>>40958633
gud luck nonny, i believe in u. change your body to suit yourself, you are the only one who can do it.
>>40958634
it fucking sucks but the only thing ive found that works is time. eventually more life developments happen that slowly give distance between you presently and the garbage from before. make new friends, find new anime or shows, go somewhere youve never been before even if its just a few miles away and take a photo. keep adding stuff to your life and eventually youll get to a point where you can go whole hours and days without feeling that specter on your back.