yeah ahh I'll just start a family and kaiba post about depression but am really extremely powerless

I really want to start asking out girls, inspired by the anon who is already doing that. But I am so deeply afraid of it. I did it once and got rejected. She even did it a bit gently but still that hurt me a lot. Today I was in the supermarket and some girl kept looking at me at even smiled once. She was really qt and I wanted to ask her out but I didn't do it. Why I am such a coward.