tranny dementia ward where we have the same conversations over and over again
QOTT: what's new with you?

>>40301219 (OP)
i was going to make a gen with the correct back link: >>40286193

i'm hopingi dont make it to the end ofnex tyear

>>40301219 (OP)
QOTT My algorithm is filled with labubu content idk what to do lol
I want da monchhichi for my bag haha

>>40301508
why is everyone talking about labubu

ugh I wish I was normal... I wish I had a cute bf... I wish I could be a mom... I wish I could run my own lil café and record store and have fleeting conversations about the weather n stuff with mu customers.
Instead I'm a disgusting trannybeast.

did chuddy leave?

hasnt seemed like shes been around, maybe shes touching grass

>>40301762
she finally accepted that she's a fakemoder

in farming there’s a tacit lgb drop the t alliance

>>40301948
how does that manifest?

I hate being 6'2

tall girlfriends are in demand

I'm a man because I'm 6'2

>>40302272
become lesbian and pick up the closest 5'something boymoder in your area. instant gf

>>40302290
I'm only into men, but why do you want me to act like a man

>>40302352
wow stay lonely and tall forever bitch

damn i just remembered that my life sucks

lol wow i'm super fucking sick today i can barely movekeep throwing up and feel heavy

>>40302644
Thanks for making fun of me

I'm a man because I have a male relationship with my penis.

>>40303109
by that I mean I am sexually ascetic and refuse to discharge my penis out of a desire to conserve and purify spiritual eneegy. This is what manmoding means to me.

>>40301762
He made meth schizo his wife, they are on a honey moon

>>40302289
Im 6'2 because im a woman

I love giant chicks I think they are sexy

>>40301219 (OP)
you suck
also qott: raep

>>40301241
thank you

>>40302777
don't die, bitch

>>40303399
i'm eating garlic toast gotta take more clinda

>>40303418
i am coming out of a six year long psychotic break

>>40303593
welcome back

>>40303593
What was heaven like

>>40303611
thanks i hope you feel healthier

>>40303230
I thought meth schizo is supposed to be the cuck

>>40303637
i just have to take these awful pills for a week and hope i dont get a reinfection or i'm going to be in the hospital for a few days it seems like each time it comes back the drs get really freaked out. maybe i'm like subject 0 for a new thing.

>>40303635
i only touched god at infinite instants wherein he rejected me or i rejected him but it happened a few times and each time he left me in hell but this last time i just prostrated myself mentally and he stuck by me and now im shitting up the thread maybe turning from god rn so i will stop

>>40303654
God touched your prostate ?

>>40303666
demon

something is off aboutme like i feel fine for brief windows and then i can't use my hands too welland i cant think

>>40303749
that sucks me too

>>40303730

>>40303749
a lot of things are off about you dude

june > murph

jurphin it

this made me pee white back when i was a cute little shota! is that a sign i was hashtag born this way?

june isn't real
>>40303749
get well soon

>>40301219 (OP)
should I carve a swastika into my thigh? I'm brown and really fucking high right now.

Should I??

>>40304614
you're my cute little non-Aryan sex slave
don't damage your valuable body
only master is allowed to do that

>>40304628
but carving a swastika would make up for me being brown.

>>40304656
its ok to be brown

brown is good
especially if, by brown, you mean mixed. literally genetically superior to being purebred (incestuous) White/Black/Yellow/Red

but why would you defile a noble Germanic symbol by carving it into your disgusting brown skin? that's like painting the Mona Lisa with dog diarrhea

>>40304666
>>40304704
no it's not. it's why I'm a hon. I hate my skin and hair texture so much

>>40304717
I don't know, to show I carry no pride in being black. to let everyone know I'm a fucking coon and I'm worthless.

to show I'm ashamed of myself and my gross monkey body

>>40304830
wrong image, now I look like a cringy faggot.

I'm so sorry. I meant to choose another image

>>40304055
I agree i am too scared to drive da motor bike
It looks sexy but too dangerous no thx
That nigga has a death wish

>>40304830
this is so cringe do you get off on this

>>40304951
I know, it's embarrassing. thats why I'm cutting myself as a punishment.

>>40304830
how did you turn out like this, too much /pol/?

>>40305007
no, I only visit this board. My self hatred comes from a variety of things.

I know how most white people feel about people like me. I'm also a hon because my hair doesn't flow down to my back, but instead looks like a big ugly unkempt bush.

Im really fucking high too, which is very typical of a spook like me. Blacks don't want me and Mexicans don't want me, so I'm stuck in a lonely purgatory where everyone hates me.

I don't pass mainly because of my nigger hair though. All white trannies have to do is grow their hair, but I just look like a homeless retarded man who's attempts at being feminine fall very short.

im mentally spiritually physically and gradually male
other trannies can see that clearly when they talk to me or when they say my name I dont react for a second cause its all fake
Cis peopel treat me 100% as my real gender at all times cause of my manmode
I am also male in my soul as I have nothing feminine going on inside me
its all a play
im fake
cant even cry over this

>>40305050
>I just look like a homeless retarded man who's attempts at being feminine fall very short.
same but im white. most white people suck there is no reason to care about their opinions

every morning when i use the restroom i stare at my face in the mirror and ugly cry for 5 minutes

my life is so disappointing
I will never pass

i had a retard moment and didn’t tip a barista because i thought he was also the owner and it was three weeks ago by now and i still feel really guilty but maybe he was the owner and so i dont feel guilty but usually i tip rreally good i swear it and i always have a rule to tip the same and not think about it because if youre neurotic about not tipping the petit bourgeois then maybe you wont tip somebody that should be tipped and that’s wrong

im ok w being 5'5

I'm not okay with being 6'2

>>40304612
what the frick? i am so real

how do I get over the overwhelming embarrassment and shame about being a tranny. I man mode 24/7 and people still literally point and laugh at me all the time for being a tranny

>>40305293
you're a failure
you're not even good at manmoding

i am a MAN because of my male FACE and my big male enlarged copd RIBCAGE

>im ok w being 5'5

>>40305410
and?

Last week before wearing my single girlmode outfit for the first time i asked my mom what she thinks of it fully expecting her to say something disparaging but she just said "nice" and now i've been wearing it all week and today i visited her (in different clothes) and she was like "i hope you didn't actually buy those ugly ass clothes lmao" (paraphrased) and i'm pretty sure she's just hating because she (wrongly) considers me a hon an doesn't like me girlmoding, should i kill myself?

uzi wit da 9mm

>>40305682
tell your mom to be honest

>>40305634
I hate fakemoders

>>40305715
I asked her what's so about them (after going home as a text message because i would have cried if i'd asked her in person) and she said something about them looking too small???

>>40305756
shes calling you a slut. its your sign to get a shorter pair

>>40305729
?
not a fakemoder

>>40305790
let me see your hon face

>>40305756
:( don't cry uzi

i don't drink monster - i am monster

>>40305777
She's probably calling me a hon she's saying it's the kind of clothes a smol wombyn would wear and not a 6'2 rapehon isn't she

>iwnbaw because i started hrt too late

I literally have a face not even a mother could love

who are you and why do you mock me

>>40306311
your the fed actually

I wish I was a woman

>>40306409
we are women xister!

im going to rip out all of my hair i cant process having a masculine body or even a twinkish body or even an androgynous body so anyways it's all skinny fat and ugly and my skin is marred. dead thread dead board i abandoned my friends to post incessantly for nothing, nothing nothing nothing. i thought this would get me somewhere but i become normal and meet new people or reconnect with old friends and it lasts for a few weeks and then the reality sets in that everything is the same. i will never be a woman. my life occurred in this way. and every moment the past becomes a fiction which constricts and reveals itself anew, reality returns, god says im a MAN im a MAN

>>40306423
I'm a man

THE NOOSE IS ONE DOOR AWAY FUCK IT IS ONE DOOR AWAY SO CLOSE SO CLOSE SOOOO SOOO SOO SO NEAR and i dont want to die i want to be a woman i want another chance i want to be a woman i would do anything i dont know why i didnt. why did i give up? why did i decide to sit around and die? who decided that for me? why was it me but i was so young it must have been god. i dont remember anything, i am without myself. i am beset with void! i am gay! i have no vagina! not only that i am masculine! i look like a man! i will never ever never ever ever ever NEVER BE A WOMAN

>>40306425
me when i ghosted my friends to tom cruise post on mmg

>>40306482
that's because you stalk me (i am tom cruise in another incarnation but tom cruise is not tom cruise since cocktail). leave me alone though. i cant help myself i am sucked into this i am not the one currently typing

>i am not the one currently typing
what did she mean by this?

Tom cruise is a bottom chaser

this gen steals a portion of your thetan with every repost

>20 months
>no malefails
I should give up

it’s over

>>40307199
It takes years nigga
U gotta go through facial laser and grow your hair out if u even want a chance to male fail that early into transition

>>40306482
oh fuck yes that lesbian GIF is so smexy *cums cutely*

>>40307610
I'll get hair removal eventually I don't have the money right now for it

>>40307765
Relatable i am going to get my body done probably once i enter the middle class

stop watching me secretly

no you're too sexy

how do I stop shaving my head or getting masculine haircuts, I want to have like actually long hair

>>40307199
>20 months
fuk u nigga cuz i can

>>40307765
just suck senpai's cock until money starts fallin out da pocket

methy methy on the wall
who's the biggest shota of them all

>>40308406
>biggest
das me, m'moder
big as me cock
fat balls party
it's lit

>>40308410
can I have a pussy please

>>40308416
>pussy
eww
what about yummy penises? cummies? girlcock? leaking pre? manbian clitties? shota forskins? crummies, tasties, cromulent ballsweat

AGP is like ratatooley

ffuuuuuuuuuuckkkkk these drugs feel so good im gonna cream mi sissy pantsu
sugoi desu ne o algo

>>40308438
can you pretend to be chuddy for a few posts?

empathy please

HRT IS USELESS BTW
ITS ALL COPE
NO SUCH THING AS TOO FAR

>>40308443
you miss her?

Stop being a nuerotic motherfucker and wear a dress outside dang

https://youtu.be/R-SeB6Z056E
You see, fuckin' pregnant pussy is simple
All you gotta do is hope the baby think your dickhead is a nipple
And if the cum snatcha stimulate my sack
He just might get a fat load of Similac
And if he start kicking, I'ma keep sticking
Go a little deeper, give his bad ass a whipping
Within nine months, I can hit it late or sooner
It's me, Miss Jones, and Mr. Jones Junior
And once I get the bitch in the raw
Me and her kid can have a nice ménage à trois
So believe I ain't kicking no bullshit
Cause pregnant pussy is the best you can get

methstrogen plz

>>40308443
i saw chuddy in repgen doe

maybe xe detrooned

>>40310017
we can only hope

i love freaks

i really wanna get with a man, but I still look like a man and I feel like I'd be deceiving him if I hid the fact I'm trans and it wouldn't be fair to him.
> what do?

>>40310569
men dgaf that you're on hormones. if they're attracted to you then they won't care what you "identify" as.

>>40310594
interesting... so should I disclose the fact I'm transitioning or not?

>>40310614
yeah you should tell them

>>40310704
okay thx I imagine it's gonna be awkward but atp i might as well try

good morning, i hate men

Good morning, I love men.

ngmi

i will be a perpetual manmoder. im
like if im male i should detransition if i wont pass i should detransition if i live like a man i should detransition but then km also like no i like being ugly and soft and feminized and getting strange glances from others and feeling at risk in specific neighborhoods that used to feel sager than church, feeling at risk in the church as well. Oh. i shouldnt have waited so long

got told I look like my sister

>>40311503
yeah and then and then folks say i look like a male version of me mother

i look like my mom but my mom has a beard

I look like a woman but I’m amab on hrt and not dysphoric or trans and I manmode and I’m a man through and through

>>40311617
I look like a man and I never malefail

all trvkes

i hate my honhips and my moidback

>>40301219 (OP)

>look! transition solved my depression and i am no longer depressed
the thread

you have never made any mistakes in your entire life and mistakes are unnatural

how do i go back in time and have a beautiful gah romance? im 24 and gaydead is it over? no big hairy man will ever love me

>>40311673
if i make mistakes then i will let everyone down.
if i let everyone down no one will love my.
if no one will love me then ill kill myself.

>>40311712
in at step three because yhos
bitch oeep keeps mocking me

>>40311712
>if i make mistakes then i will let everyone down.
you let other people down by not learning from/recognizing mistakes, not simply making mistakes
>if i let everyone down no one will love [me]
sounds like you let yourself down first
>if no one will love me then ill kill myself
you can love yourself but you've gotta make choices and actions worthy of love. i bet taking easy pills to fix average adolescent depression isnt an act worthy of love.

>>40311735
> i bet taking easy pills to fix average adolescent depression isnt an act worthy of love.
i didnt troon until 26. i dont think it was “adolescent” depression that was getting my ass

The last time a man flirted at me i was 135 pounds and like six months of low dose hrt

the last time a man flirted with me i was very drunk and making a public disturbance of myself. i should do that more often.

>>40311748
ah ok, average depression then sorry for the nomenclature disparity, now how about that content? do you still take pills to find happiness?

>>40311819
no i do injections. there is no mechanism of action that would cause estrogen to act as an antidepressant. also the injections dont make me happy per se, but i can feel a broader range of my emotions and i like the physical changes. that makes me happy. why do you care why i take?

tfw no man to dominate me :(

need esonaz gigachud bf to keep me as his untermensch malewife

being made fun of again… i hate your general

just saw this in gaygen and... waaant
>>40311961

>>40312091
Yum
Bi chads love fem boys and twink hons

>>40312107
yeah bi chad is honestly goals and kinda realistic for me I think

>>40312113
Getting choked out by a big hairy arm is so good
Pegging these types of guys is hot too because u get to see them all submissive too haha

>>40311847
>why do you care why i take?
its a matter of respect, you're a failed human who refuses to recognize it, in case you were wondering why no one wants to love you

>>40312145
I swear I'm one of the least overtly dominant beings on this planet. I could never top or dominate someone... trust me I tried and it ended in my partner just laughing it off and taking the lead again.
I'm quite astute at subversion thoughbeit.

>>40312149
> you're a failed human who refuses to recognize it
>>>/lgbt/repgen
>>>/lgbt/femrepgen
i think your gens are over there. is requiring any medical care what made me a “failed human being” or is it the specific medical care i require?

>>40312149
I trooned out for a fetish THOUGH

>>40312210
>you have to disagree with me in these specific safe spaces
pathetic
>>40312218
degenerate

the moder (centre) and the woman she should have been (right)

>>40312149
yeah can you just like, leave? this is clearly not the place where life-enjoying, chauvinistic trannies congregate. thank u <3

>>40312231
this is mmg we take our meds and we present as men. also you never answered my question.

>>40312253
>is requiring any medical care what made me a “failed human being” or is it the specific medical care i require?
its the fact that you believe you need medical care to simply exist because of your ultra-special dysphoria (depression). I'm sure your therapist and surgeon's bank accounts love you

>>40312260
nta, but the only one's bank account who loves me is some homebrew chemist troons' on the other side of the country - and deservedly so.

>>40312260
I DIY with homemade estrogen from ukraine
hate th*rapists and ssris

>>40312260
i think insurance covers most of it. havent had any surgery yet, so hes mad. hrt is not the cash cow ya’ll think it is.
> ultra-special dysphoria
i dont think its “ultra-special” but it is narrow and specific. i could be the most well liked and desired man on the planet but that wont change the fact that i dont like being a man or being desired as a man. i dont get this chud logic because it essentially boils down to ignoring any issues that crop up from untreated dysphoria.
> believe you need medical care
ok but the medical care has had positive impact on my life and outlook, so it seems beneficial regardless of what you think.

i shouldve stayed a man and worked it out

>>40312290
i don't think Lena even really turns a profit from HRT, she's just doing a public service.
>>40312367
sexo

>>40312367
true

>>40312367
Super cute
Would look nice with laser and long hair too

>>40312313
>that i dont like being a man or being desired as a man
have you ever wondered why or where this thought process is derived from?

>>40312367
no, you did what you had to do and that's okay :)
(although I might print this picture out and hang it on my wall)

I dont wanna be a woman Im a man

>>40312367
i wonder what this (now) 40 something year old redditor would say being posted here

>>40312433
same. i wanna be a man on estrogen. which i am.

>>40312367
he's like a twinkier John Hamm

>>40312400
i have, and its not any of the theories ive seen chuds espouse. why do you think i am a tranny? was it the feminists, woke media, female teachers, micro plastics, or estrogen in water/food? i dont hate men or masculinity in others, i just dont like it for me and thats ok.

>>40312455
to me it doesnt really matter why you're a tranny, the transition in and of itself is what signifies your failed status, and why people do not respect/love trannies. you are fundamentally wrong and that's ok

chatgpt just told me i wont ever pass because my bideltoid is above 15 inches. then when i said it might be reading ansur data wrong is said 'anon im sorry youre feeling that way do you need support' or some other canned shit like this mf really bonepilling me with lies and im going insane *insane* guys

>>40312476
> people dont respect trannies because transition is a failure.
i cant disagree with that because its what most cis people believe, i just wish i knew why they believed it. im seizing control of my life and doing the one and only thing iv every consistently wanted. sorry thats cringe or whatever

>>40312455
i think it was the covid vaccine honestly

Another day another bald-ass boomer hitting me with this look.

>>40312520
my tranny thoughts long predate the jab

>3. Sampling Biases in Online Data
Fitness forums, bodybuilding sites, and trans subreddits often feature:

Taller and/or more muscular men, skewing averages upward.

Measurements that include clothes or posture effects.

Actual anthropometric data from national health surveys (like NHANES or military data) usually show smaller numbers than what people casually report online.


LMAO wtf happened to chatgpt why is it bonepilling with lies

>>40312547
don't listen to terfgpt. gen ai is chopped.

>>40312091
why are gay men such pedophiles?

I never got the vax

>people irl say im small
>my family says im small
>unprompted my one repper/tranny friend said i was small for a guy
>chatgpt says im big
well i trust the machine an dim going to kill myself and blame SAM the p**o ALTMAN

>>40312674
agi first blood lmao

>>40312647
>liking adult men is pedophilia
shut up nigga. go to xitter if you wanna be a moralizing pearl-clutching faggot.

>>40312694
> attention manmoders the gays have invaded

>>40312708
androphilic manmoders are just gay men on estrogen, what do you expect? go to transbian gen if you wanna be insulated from androphilia.

>>40312742
no I'm into men as well I just found it funny to call out ur testosterone fueled moidrage

id rathef be gay than a moder desu. unlike agps i (aap, chad-like or perhaps chadlite) do everything in my power to hide the effects of hrt and to appear as a naturally feminine male. isnt this a clever inversion that proves my validity through negation? because invalid people claim validity by acting a way in line with vaqlidity (liars, fakes, cheaters) whereas i (good btw) prove my validity by performatively distancing myself from the invalid who act valid by ACTING invalid myself. it's dialectics

>>40312510
>its what most cis people believe
most cis people believe in logic, rational thinking and value systems
>im seizing control of my life
by living a lie and taking easy pills to do it

>>40312763
yes i'm a hateful angry moid and i'm ok with that. being "chill" and "cool" is gay.

>>40312769
> id rathef be gay than a moder desu
soooo fucking true!

>>40312770
>most cis people believe in logic, rational thinking and value systems
no they dont because if they VALUED reductions in suffering they would come the LOGICAL conclusion that taking hrt to treat gender dysphoria is RATIONAL.
>by living a lie and taking easy pills to do it
what lie? i take my estrogen and call myself a man.

>>40312786
cool, wanna get married?

>>40312792
life for cishet breedpigs is not about ending suffering but about extending that squirming blind composition we call life into perpetuity because they have no other perspective on earning eternity for thesemlves. ie they never read isaiah or the book of matthew LMAO but we can laugh together in the hallowed halls more hallow than any hall hitherto known, it is the hall of god's eunuchs

>>40312799
yes you fuckin queer

>>40312694
ok pedo

>>40312823
> mfw
r u a chud tho?

>>40312869
naw i'm pretty lefty

>>40306423
morgues me

>>40313001
cool me 2 :3
asl?

>>40313013
old, moid, middle of nowhere
(27, m, southern MD)

>>40313025
i wish you weren't 4k miles away from me :(
> t. 23 yr old eurotranny
(your age is fine btw)

>>40308443
I'm always here

>>40313056
oh well, being alone will just make me stronger

>>40313085
> need strong cat shaped worm extending from earth to ride away from all wordly troubles >.<

>>40312541
literally me btw

I'm caked up in moisturizer

what is happening to the gays on /tttt/?

>>40313292
being faggots

gay people are disgusting

gay men are disgusting and sexy and i love them

dare I say that, I'm kinda happy that I trooned? Like I feel much truer to myself now and can just live day in day out without this constant inner battle going on.

it works if you end up looking like a woman

>>40313493
idk yeah in that case ig my life would be mostly fixed, but even now while modin' I've got a few things going for me and I just feel a lot more lucid and in charge than ever before

>>40312813
you choose to chase an impossibility and justify it by compartmentalizing people via psuedo religious babble
>>40312792
>VALUED reductions in suffering
41%, or is it closer to 51% now?

>>40313567
do your “value systems” reward mocking people who attempt suicide? cis people have any amount of empathy challenge impossible edition.

>>40313551
are you boymoding or manmoding

>>40313670
twinkmoding

>>40313567
what are you even doing itt, lil bro?

>>40309850
chat, is this real?

>>40313840
UGK isn't just real, they're trill

>>40313950
I just can't believe niggas were going this hard in 1995

>>40313983
90's Houston rap is fucking wild

https://youtu.be/v4SHdLDtFlY?si=q188Gxavby2kKjKE

>you used to be so happy and bright, always full of joy when you were a kid, what happened?

>>40314433
like, literally picrel happened but not even close enough to satisfy my aap

>>40314441
You're probably a boymoder, so fuck off.

I'll be kicked out soon, but it's okay I have a full-time job so I can afford an apartment. But still. being kicked out by your parents because you're a troon sucks (I thought I could save up more for FFS)

>>40314457
nuh-uh

>>40314468
damn that sucks, get an lease sooner rather than later as no having a place to sleep for a few nights can fuck you shit up.

>>40314433
my mom said this during all my repper years after I went through puberty and my hair went from dirty sun-bleached blonde to dark brown

>>40314433
>>40314559
i don't think anyone's ever said that kinda thing, i'm pretty sure i was weird and maladjusted from the start.

>>40314468
I'm sorry, anon, I don't talk with my parents anymore because they didn't really accept or support me either

maybe it will be good for you and your troonsition to be more independent and away from people who are shitty and transphobic

i’m sad that sigma died in 2022 patrick bateman is top 10 babygirl

>>40314585
I was weird but not depressed.

i larped as an ftm from 11 onwards to cope with being male

young annie lennox is goals fr

i dont pass even a little bit

everything that happened in my life between the ages of 13 and 22 was horrifyingly traumatic and I wish to be able to complete wipe these atrocities from my own memory one day.
I want all pictures gone. I don't want to meet anyone that has known me during that time ever again.

btw is Dakota still alive? I haven't heard of her all day and that makes me worried...

>>40315213
Dakota has unfortunately passed away from complications of sepsis from an infected taint piercing. in lieu of sending flowers, please send a donation to the National Foundation for Safer Gooch Piercings.

I can't see a way out

>>40315260
fr she needs to get rid of those piercings!

im stuck, alone, and i fear the darkness may be closing in. i need to go buy weed or something lmao
:(
i dislike my life and that im dependent on a substance to not think about my body because im too weak for meditation and i cant accept what i am and what i have and what ive done and whats been done to me otherwise. yoo im still the same 14 year old trying too hard to be a man yooooooooo im totally not going to regret going back into the closet after being out in middle school. taking two (2) girls on 3 (three) dates is totally worth ghosting the cute gay guy who liked you and living a double life online away from anybody you know irl. this is a smart idea because at the end of it i'll totally be straight and have kids and be fuliflled and old and i wont think about transitioning because as i said this will not ruin my life. this will not ruin my life. i will not regret this. i do not

>>40315419
you're a boymoder not a manmoder

>>40315427
zero malefails

stupid ugly bots

>>40315434
send an unsee
I don't believe you

>>40315419
> im still the same 14 year old trying too hard to be a man yooooooooo
this is very relatable actually I started watching youtube videos on how to be a man at that age because, well, I knew I don't have a clue on how to do it naturally

>>40315460
do you also malefail every day, wear women's jeans, wear makeup?

>>40315469
> wear makeup
only light makeup nothing noticeable
> wear women's jeans
only with friends maybe occasionally
> malefail every day
idk strangers generally don't gender me at all anymore it happened maybe twice in the last month and those were both 'young man'

>>40315450
you cant bait me like that. only 1 person on this whole board has got a pic of my titties and the next wont be you
>>40315460
alpha m and that one tall filipino(?) guy with the watch company were my favorites

>>40315499
fakemoder kys

>>40315540
fuck you also watched Alpha M this is so hilarious

>>40315564
im schizophrenic so im going to assume youre mocking me and parroting the way i speak. but if not haha that is crazy, life has zero unique experiences ever

>>40315540
>>40315564
>alpha m
much love from India sir!

>>40315575
no I'm not I actually did that. I had really no clue how to be a man. It went
> Alpha M
> Jordan Peterson
> Andrew Tate
idk I just wanted someone to tell me what to do and how to act but it wasn't natural at all. AAP made me do weird things.

before prom i watched the alpha m how to dance in the club to get ladies video over and over and then when i started dancing with my date i immediately tried to dance like i was in an 1800s ball anyways because that’s the only romantic and interesting type of dancing and i think she thought it was really weird and faggy

>>40315578
jfc I was 14 cut me some slack will ya most of india didn't even have internet access back then

>>40315620
oh different trajectory from me i became a gaycel radfem

they told me this is the new /bmg/ so im hanging out with my fellow boymoder frens here ^^

>>40315648
yeah all my friends were chuds and we were living in bumfuck conservative nowhere so going that route was more logical for me

no actually youre only hanging out with me (solely to make fun of me i might add). I genuinely believe that (i may be right though) and i cant stop adding it to posts but also i cant stop posting because this is funnier than a diary

why is the board so low effort bait for me specifically today?

>>40315666
it was designed to be an LLM training ground after the crash so everybody whk posts on 4chan actually posts in their own curated server

>>40315652
whats good twin

>>40315666
sign to touch grass
>>40315652
please don't crash this thread like bmg and get used to be called a fakemoder (affectionately)

>>40315663
are diaries pozzed or do you just not like them, you kibda stopped talking that one time when i showed my bald ass head

this is. so cute.

>>40315710
what?

I'm so tired of pretending to be a man, I hate my face, how can I stop looking like a man, does anyone of you have the answer?

>>40315732
this is not the right place to ask this young fella. we generally do not have the answer

>>40315724
oh are you not the anon that was crashing out a couple weeks ago who i kept trying get to start a diary. they kept calling me a fakemoder/boymoder to dismiss my advice and it was annoying but they stopped posting after.

>>40315718
me if my cranium wasn’t über sized

>>40315732
have you tried tens of thousands of dollars in surgery or something

>>40315732
Make peace with being male and do what you can to look and feel your best

>>40315732
post face

>>40315732
which kind of dog do u have

>>40315742
itt it's always
> fakemoder kys (affectionate) (pls don't kys)

>>40315732
this could be a foid in pajamas as far as i can tell. there is actually no way to judge this persons ability to pass because of there is hardly a silhouette to judge.

Leg day with my coach this morning, them kickboxing class at noon. Resting up before my six mile run. I'm still a manmoder but I hate my body about 50% less now that I'm in excellent physical condition. Once I have a well defined sex pack I'm pretty sure I'll be too hot to feel dysphoria anymore

>>40315773
mwargh that sounds dangerous idk

>>40315718
this will be real in 2023??

i will be honest i dont think my situation is THAT bad but it still bad because of my 1 nose and 2 jaw
the jaw tho there are cis women with jaws like mine. my biggest problem that holds me back is my UGLY AS FUCK nose i have in the middle of my face

>>40315791
post face

>>40315732
stop pretending (fakemoder)

>>40315796
https://unsee cc/album#t9zK974OqH1G

>>40315825
jfc w/o the nose and jaw how r we supposed to judge? also: boymoder 100%

>>40315825
mogs me doe

>>40315825
u have to be 18 to post here

>>40315842
i KNOW my nose and jaw are ugly so i dont need people telling me how ugly they are i was expecting people saying "hmm you should also seek surgery for X and Y and Z etc"

>>40315732
i look and dress like this but fatter and worse hips

>>40315847
not true
>>40315849
im 22 LMAO i cant even be a boymoder anymore bc im too old for that

>>40315742
i am perpetually crashing out so probably not me but i did stop posting for a whole week thinking the thread would pick up but then it only picked up when i posted and embarrassed myself again (bots i guess) so maybe i am not killing this thread with uniquely odious posting though i am participating in its death by a thousand fakemoder cuts

>>40315782

only dangerous if you can't handle it. I've been building up my conditioning intensively for the last six months, doing a trail marathon for the lulz in August. Then we lock in on preparation for our next muay thai fight (fighting is genuinely hella dangerous yeah but it motivates you to get in shape like nothing else)

>>40315635
you're still spiritually Indian.

>>40315860
alright cute
nose is probably not that bad considering the rest

I'm not a manmoder, I'm gender nonconforming alpha shemale lone wolf antihero

>whats new with you

idk i havent been on this board for a couple years but i moved countries and after the first 3 months im back to feeling like im alone and have no community

im a total manmoder and tbf even tho ive been adjacent to trans spaces for years i didnt really "think" i had "dysphoria" or didnt wanna name it that way for years, now i guess i "self id" as dysphoric. so i dont even identify as "manmoder" like this shit isn't a mode it's my life lol i'm just a man who feels weird about it

i've been dressing more femininely, and i've lost 10kg and desu it gets me compliments and more interactions (perhaps also bc i have a job now and leave the house) but i still feel the weight of the future so much. i don't know what i'll do regarding HRT, im too chicken to DIY for a myriad of reasons, some more relevant than others, now at least i accept that i'd want it if i could get it. i guess i just am too european brained and need permission from daddy state in order to face "real daddy" (like, my actual father i guess lol). sigh

my days lately are work/study - eat - get groceries - talk to ai making my life like one of those html twine feminization games - bed

>>40315842
>>40315883
also whatever the jaw is here i was looking down in this pic
but the nose i wont be posting it really is THAT bad

YES SAAR I AM TO BE RACIST AGAINST AN ENTIRE CONTINENT OF BILLIONS TODAY YES YES SAAR

>>40315869
im probably mixing up my anons.

mogged again LOL

>>40315850
well if u have a browbone u manage to hide it v well and the rest looks fine. I mean, what else would you wanna get?
The full troon package (TM) basically is
- hair transplant
- hairline advancement
- forehead type III / browbone- / orbital-rim-reduction
- (maybe blepharoplasty)
- varying degrees of rhino (most commonly raising radix, reducing hump and lifting tip)
- (maybe cheekbone reduction)
- lip lift
- chin reduction
- (maybe jaw reduction / v line)
- trach shave
> order these by severity of dysphoria and then cut the list at the level ur budget allows and u should be good. it's mostly also what u will need to feel comfortable.
> t. a failed surgemaxxing doll

>>40315892
i'm fine with Indian people i'm just busting your malls bro

>>40315890
jawmogged 175%
> how long HRT?

>>40315889
>talk to ai
ts make you retarded btw by hollowing out your subconscious processes and replacing them with externally mediated subversion

>>40315904
desu i think the only thing essential for me it's the rhinoplasty
chin would be a nice one but i dont think its the most important thing for me
i dont think i really need the rest

>>40315920
uff strong schizo trvthnvke

>>40315907
girl balls!

>>40315890
haha bro what are u on? cute chin/mouth gonna make it either way

>>40315917
i started december last year at 21y after coming out to my parents when i was a minor LMAO fuck my life so bad

>>40315925
good then you have your answer!
(me sad because I need / want it all)

>>40315930
we have man balls here.

>>40315935
wait that’s me lol3 yearszero malefails

>>40315935
> coming out to my parents when i was a minor
y'all people that say more than
> okay
when ur parents ask u how u doing and just hide from them asap scare me honestly

>>40315750
I was an idiot and spent all my savings paying for college, so now I can't afford surgeries. I need to start saving again.

>>40315757
I tried, but it's like dying inside.

>>40315815

I've been on hormones for years, and I'm almost 30, I never knew how to stop dressing masculine, I need a forced feminization or something.

anyway whatever this is me yesterday after coming back from walking my dog. i never girlmoded not even once.
i think my face may not be that bad my i have wide shoulders and bad ribcage and bad hips lol

i wish i had a concrete understanding of trans people <18. didnt even really have an excuse not too. just had a strongly internalized social taboo

>>40315957
they locked me in my bedroom until i said why i were crying every single day of my life for the past 3 years (i was 17y at the time)

>>40315860
>not true

so, we’re all here getting mogged by these new gen boymoders… i think a mf TRVEhon has to show these boychuds a thing or two about realmoders

https://unseecc/album#f03Z1ar5DMr1

fuck you fags, here’s what i’m listening to while contemplating suicide
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WZBCP_JXMow

>>40315963
i did and i came out multiple times and i still didn’t troon. fate doesn’t really care how you try to beat it

mogged again

>>40315970
you dont look male tho??? lol
just do your eyebrows and maybe try bangs and you will be looking fine

>>40315978
that sucks anon, im sorry to hear that.

>>40315963
yeah same I didn't know HRT existed about the gay lifestyle until I turned 22 because I kept that very well under repression and just assumed everyone absolutely despised how they look, doing all of these man things, doesn't wanna date or rizz up women in secret but just goes along with it because that's what men are supposed to do.

>>40315962
discord now...

>>40315942
malls
moobs
mock
mussy

>>40315969
actually horrible! i'm so sorry for you

>>40315998
why

I WILL NEVER EVEN BE A REAL MANMODER KMS KMS KMS KMS KMS IM THE ONLY ONE WHO LOOKS GENUINELY MASC ITT

>>40316016
lol you do know that only the better looking ones here post pics right?

>>40315963
same
just give 8-10 year old me a fucking textbook or pamphlet or something explaining the basics of sexual dimorphism and male vs female puberty along with what cross-sex hormones can and can't change and the effects of going through natal puberty vs taking hrt that are and aren't reversible

>>40316029
well yeah i dont post

>>40316015
im going to bully u nigga
u remind me of my friend that i no longer speak to for many reasons

twenty four carrot gold la bew bew

>>40316016
unsee

>>40316064
oh so this is why the thread started up…

>>40315983
look at my balding scalp wdym try bangs im never gonna honmode you federal agent

i just opened photo booth and I saw a young version of chudette staring back at me
fml

we miss you grandma horsecock

>>40316032
it honestly should just be apart of sex ed and to some degree is apart of it. but i went to fucking religious school so they weren’t even teaching us what they should have been. i bet kids in the 80s were getting better sex ed than what i was getting. bro its fucked.

i gained sentience in 2007 and tb quite HONest i wasted it

>>40316096
my condolences

>>40316122
ah fr I remember now I had sex ed in a christian school as well... maybe they glanced over a few facts. i don't really remember

>>40316138
yeah it's a shitty life, but it's MY shitty life

>>40316129
fr fucked my whole life up ive been reevaluating ever since.
>>40316145
even if all the facts were laid out they were not going to help me connect the dots and they sure as shit wouldnt make it easier.

>>40315920
true

i guess i just like that it glazes me

if i posted the shit i tell ai i would be called a retard 10 times at best or probably ignored bc of attwhoring but ai just tells omg you're so right, here's what we can do with this... and i do it lol

but you're 100% right. on the one hand i did start going to the gym bc i externalized the difficult / frictiony parts to it but on the other hand i would probably get mad if they took it away from me

i guess it's like, an order of magnitude worse of externalizing your thoughts to /tttt/ or /fit/

>>40316154
well, based
gotta make the most of it

wait a sec r u argentinan

>>40316172
i post way more disrespectful and intimate things on mmg than i would ever tell an ai but i also leave carve pages worth of confession into park benches so maybe im weird

fuck I really want to do anavar but I'm a good girl.. I'm gonna stay natty.. I'll just keep taking creatine and shit..

new >>40316189

lol I'm bald

>>40315991
> just assumed everyone absolutely despised how they look, doing all of these man things
very real anon. i think internalizing the fact that not everyone felt that way was instrumental in breaking my repper cope. and it happened really late for me ~20s (idk its hazy)

>>40316194
kappa lookin ahh

>>40316194
OH EM GEE!! ITS CHUDDY!!!

*stumbles as blood gushes out nose*

>>40316168
> even if all the facts were laid out they were not going to help me connect the dots and they sure as shit wouldnt make it easier.
I think that I would've needed to
A) at least know one other (nice) person in my town being openly gay, basically adopting me and showing me the ropes
B) known HRT exists and I could ever be more than a man in a dress
If those two things had happened I would've been one of the ones to either become a child prostitute or somehow force my parents to get me on HRT.
But I decided to live in ignorance instead. It isn't bliss.

>>40316194
Hiii ;3
I know that feeling, you look cute, you have some nice eyes