Bros why was I not born Russian like Rachmaninoff and Scriabin... I will never attain to the depths of their unbelievable sorrow as a Westeuro rationalist autismo. I bet Russians spend all day tormented like Ivan Karamazov about the meaning of life and death and God whilst listening to Rachmaninoff which their souls understand uniquely in ways my obtuse scientific brain is simply incapable of...

the solution is blissful ignorance. stop reading books