>>82174043
>sometimes it happens to me even without meds or anything
Was the same thing but got rarer and rarer over time. Eventually i was basically brain dead and was a vegetable for a couple of years. Could not learn anything new but things i already knew stuck with me. I feel like that is about to change however. I have been taking fairly low doses so far and im still in the process of increasing them.
>and i think this feeling gets stronger when I've drank alcohol.
Absolutely not comparable! With alcohol you may feel like you're focus on something but its because your brain has no choice not to. These meds do not sedate you in any way and the "background not being a background" thing is also entirely different.
Like, alcohol is just another but still terrible version of you but with these pills its still the 100% authentic you but you are not fucking around. Even before knowing that there is treatment like this i felt this way. The slower and thinking side is (((me))), the rest is mental illness. But alcohol doesn't reduce the good or the bad side, it pushes you into a whole other direction.
Mellowness is not sedation!
Its the same reason why neurotypicals abusing these drugs is so retarded. Its proven not to improve performance for them because there is nothing to fix. And medical drugs (especially in the EU) do not feel "nice". Alcohol does, meds don't(as a direct consequence). Its one of the reasons why methheads take meth and not Ritalin. If i need to explain better then please ask. Its important not to confuse these things i think and if i can help i will.