>>938390170
i have kik and snap (kayleemc98 for both) but i'm prolly done with dressup tonight bc its 4am lol
>>938389915
ok so honestly like, i don't know. i have two friends who have had srs and it went very well for them; the surgery has actually come a long way. the an hero rate is faulty data; i've researched this a lot.
but also my friends are more 'classical' transsexuals rather than being basically some dude who fell down a pipeline, so idk.
the thing is, my junk makes me sad to look at. sad because it's a reminder of what i'm not, in either direction. sad because tucking (despite its size) is uncomfortable. sad because it used to be much bigger, frankly.
i also really don't like anal sex. i've tried with dildos, and it never feels good.
i'm already scheduled for facial feminization surgery (two months away!) and breast aug so idk, i feel like srs could be a good capstone to this saga of my life that would help me focus on moving forward as a woman, but i'm really undecided. maybe i could get an orchi and it would help a little.
...of course i'd be lying if i denied that part of me is really turned on by the prospect of eradicating my masculinity completely and irreversibly. getting fucked in the hole where my dick used to be is unimaginably hot.
>>938390206
ok so honestly my friend who has had srs does fine and i'm younger and hotter than her. idk, i live in a fairly woke area. i don't really want to date a chaser long term anyway.
>>938390220
despite how ridiculous it sounds, pretty much everything i said is actually true. i would call it luck because i was pretty ugly before.
>>938390244
i don't really want to just post my discord on 4chan tbh
