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>time is the best healer
I did pay attention to that the first time, but while I am aware of the fact that human body and the human brain are wired in such a way as to make you endure any sort of tragedy and, eventually, no matter how much you suffer emotionally, your mind kind of forces you to forget about it and get on with the routine, it's not the right thing to do in my opinion. if you simply move on and stop caring, the objective reality won't change and you'll end up in a stupid position where this beautiful show doesn't get the justice it deserves and all you do is contribute to it being forgotten. instead, it's important to get to the ultimate truth and fixate on rozen maiden while the pain lasts in order to get something beautiful out of the suffering
>its really really difficult to get it out of you mind.
yeah, thank you for actually getting what I'm going through. it's important for me to find people that feel the same way towards RM and are aware of how painful it is to endure what happened with Traumend. I just can't go on I'm suffering I need help it's too much to handle whenever I hear that outro track I just can't manage the pain
>would recommend you do something with all that stored up energy. like write a fanfic, draw a picture, music...
now this is obviously more in line with what I had in mind – attempting to channel the pain into something. however, I was thinking that apart from trying to be creative, there also has to be another relief which would be finding fans of the show wiser and more mature than me who would help me out and reveal the ultimate truth and moral of rozen maiden to me in order to calm me down and help me realize what this all truly is about. though I will try to do something creative about it still
>remember a friend of mine went all the way
did he cry because of evangelion ending and the characters not being real and not coming to life and the fact that he essentially was left alone?
