>>76574615
im depressed man. I lost my fiancee, friends, family, career path, and livelihood in 2020. have had health issues from the stress. stated getting back to my D1 athletic tier body in 2023 (im in late 20s), and am fitter now than I was then, but it feels empty. I would have done anything for this body, but I have absolutely nothing external in my life and cant even seem to care.
like building a monument no one will ever see. oh well it's just weird. still, omw to the gym, sorry for blogposting but it's the indomitable spirit that even if it's only for yourself, get the fuck to the gym or homegym or whatever and do it for you, even if just for you. fuck everyone else.
have a good week.
