I am 4 years into an innovative software project that's going to take another 3 or 4 years to finish, can I have some words of encouragement

Is it bad that I fantasize about fucking Betty? I'm no simp; I'm fully aware every last girl that's ever been on fishtank is insane (to varying degrees). But there's something about Betty that feels different. I feel like deep down she's actually a sane, intelligent, mature adult woman, but she just has some sort of severe mental ailment making her insane. The insanity feels less inherent. Half of the clips I see of her -- whether from her own filming or from when she was on S1 -- she's acting very normal and mature, perhaps more than everyone else. But then the other half of the clips are like her pissing on her head. I'm reminded of Spiderman 3 in the Tobey Maguire trilogy where the black goo plagues people and makes them act evil. In this case, the black goo is some bizarre life-pervading public humiliation fetish. As far as I know, she doesn't have tattoos, she doesn't have a nose ring, etc. I'm just speculating at this point, but I feel like she's the type of girl that's slept with 1 or 2 guys or is maybe even a virgin, but she can't help posting a million videos of her pussy to the internet as part of some weird sexual bottle-and-blow behavior. What do you think guys, am I off the horse? I'd love for the bros to chime in here.

FIGH-TING hyungs!