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Anonymous No.2812305 >>2812316 >>2812370 >>2812378 >>2812381 >>2812396 >>2812412 >>2812417 >>2812426 >>2812557 >>2812573 >>2812690 >>2812810 >>2812898 >>2813038 >>2814501 >>2814756
I'm depressed and feel like dying. Where in the world should I travel to reset and stop myself from kms. I live in the South in the US.
Anonymous No.2812316
>>2812305 (OP)
It depends on you really. If you're autistic and want to copulate with another human: Thailand. That will probably fit most people on this website asking the same question.
Anonymous No.2812317
What do you like anon? You have a lot of options
Anonymous No.2812370 >>2813261
>>2812305 (OP)
Prague is so beautiful that it will make you appreciate life more
Anonymous No.2812378
>>2812305 (OP)
A place like Bangladesh or Pakistan will show you how good you have it in life.
Anonymous No.2812381
>>2812305 (OP)
Mexico

Road trip to baja california
Anonymous No.2812388 >>2812396
appalachia its literally right there a few hours away
you don't need to fly to bangladesh to find a pretty place that's different from your ordinary
if you are cute, maybe we could go together...
Anonymous No.2812396 >>2812397
>>2812305 (OP)
>>2812388
>appalachia its literally right there a few hours away
I was going to write this but without a homosexual follow-up. Touch grass, faggot, and get out of the heat.
Anonymous No.2812397 >>2812398
>>2812396
there's no better place to have transformative gay sex than Appalachia
Anonymous No.2812398 >>2812400
>>2812397
I would argue that absolutely anywhere else is better and that you fruits should stay out of my forest.
Anonymous No.2812400 >>2812406
>>2812398
fruits belong in the forest
Anonymous No.2812406 >>2812414
>>2812400
Fruits are found in fields, southern sodomite. No man mountin' in my mountains.
Anonymous No.2812412 >>2812425 >>2812437 >>2812463 >>2812693 >>2812825 >>2812837
>>2812305 (OP)
I was in the same boat as you several years ago.
Then I discovered beautiful Thai ladyboys. It was a game changer. Now I have as much hot sex as I want, whenever I want. Whenever the suicidal thoughts begin I get an ugly one and then abuse him. I pay him of course. But I go Patrick Bateman on his ratmonkey ass first.
Anonymous No.2812414 >>2812897
>>2812406
I see raspberry bushes all the time just off the trail.
Anonymous No.2812417 >>2812428
>>2812305 (OP)
Gatlinburg
Anonymous No.2812425
>>2812412
Faggot
Anonymous No.2812426
>>2812305 (OP)
basically anywhere considering where you currently live
Anonymous No.2812428
>>2812417
but that's a tourist trap!
Anonymous No.2812437 >>2812439
>>2812412
Bruh you're weird
Anonymous No.2812439
>>2812437
homophobia drives people insane
Anonymous No.2812463
>>2812412
God I want that boibutthole
Anonymous No.2812557 >>2812834
>>2812305 (OP)
As a person with clinical depression and anxiety who loves to travel, I’ll state the obvious and point out that travel cannot ever cure real depression all by itself. Dealing with genuine neurochemical depression requires active work, often lifelong, sometimes with medical assistance. Wherever you go, you’re still going to be you when you get there, and you’re probably going to carry any unsolved problems with you.

That caveat aside, I always get at least a temporary lift, and a lot of welcome distraction, from unfamiliar new surroundings and experiences.

You may be similar. But it’s hard to suggest anything without an idea of what you like to do. Nature? Outdoor sports? Beaches? History?

If you’re outdoorsy and not looking for much culture shock, maybe camping or hiking in a national park just a few days’ drive from you will fit the bill. If you want old, pretty things, go to Europe—I’ve never had a bad time in Italy. If you want colder weather, it’s winter in much of South America—perhaps you want to ski in Chile or Argentina. If you want an easy but still relatively alien experience, consider Japan or Korea, or another richer bit of Asia. If you want National Geographic wildlife, think about a safari in Kenya and/or Tanzania for some Great Migration wildebeest vs. lion action (pic related).

>Kenya is also a good place to experience a guaranteed, sudden, extreme surge in attention from women, almost regardless of your looks, and without paying for it—almost everywhere in the world I’ve ever been, I’ve been left with the impression that the “just be white” meme is mostly nonsense, but it felt like a real thing in East Africa.

I’m not into buying companionship, at all, but if you’re not interested in Thailand, Costa Rica and the Dominican Republic are legal, popular destinations for single men. And CR at least also has some very beautiful nature—the DR is mostly just beaches, which are not my jam.
Anonymous No.2812573 >>2812693
>>2812305 (OP)
Reset first, then travel overseas. Trust me on this. Travel is so much better when you've cleaned house inside your head and thereby become capable of positively engaging with your surroundings.
Anonymous No.2812690 >>2812696
>>2812305 (OP)
>I live in the South in the US
Your country is cooked and there is nowhere you can travel to that will not just leave your jealous and broken when you arrive back home in the states.
Im sorry anon, but many such cases, and there is no direct or easy solution.
Anonymous No.2812693 >>2812831
>>2812412
>Whenever the suicidal thoughts begin I get an ugly one and then abuse him
You're a fucking asshole.

>>2812573
This is what I've found as well. I wish I just dug my fucking heels in and took care of it first before wandering around the world as a mental case and ultimately missing out on nearly everything because all the time and energy spent depressingly traveling was subpar from what I could have done if I just built myself first.
Anonymous No.2812696 >>2812804 >>2812841
>>2812690
>will not just leave your jealous and broken when you arrive back home in the states.
Holy shit this too. Every time I would come back I'm disgusted by everything and then my whole life has to revolve around getting back out. Never settled with stability. Never had a home. Just a constant state of "nomad" whenever I'm "stuck" in the US just saving working and waiting to escape again. Could never really enjoy the time in college nor work because Americans are so miserable and hateful.
Anonymous No.2812804
>>2812696
>Americans are so miserable and hateful.
every nation is so miserable and hateful but language barrier saves our asses
Anonymous No.2812805
>>281241
Can't imagine paying to have sex with a man
Anonymous No.2812810 >>2812841 >>2812890
>>2812305 (OP)
Ayahuasca will save you. Begin researching it.
Anonymous No.2812825
>>2812412
Why do the mods leave all the gay asian tranny shit up?
Anonymous No.2812831
>>2812693
>took care of it
How?
Anonymous No.2812834
>>2812557
This anon is right
Perhaps you need a purpose in life as well.
Anonymous No.2812837
>>2812412
Stop using my ladyboy pic that I found on her instagram and galavanting through the threads like you fucked her or you have experience with it.

Id like you to cease and go FUCK yourself
Anonymous No.2812841 >>2813069 >>2813142 >>2813197
>>2812696
Travel should enable you to accept the imperfections of human existence. Every race, every ethnicity, every country has deep flaws. Seething over these flaws is utterly pointless. My first trip to Southeast Asia I frequently became annoyed by motorbikes behaving in ways I considered disrespectful toward me, a pedestrian. My second trip, I accepted the fact that other people were in more of a hurry than I was, and as a result, I was liberated from stress and anger while trudging the streets.

After passing age 30 I've increasingly come to understand that there is very little benefit to negative self-expression. Refuse to entertain negative thoughts and they will stop clogging up your headspace. Neutral emotions begin to predominate instead: satisfaction, acceptance, tranquility. My 20s were spent chasing dreams and struggling with failure to achieve said dreams. That time is over. I've decided to accept the extremely simple and detached life I have, to own all the past choices and mistakes I have made that got me to where I am. Moments of happiness arise at the most random moments, then vanish, and I'm okay with that.
>>2812810
Consider acetylpsilocin, a snortable psychedelic.

You should never go into a psychedelic experience expecting it to conform to your pre-trip desires, because your pre-trip mental state will be lost forever as soon as the first neural tingles begin. Your desire should be to work with the chemical as it rewires your neural functioning, no matter how difficult or unpleasant the experience is. You might have to repeat the experience two or three times in order to achieve your desired goals. The euphoric trips are fun, but they always leave you feeling down afterwards as the dopamine runs out and mundane reality reasserts itself. It's the difficult trips which leave you feeling cleansed and renewed afterwards, thankful for the return of sanity and calm.
Anonymous No.2812887 >>2813310
I too was from the South.
I built a van and drove around - currently in Indianapolis.
My favorite city so far was Columbus, OH, if only because there's a bunch of food in one road and a bunch of college kids who love fucking older men (lie).
Most hospitible to drifters though?
No clue. Haven't found many 24/7 spots near an rv park. Feels like I'm more in love with the road than the towns.
Good luck though.
Anonymous No.2812890
>>2812810
I saw the mandala in the sky and asked the black void in the center to kill me.
It refused.
Anonymous No.2812897
>>2812414
> raspberry
>typical queer confusing dingleberries with raspberries
Anonymous No.2812898
>>2812305 (OP)
You need to go on a walkabout in the Australian outback.
Anonymous No.2813038
>>2812305 (OP)
Albany Bahamas. You'll love it.
Anonymous No.2813060
P H I L I P P I N E S
Anonymous No.2813069
>>2812841
>After passing age 30 I've increasingly come to understand that there is very little benefit to negative self-expression. Refuse to entertain negative thoughts and they will stop clogging up your headspace. Neutral emotions begin to predominate instead: satisfaction, acceptance, tranquility. My 20s were spent chasing dreams and struggling with failure to achieve said dreams. That time is over. I've decided to accept the extremely simple and detached life I have, to own all the past choices and mistakes I have made that got me to where I am. Moments of happiness arise at the most random moments, then vanish, and I'm okay with that.
This was calming to read. I also have found most of that myself as well, but it's easy to "forget" and go back to typical negative habits. It's good to see. Screencapped and I'm going for a long walk.
Anonymous No.2813135
whoa a depression thread. do you guys take meds?
Anonymous No.2813142 >>2813151 >>2813310
>>2812841
You seem wise. I am in ladyboyland right now and considering taking the funny fungus in the near future since I came here, depressed and burnt out and a failure, and found that nothing changed since I left the USA beyond some basic essential changes. But I cling to my ressentiment from the past over my isolation and total romantic void of my life as a very jaded 20 something virgin with severe tistic features and just general oddness, and as such don't want to lose it since it makes me me, and I know these drugs can change a person supposedly, even if I think the spirituality cope is a bunch of hooey. I may rope nevertheless when my year of wanderlust maxxing ends since my despair is about as high as ever its been, and I don't have anyone around me watching me to keep me from fully giving in to self destruction.
Anonymous No.2813151 >>2813404 >>2813925
>>2813142
>considering taking the funny fungus
you can purchase citalopram or any other conventional SSRI-class antidepressant on the darkweb and it will near-instantly end a bad funny fungus trip without any sedation or side effects (does not cause serotonin syndrome to do this)
I highly recommend it
Anonymous No.2813197 >>2813198
>>2812841
Look at our little philosopher :)

But honestly good diatribe about post 3rd. Very lucid and poignant to where I’m at 34 years later
Anonymous No.2813198
>>2813197
Post 30*
Anonymous No.2813261
>>2812370
How so? Please explain? I have been looking through the Prag threads but it seems lackluster compared to Danzig/Krakau and other Polish cities.
Anonymous No.2813310 >>2813404 >>2813925
>>2812887
>living in a van
>chooses to hang out in Colombus and Indianapolis
Why??? Are you in some kind of financial straits that have left you unable to pay for gas? Go up to the Michigan mitten, get a state recreation pass, hang out by the lakes, smoke some weed, camp in the beautiful sandy forests. Temps are cooler, people are friendlier, and there's surprisingly few van vagabonds around.
>>2813142
Buddha teaches that life is suffering and life is struggle. As long as you refuse to accept this, you will be stuck in turmoil. Stop choosing indolence and despair. Start by getting drenched in sweat on a long walk or hike at least once a day. Push your body to the point of heat exhaustion, i.e. uncontrollable sweating. Your survival instinct will kick in. If you can't muster the energy to do so, go to watsons and buy some of their multivitamins. It's remarkable how a nutritional deficiency can leave you feeling doomed to a life of perpetual mental & physical fatigue. Embrace the suffering and the struggle. It's strangely rewarding.
Anonymous No.2813404 >>2813925
>>2813151
I am thinking of taking it with a friend nearby and just rawdogging through the trip no matter what since I feel I need to try and press my hand in search of iinternal change no matter what.
>>2813310
I have trained Muay Thai intensively here before taking a break due to health reasons so I am familiar with pushing one's body. I've never really hiked before but when I move on from current location I'll head to the mountains and hopefully meet some people to hang out with and hike.
Anonymous No.2813925 >>2813986
>>2813151
>>2813310
>>2813404
It went really well overall. Not sure i learned anything since I feel I have even more questions now, and honestly the comedown was the only part with anxiety or tension in it. Some residual amounts left over, but I think different now. I feel different.
Anonymous No.2813986 >>2814298
>>2813925
>Some residual amounts left over, but I think different now. I feel different.
Elaborate.
What is it that's left? How do you think and feel different?

I will literally do shrooms with a ladyboy for my first time while having some family history with schizophrenia when I get back into Thailand.
Anonymous No.2814298
>>2813986
I found I feel a bit more grateful for the fact I'm alive and am a bit more thoughtful regarding other people as well as the world around. I feel a sense of general inner peace and wellbeing that's hard to describe. Like many of my anxieties shrunk down a bit in the grand scheme of things
Anonymous No.2814501
>>2812305 (OP)
Go to Yellowstone!
Early September is the perfect time to go because the crowds dwindle after Labor Day.
It will fill you with a sense of awe and an appreciation for the grandeur of nature.
Anonymous No.2814756
>>2812305 (OP)
I did this and went to egypt
Jort No.2815179 >>2815718
I’d highly recommend going to Cusco, Peru. Flights, food and hotels are cheap.
The food is not genetically modified garbage as well, makes you feel better. Spend a few days getting acclimated to the altitude, then make your way to the Sacred Valley and do ayahuasca. It will reset your brain and get rid of your depression. Try to do the ayahuasca with a group that has a shipibo shaman administrating the medicine.

Trust me.
Anonymous No.2815718
>>2815179
>get rid of your depression
The effect is temporary and a product of surviving the trauma of the ayahuasca experience. Most people resume their old habits/routines and thus re-establish the old neural pathways which led them to mental illness in the first place. Yes, I've met a fair number of people who experienced ayahuasca and enjoyed a temporary state of mental liberation before falling back into their old ways.
>Pee Roo
I have a feeling that if I fly to South America next travel season, I'll regret it sorely and wish that I went to Asia instead.