>>40305007
no, I only visit this board. My self hatred comes from a variety of things.

I know how most white people feel about people like me. I'm also a hon because my hair doesn't flow down to my back, but instead looks like a big ugly unkempt bush.

Im really fucking high too, which is very typical of a spook like me. Blacks don't want me and Mexicans don't want me, so I'm stuck in a lonely purgatory where everyone hates me.

I don't pass mainly because of my nigger hair though. All white trannies have to do is grow their hair, but I just look like a homeless retarded man who's attempts at being feminine fall very short.

>>40134983
No, I love being degraded due to being bullied by girls when I was younger. Also, I just want to turn my pain into something I can enjoy.

I wouldn't mind being punched in the stomach while being forced to suck the cock of another mtf or cute cis guy.

How It feels interacting with women (trans and cis).

>iwn have a boyfriend
>iwn have a girlfriend
>iwn have friends
>Iwn be good at socializing
>iwn be pretty
>iwn girlmode because I'm disgusting
>iwn accept my own body