't want to suck the dick of a mutant freak. I just want a clean, hot, straight-passing bro who will let me do what I have to do.

Is this too much to ask for?