I never understood cutting, like shit sucks and is gay but what will that solve? Does nothing about anything, i rather just beat off or even just sit and ponder aimlessly, at least those feel good
>>82797215 (OP)
in my experience its to punish myself for mistakes or just for exisiting desu and sometimes its cus im too scared to full on kill myslef but cutting and needing stitches gets me some relief
>>82797215 (OP)
your brain is wired to beat off in a bad mood. my brain is wired to hurt myself in a bad mood. people are differnet. i don't really know how else to answer this.
>>82797249
Actually in a bad mood i usually just take a deep breath to not feel stress and deal with stuff rationally. I moreso beat off if im bored which is probably worse even
>>82797253
problem is it's very hard to rationally talk yourself out of a spiral. it's like someone is yelling at you about every mistake you made recently while vividly replaying them in your mind. sometimes you can weather through it, other times the impluse to hurt yourself reaches out like an angel in disguse.
