>>40772165
so like a skinny man? yeah I figured they would be in between enough to be disgusting
like the rest of me

>>212055823
No
Ugh

>>212055833
Northern Jordanian is the only good arabic
We say ani instead of ana :) just like hebrew hehe

>>40138048
I am a Palestinian and I don't hate the jews
I simply don't want to get tortured and killed
Not only that
But I don't want it to be justified to torture and kill me for no reason

I think I love my brother. That might sound normal like "don't most people love their family?" but it's different. I don't really care about or love anyone else. They say "I love you" and I look them in the eyes and fake the same emotions, I don't really feel empathy for other human beings except him. I even seek out people who remind me of him. He's the only one I love.
And yet I know he'll never see me as his sister, it's always "my sibling" never "my little sister" I see him as my big brother why can't he do the same?! I know that if we weren't family he wouldn't love me but I also know that if we weren't family he would fuck me (he is into trannies)
I can't dig too deep into these emotions or I might fall down a pit of obsession that I will never be able to get out of. I convince myself it will be fine as long as he's still around as long as he can still look at me I will be ok, it doesn't matter what women come into his life because they will never love him like I do. But I know that's a lie, they will love him in ways I can't. All I have is a desperate obsessive love from growing up with him, desperate for him to see me, desperate for him to look at me, PLEASE LOOK AT ME
I love everything about you big brother