Gainal

>be me
>go to the forest
>like 50 miles from the nearest house
>drop a fat shit log on the ground
>suddenly like a million flies show up out of nowhere
Wtf are these niggers literally everywhere?

I never understood cutting, like shit sucks and is gay but what will that solve? Does nothing about anything, i rather just beat off or even just sit and ponder aimlessly, at least those feel good