I know this sounds like I'm trolling, but I swear I'm not, I'm 100% serious.

I've been on my diet for 4 months, and it's working very well so far(40kg down). I'm not having cheat days because they're cringe and "you only cheat yourself" kinda thing, I don't want to slow down my weight loss. But after 4 months, I'm starting to falter a little, and I'm craving really bad something like pizza, lasagna or something that tastes like that. I know I have enough willpower to just ignore my cravings and power through it, so it's no biggie, but it's starting to get to a point that I'm salivating at pictures of food.

So, the question is, how dangerous would it be to give yourself casual bulimia? Again, I swear I'm not trolling. I'm also not that retarded, I wouldn't puke food everyday, at most maybe once every two months if the cravings get really bad and I want to have a cheat day but I don't want to deal with the excess calories. I know pizza would make me happy a bit. Is it risky to do it even once, or do you only get really bad mental-disorder level bulimia if you do it every day? Has anyone here experimented with that? It sounds like the biggest cheat, and if your cheat days aren't often, is the risk of getting bulimia that high, even if you 100% trust yourself to do it extremely sparingly?