>>23172106
Yeah, that's what happened. I tried. But every time I had an issue with something be it emotional to something potentially dangerous I was always told to shut up and get over it, even by my doctor. And now with my friends I hear them bitch about things when they are the ones that helped cause that outcome in the first place so I am just over it with them.

It's ok to focus on yourself, to know what you want and to do it after dealing with others for so long. I am good at being an actor but I don't know if you are also. If not then others will grind you down even more once they realize you are not focusing on them.

Just got to flow like wind and water.