>>7706344
Alright. I'll just keep pushing. I find self hatred gives me some solace for some reason, like maybe in my continued persuit and my observation of my shit skill dissapearing, and perhaps a sense of being judged, will forge something good, and crucify myself, or something... I don't know what I'm on about. Fuck me I'm stupid. For as long as I talk and think I live a paradox of stupidity, maybe I should be quiet.

lw

>>213442405
i have always been good with tech, to the point that ive worked on motherboards and made testbenches on my own. but the thought of actually having some boring ass career with a dress code and menial daily routine bores me. so i ended up burnt out, stopped caring about college / certifications and gave that shit up. i still tinker with technology stuff but as of now i work part time for like 12 hours per week in a wagie job and spend my extra free time doing whatever i want, usually drinking and watching anime.