Well, I was abused in my childhood on three occasions.
In my experience, it's a difficult thing to deal with. For a long time, I thought of it as something that hadn't happened as a coping method. Then I did my best to forget it but the problem is that doing that affected my ability to memorize things and this affects me to this day.
This has affected me physically, causing me to develop acne. On a psychological level, this has damaged all my relationships.I also had panic attacks, anxiety attacks, depression, and lack of self-confidence. You feel like your life means nothing and you think nothing of suicide.
I didn't develop multiple personalities, but I did have sudden impulses, movements in my hands that I couldn't control, like OCD.
Every time I hear a victim's testimony or watch a video on this topic, I get anxiety attacks. I was reading victim testimonies on YouTube and it just made me feel sick.
>>40959113
I like your post, but I don't agree with one thing. Ultimately, this touches your heart. You're always searching for answers, wondering why this happened to you, and all that. You become introverted and have a melancholic internal monologue.
It's different, it happened to me when I was six years old and more than thirty years have passed and there isn't a day that goes by when I don't think about it.
Although things are a little better now...but it still hurts.
