>>938389578
i mean, i didn't pick it out lol
picrel is the next year; i picked this one. still pre hrt (the cleavage is just tape and contour)
by this time she and our other friends (all female) were 'jokingly' calling me kaylee most of the time. it'd be another year til i actually took the plunge.

>>938389629
i was a lot of things tbh. it really turned me on that i was meeting her boyfriend like this, as one of her girl friends. watching the way she treated me shift irreversibly after this also definitely contributed. i don't know what happened, but i eventually developed actual dysphoria over my male features. /shrug

>>938389677
i go back and forth every day on whether i did the right thing or not. i'm still very much attracted to women, but too scared to date lesbians, so i've essentially had to become sort of "prison gay". i love flirting with guys online, but i don't know if i'll actually be able to sustain a relationship like this

>>938389573
k gimme a sec