>>2812696
Travel should enable you to accept the imperfections of human existence. Every race, every ethnicity, every country has deep flaws. Seething over these flaws is utterly pointless. My first trip to Southeast Asia I frequently became annoyed by motorbikes behaving in ways I considered disrespectful toward me, a pedestrian. My second trip, I accepted the fact that other people were in more of a hurry than I was, and as a result, I was liberated from stress and anger while trudging the streets.

After passing age 30 I've increasingly come to understand that there is very little benefit to negative self-expression. Refuse to entertain negative thoughts and they will stop clogging up your headspace. Neutral emotions begin to predominate instead: satisfaction, acceptance, tranquility. My 20s were spent chasing dreams and struggling with failure to achieve said dreams. That time is over. I've decided to accept the extremely simple and detached life I have, to own all the past choices and mistakes I have made that got me to where I am. Moments of happiness arise at the most random moments, then vanish, and I'm okay with that.
>>2812810
Consider acetylpsilocin, a snortable psychedelic.

You should never go into a psychedelic experience expecting it to conform to your pre-trip desires, because your pre-trip mental state will be lost forever as soon as the first neural tingles begin. Your desire should be to work with the chemical as it rewires your neural functioning, no matter how difficult or unpleasant the experience is. You might have to repeat the experience two or three times in order to achieve your desired goals. The euphoric trips are fun, but they always leave you feeling down afterwards as the dopamine runs out and mundane reality reasserts itself. It's the difficult trips which leave you feeling cleansed and renewed afterwards, thankful for the return of sanity and calm.