What does that feel like? Is there sharp tingling? General warmth? Just the feeling of dampness on your skin? What goes on in your head? Can you think complex thoughts? Or is it just this bludgeoning force that directs your every motivation?
I have found a goal, sadly rooted in petty revenge. I want to own monopoly on a service I control. I want to put all my competitors under my foot. That's why I temporarily stop drinking. Not my family, not my loved ones, not my duties, just that.
